Arumi Sekar
the beginning of a complicated life
after cramming and thinking about it, I finally received a job offer in the field of contractors, I don't know I really like things that are more challenging to make life more colorful and more vibrant.
it is not easy indeed, what else is the beginning of me to step, but everything if lived with intention and confidence, insya Allh will run well and do not feel heavy.
Thank God, the more my life is more well organized, the economic situation that used to be so sad is now gradually starting to stabilize and even arguably excess.
mother always reminds us not to forget to give up some of the property we can, because that is the real treasure we have, so do not ever emanate to give alms.
Thank God, every month we distribute basic food and a little money to the dhuafa around the house and do not forget to set aside some sheets for orphaned foundations, he said, maybe not much and insya Allah if our excess windfall will continue to add nominal to alms.
as time went on, the once-small shop, now getting bigger, mother and Rina managed it really well, even my sister, now looks cheerful again, now, even though she was still not confident in her appearance, but me and mother continued to give her encouragement and encourage her, she said, if one day there will be a sincere man who will accept and love him for who he is, surely it will arrive when he knows when, just need to be patient and pray a lot.
because my work often out of town, and one day I met a man who looked so good, quiet, and talkative, and always kept his eyes down, honestly, even though it had not been created, like, but whether there was admiration in this heart, I met him not once, but twice, even though we were not one job, we met always in an accidental way.
Bima his name, he works in silver Surabaya.
we got acquainted because Bima turned out to be a friend of one of the office friends in the Surabaya branch.
after almost five months, we only established communication that was just about the flat question that in general, you have eaten, have gone home from work, how healthy, that's all, that's all, but somehow I feel there is another in the corner of my heart, Bima looks different from men in general, who know directly seduce through the words her dreads do not even hesitate to invite in the direction of courtship, but that does not apply to a Bima.
without courtship, lack of communication, and maybe mutual harboring, mutual admiration in silence, that is probably what happened between me and Bima, until finally he expressed the intention to come to propose to my parents.
honestly there is a sense of happiness as well, but also terbesit doubt, because I do not know completely, do not know what his nature, how his family, and not yet, but out of nowhere this heart is so sure that he is a good and well mannered man.
finally, I expressed the intention of Bima proposing to mother and also the entire family of budhe, from the mother's side, no problem and I approve if indeed she is my choice, she said, mother believes if I can already know which is good and which is not, but not with the budhe family, even om huda and mas end seem reluctant to accept Bima, Bima, because they felt that Huda was not a good choice for my soul mate, the final mas said that there was anxiety and disbelief in Bima from the look of his eyes.
I don't know maybe because my heart was already convinced he was good and could wade through a better life with him later, until I was blinded by the health and anxiety of Om Huda and mas Akhir, so I was blinded by the rest and anxiety of om Huda, with a heavy heart they finally approve and agree with my choice, although it appears on their faces there is a reluctance to mingle with Bima, even though they still respect my decision.
because no matter how much I deserve more for the life I live, I know my family loves me very much, they don't want me to make the wrong decision, I understand their concerns.
#this is the beginning of the real mess of my life, just follow the story, thank you
