Arumi Sekar

departures

since then, my sister Rina is no longer willing to go to school, maybe because her mind and soul are so very hurt, I understand her condition, whose heart is not crying and hurt, he said, if he continues to receive Bulian from insults and insults, which should embrace and support, but quite the opposite he gets.

since Rina was no longer in school, she was locked up at home, I often even saw her crying alone in the room, it hurt, seeing our dear brother so badly, she said, all I can do is always give him spirit and love, so that his condition does not get worse.

even so, Rina was still always willing to help mother, she helped mother's work in the kitchen, making barren and botok, and when magrib approached, usually rina, would go to the mosque, too, but after she was distressed by the bullying, Lina was not at all willing to set foot again into the mosque, but even though she was not into the mosque, it was still her five-time obligation to do it at home, I salute my sister, even though her soul and heart are not okay, but she did not leave her worship, which is precisely the more she pricks worship at home, but she is not doing well, Alloh give a broad heart for my sister to accept this with gratitude and iklas.

as time continued to roll, I would soon graduate from Junior High, Hajah Safa had offered to continue to High School as I liked, but I refused it, not because I did not need it, but I feel sorry if I continue to trouble him, even though Hajah Safa continues to try to convince me, if he is adlas and not burdened at all, but this heart is so heavy to receive it, there is a sense of hesitation and shame, because however the cost of school is not small, with a heavy heart I decided to stop until SMP only, let it not papa, I will help mother find money, I will help mother to find money, in order for mom not to be too heavy to bear the burden alone, that was what my mind had always been all along.

when graduation arrived, Om Huda and his wife visited the house with my adopted sister, the mother looked so sparkling, there was a happy look adorning her tired face, her smile was glittering, and I love seeing my mom like that.

om Huda's arrival turned out to have other desires and intentions, in addition to wanting to visit and bring sister to mother, it turns out that om Huda also wanted to take me along with him, he said, om Huda wants me to continue my high school in Blitar.

before I came it turned out that Huda had talked a lot with mother, it was because mother so eagerly asked me to want to come with om Huda, oooh mother, do you know, if I want to just work, if I want to work, to lighten your burden.

mom kept pushing, and I finally agreed, I just didn't want my mom to be disappointed, and after all, I also offered that I could help her at home after school, and I will also receive a wage bill for it, even if Huda also says that I can go home once a month to visit my mother.

With the best grade I graduated from junior high, there was a sense of haru when I received the award on the school stage, a lot of congratulations and compliments were thrown from the teachers, he said, there in the front seat I saw my mother shed tears of joy, Thank you, I hope someday I can glorify the great woman who is currently shedding tears of her harrow for me, mother, I hope, I will fight hard to make you happy, whispered my little heart.

after coming home from school, I saw that Rina was learning to write and read alone in the guest room, there was a sense of tightness when I saw my sister, good luck had not approached her, but I was sure, she would be happy one day, because he has a good heart.

the next day, when Huda picked me up, he kept his promise, my mother and Rina let go with glassy eyes, even with me, it feels so heavy to step foot leaving two great women who have accompanied my day, even though we live in all limitations, but we love each other and have love for each other so sincerely, so that this departure feels so heavy for me and my mother also Rina.

wherever this foot goes, my prayers and love will remain for my mother and sister, I always promise myself, if at any time I will never give up my responsibilities for their lives, I will continue to fight to give happiness and a better life for them, I promise you, Rina promised.

god how hard it is to leave my mother and sister, they are my spirit and half my life, I really don't want anyone to hurt them, for this reason I strengthened my determination to accept an offer from om Huda, so that I could continue my education and at the same time could work to make money for me to give to my mother.

life is a struggle, we never know how our way of life in the future, is not God will not change our fate if we ourselves do not try to change.