ARGUS

Chapter 68's

After returning from the hospital, Arzu headed straight for her daughters' room. But he was very surprised when he saw Cella had just come out of there. Arzu set her intention and headed to the room. Cella who had already seen Arzu first, he looked at Arzu confused. Usually Arzu will say hello or talk even if only a few words.

'Is this because of the problem?'

Cella nodded slowly. Then he immediately left. There was a sense of obstruction in his heart as he left the two babies. This was the last day for her to look at the two beautiful babies who had already made her heart comfortable. Starting tomorrow he should focus on taking care of the scholarship abroad. Now Cella will have no more doubts about her decision.

Inside the room, Arzu stared out the window. He notices Cella who starts to leave his house. There was a sense of unwillingness in Arzu's innermost mind. But all that he closed with his ego.

"Arzu." call someone. Arzu looked back and saw Inna walking closer to him.

"This, Cella gave me. He said to you." said Inna giving a parcel to Arzu. Arzu accepted it with a confused feeling.

"Is this Ma?" tanya Arzu looked at Inna. Inna shook her head and immediately left.

'What's with mom? Why is Mom so weird?'

Arzu immediately opened the parcel out of curiosity. But he was very surprised when he saw an object that he had long forgotten. Yeah, it was his book in High School. Then Arzu took back an object, it was an invitation. There are the names of Cella and her future husband.

Arzu was still curious about the book that Cella gave him. Then he opened it slowly. On the first page Arzu got a small scribble. It looks like it's Cella's handwriting.

Hy Arzu's. You must have forgotten this book? Excuse me. You didn't leave this book long ago. I took it. Sorry Arzu. I just want to get your attention.

Next thing. 5

Arzu reopened page 5. He was curious about what Cella wrote.

Hy Arzu's. If you have read this page. That means you don't hate me anymore, right?

Sorry Arzu, I miss you every day. Only this book can be my cure.

Next thing. 7

Arzu shook his head. He closed the book violently. But his mind and heart had different opinions. In the depths of his heart he wanted to continue reading the contents of his next writing. Arzu sighed and returned to open the next page.

I didn't know you were reading this in the morning, noon, or night. And I also don't know how old you are right now. For sure, at this time you must have been happy with your choice, right? I hope so Arzu. I love you so much.

Next thing. 9

Arzu opened the next sheet.

Huh, I'm getting bored. Ye know? Yes, it's all because of you. You're still jutek and cuey. I have changed my nature. Can't I be that little girl? Huh, how lucky is he? You can get your smile. Sorry, at my birthday party. I accidentally saw your smile Arzu. Even though that smile wasn't for me, I was still happy to see it. I miss you so much Arzu. (

Next thing. 12

'What's this? How did he know about that?' inner Arzu. Out of curiosity he returned to the next page.

This time I won't greet you. I'm very upset. You keep ignoring me Arzu. Huh, I miss you so much. I saw you just now. But I still miss you.

This time there are no more clues for the next page. Arzu opened every page. There's only a picture of a broken heart there. Arzu frowned confusedly. He closed the book slowly.

"What does that mean? Why would he give this to me? Does he want to play with my feelings?" said Arzu throwing the book away. He put his body on the bed. His head hurts so much. Maybe he needs a break. Arzu closed her eyes and began to fall asleep.

***

"Arzu is awake, Arzu. It's already night." Arzu opened her eyes slowly. The first thing she saw was Cella's beautiful face. Arzu smiled and closed her eyes again.

"Arzu, what the hell are you doing? Hey, wakeup. You haven't had a shower and eaten. Mama's got your food on the table. Arzu woke up." the voice and face immediately changed.

"Mama" said Arzu waking up from his sleep. He looked around the room to find someone. Inna looked at her son confused.

"Who are you looking for?" inna asked as she picked up the book lying there.

"Arzu, tomorrow Cella won't be here again. He said he wanted to focus on his students. I don't know if the twins want to or don't want to be with my mom. They're used to Cella." said Inna sitting next to Arzu. Arzu stared straight ahead.

"They'll get used to it without Cella Ma" Arzu said flatly. He got up from his seat and went straight to the bathroom. He flushed his body with cold water. His feelings right now are very chaotic. His mind wandered off somewhere.

