
Bima recalled a man named Raihan whose picture now continues in his view without a blink.
His memory was fixed at the time before he married Sekar. Raihan is one of Sekar's study friends who now live in Bandung, West Java, charismatic man who has several businesses, one of which is the owner of the largest car workshop in the city of Bandung. At that time Sekar had introduced himself to Raihan when Sekar invited him at a meeting of his family Sekar. It seems that the final om was so fond of the man, not even paying attention to the existence of Bima at that time.
" It's worth changing, it turns out they have a special relationship and do intend to get rid of me. Just watch out for you now, I won't stay silent." Bima felt hurt and angry with his own mind which was not necessarily true. In reality Sekar does not have any bond or relationship with Raihan. She knows her limits as a married woman. And Raihan is an educated and polite man, even though in the bottom of his heart keeps the love for Sekar, but Raihan always covers it and only keeps that feeling in his heart.
With a roaring chest full of anger and jealousy, Bima called Sekar.
" Hello Asalamualaikum." replied Sekar flat at the end there. Because her heart still hurts with the behavior of a man whose status is still valid to be her husband.
" waalaikumsallam." reply Bima ketus.
"Now I know why you're being rude and brave with me. You cheap woman base." continued Bima full of emphasis, his emotions have made him lose control and it makes Sekar increasingly hate him.
" What did you say Mas? Cheapo? What do you mean talk to me like that?" sahut Sekar did not accept it but still tried to calm down so that his emotions did not explode just because of the words of the husband.
" No need to pretend you are. I know, you're close to that man right, the Bandung man who is the pride of your family."
"Astagfirullah, Istighfar ye Mas. Do not accuse, the fall of slander."
" You think I don't know what you're doing. It is fitting that you hate me even dare to throw me out, it turns out that you have the intention to get rid of me for the sake of that man right. How cheap you are to be a woman." caci Bima full of emotions and make Sekar burn with anger.
" enough! stop your vile accusations, Mas. I'm not the cheap woman you're accusing of, and one more thing, don't bring anyone else into our trouble. Raihan has nothing to do with it."
" Well, whoa. It's great you are, snapped snapped by your husband to defend your cheating man."
" Enough Mas. I'm getting sick of this attitude of yours. Not introspection but instead you increasingly do not know yourself, I thought you could reflect on your attitude, but in fact you take refuge from mistakes in order to find faults others do not do. Sorry, I gave up." Reply Sekar disappointed. Her tears fell as the growing pain made her sure to part from a selfish man like Bima.
" The basic woman has no shame, is still married but has dared to be in a relationship with other men. It's disgusting.!" herdik Bima scoffed, his jealousy had made his senses not work. Without realizing this attitude increasingly makes Sekar lose his sense of him. Which woman's heart does not hurt, if accused of what is not done, what else with the closest person.
Feeling hurt, Sekar hung up the phone. All of Bima's words and accusations were recorded clearly in her memory. Pain and disappointment now filled Sekar's heart because of her husband's attitude.
" Tega once you Mas, accuse me of being so despicable. Are you not aware of the mistakes you have made?. I'm sorry if I chose to part from having to continue to endure the heartache of your unchangeable attitude." Sekar's mind accompanied every drop of clear crystal that kept falling from his two beautiful eyes.
Ting! Voice incoming messages on Sekar's device.
[cheap, disgusting woman]
" Alright Mas. This attitude of yours has completely wiped out my race on you. I'm sorry, I can't take it anymore." whispered Sekar to his sliced heart. Block it! with an inflamed heart, Sekar decided to block all access related to Bima. Enough of the man, stepped on his pride with all the slander he accused. Painful even already incised such a deep wound in Sekar's heart.
The voice of the phone Fired again rang, but this time the call from an unknown number. Sekar hesitated to raise it, because it could be a new number belonging to Bima who will only look for trouble with all his crazy accusations. Not wanting to get more hurt, Sekar chose to ignore the call up to the third time.
Ting.
[It's me, Raihan. I want to talk about work. Please pick up my phone.] A message sent from an unknown number just now that keeps calling her.
" This is Mas Raihan's number. Why is it a coincidence. What is this is Rob." Sekar's inner grimaced. Not yet finished from his shock, again the phone rang with the same number. Inevitably Sekar received a call from Raihan, let alone this about work. Now do not want to lose an opportunity in business, because it is the same as rejecting the windfall that is present.
"Asalamualaikum." said Sekar nervously, because this man used to fill the space in his heart, a man who could not be around reach. Only hidden love can not be said, until finally Sekar married to Bima, but until now Raihan has not been married.
" Waalaikumsallam's chat. Thank God my phone has finally been lifted, how are you?" reply to the gentle voice of the man at the end there.
" Thank God, Mas Raihan how are you?" with a heartbeat that can no longer be controlled Sekar replied in a soft voice.
" I mean to contact Sekar want to talk about business, hopefully Sekar is not disturbed."
" No, how?"
" Look, I have projects in Kediri from the government to make a cow pen and need a large area of land, about ten hectares. Can you help me?"
" insya Alloh can. It will be sekar kabari. Mas Raihan asked in what kind of area?"
" if it can be in the countryside, but it can make its way in and out of the truck."
" Okay, tomorrow I'll work on it. God willing."
" Thank you, good rest. Sorry to interrupt."
" God willing not to Mas." replied Sekar Merona although not visible to the eyes of his eagle Raihan.
" yasudah, asalamualaikum, awaited the next news yes." continued Reyhan smiled at the end there, whether there is anything with his heart, just talk to Sekar his heart has soared pleasure, soaring, there was peace created by the gentle voice of the woman who was still strong filling the longing space in her life.
Sometimes love is so complicated.