"Cella, why do you have to be in my life? Why?" arzu said supporting his body on the wall. Cella's shadow with Gerald again rotates in her memory.

"Monik, I hope you're back, baby. Since you left, my life has been completely ruined. Come back Monik, I beg you." Frankly. This time it was really messed up. His feelings were not good and his mind was everywhere.

Finish showering and eating. Arzu headed straight for her daughter's second room. Today he has not met them at all.

"Hy dear, sorry papa just saw you" said Arzu peeked both of them. Syila and Qilla smiled, as if they understood Arzu's words.

"You don't miss papa?" Arzu held Syila, but before long Qilla cried. He doesn't seem to want to lose to his brother.

Arzu smiled and put Shila on the bed, then he took Qilla and both he put to bed. The two babies laughed together. They were so happy to see her papa. Almost all day Arzu did not see them. In addition to conditions that are less fit, Arzu is also very busy with his work.

"Papa's sorry dear, papa promise. From now on, papa will divide the time for you." said Arzu kissed the hands of his two daughters alternately. Arzu looked at his two daughters so closely. Their lips are very similar to the moniker. Arzu smiled and invited the two to play. From now on, he will spend time with his children. After all, the priority of Arzu right now is them. Those who need a lot of love.

***

In a fairly large room. It looks like a beautiful woman is sitting dreamy on the balcony. He kept staring at the darkness of the night. But his mind went nowhere. He is currently in a bad mood. His mind and heart are not in line.

'Heart, why are you so hard to forget. I've spent almost 16 years alone saving my love. Huh, it hurts so much.'

"Cella, what are you doing, baby? It's so cold, why sit outside?"

The voice managed to break his daydream. He looked and smiled when he saw his mother.

"Cella is looking for the wind Ma, bored inside constantly" he said as he shifted his body so that the mother could sit next to him. Juju looked at her daughter so deeply.

"Mama doesn't understand why our family is always related to the Inna family. Mama and Inna were very close. But that doesn't mean your son has to sacrifice his feelings for Arzu. Ye know? You used to love Arzu's mother and now you love Arzu. My mother did not understand God's destiny. Maybe God still wants to bring closer the relationship that has been established for a long time.

But Cella, Mama only asked for one thing. Forget Arzu dear, maybe she is not your match. Mama knows it's not easy. But Gerald's not bad either, he's a sweet guy. Maybe someday he can help you forget everything. Mama sure it is. Let fate determine, dear."

Cella looked at Juju. He digested all the words of his mother with his fellow men. It was true, he had to forget all his bitter memories and welcome the sweetness of life. Cella smiled and immediately hugged Juju tightly. It was enough to keep the pain.

"What you did for Arzu is right, baby. You are so kind and sincere. Mama knows what you mean all along. You asked papa to pay for the monik college, so he deserves to be with Arzu, right?"

"You knew Arzu would make the Monik his life companion?" juju.

Cella stands for a moment. Her tears just flow. Pain is when making sacrifices for love. Letting those we love be with others.

"No ma, Cella did that out of pity with Monik. He has helped us too much. Cella just wants to help her succeed" said Cella hugged Juju tighter.

"Lying, there's no need to hide anything from your mom. Although this mama is a little slow in thinking, but mama knows clearly what your heart is" said Juju kissing the tip of his daughter's head.

"Mama" said Cella. Her tears broke in her mother's arms. He wanted to shed all the pieces in his heart. The pain is deep.

Juju pushed her daughter's body gently. He wiped away the tears with a heart of pity. A mother never wants to see her child cry. A mother just wants to make her child smile. Even if he has to sacrifice hard.

"Don't cry anymore, go to sleep. It's already night. You have to work tomorrow, right?" said Juju kissing Cella's forehead.

"No Ma, Cella's two days off. Cella wants to spend some time at home." said Cella.

"Yes already, sana sleeping. Mama knows you're tired." said Juju rubbing Cella's cheek gently. Cella nodded. Juju came out of Cella's room. Cella stared at Juju's departure with a sad look.

"Cella promised ma, Cella will try to forget him. Cella promised." the woman looked back into the darkness of the night. Let tonight he pour out all his feelings on the moon who refuses to appear. Perhaps the moon also did not want to accompany him. Life is a choice. So depending on yourself, choose to stay still or keep going until you find a bright spot.