Are You My Match?

CHAPTER LXXIV

after the office I chose to find a place to coffee because my brain needs to think clearly.

my emotions were still unstable and I was still angry so I decided to keep quiet first.

there was no chat or phone call from my husband and I tried to keep quiet.

I don't know who's wrong here I don't know just when he snapped reminding me of the past.

"it's night!! did I sleep at my mom's house? have not been looking too long and always cover all the problems also long ago mamih I will know also."my murmur.

"Rita, the question tomorrow won't come in first? I want to go to my mother's house first and the day after tomorrow I'll go in." fill in my message to Rita before I turn off my phone.

I got into the car online that I ordered my parents' home.

all the way I was just staring at the street through the car window.

I miss my children and my parents.

I go through all my childhood memories sometimes I want to go back to that time.

one hour I arrived at my destination and after paying I went straight down.

"assalamualaikum"so I knocked on the door.

"walaikum salam."from within.

"Nina tumblr!! come inside?? from where? ask my mamih

"from the office mmmm..kangen just want to stay so come straight here!? answer me.

"have you changed your clothes yet?? we'll have dinner together."ask my mamih

"iya mih..Then I clean myself first huh!? I screamed while I entered my room.

in the room wanting her taste I cried and spilled a tightness in my chest.

after crying I immediately took a shower and changed clothes with a negligee.

I came out of the room with my brother and sister as well.

"have you met the kids? ask my brother

"come on bang!! all of you want to go to the tomb because tomorrow is free to work." answered me.

"wah can bring old children dong Lo play."timpal Icha My sister.

"yes tomorrow after school please pick up!! pinta.

"okay deh." my brother.

the three of us followed my mother's footsteps into the house and sat in the dining room.

"you're okay, aren't you,na? ask my mother while giving me the plate.

"well mih.cuma yesterday had a miscarriage so I just want to go home" I replied.

"maybe it has not been a windfall so be patient and pray a lot." said my mother.

I just nodded my head and would rather not think about it again.

"has the permission of Lo na's ex-husband? ask my brother.

"Abate who call him!! please huh? please me.

"yes, I'll be home soon."my brother.

"thank you!! say me.

we also ate while talking because almost 6 months I did not go home to the parents.

I saw it on my mamih's face that I was very confused with my sister, too.

they told me a lot about my brother, even about my children.

the night was late and I broke up to sleep because I was tired and tired very quickly.

I didn't open the phone anymore because I needed to calm down.

in the morning I immediately prayed at dawn and joined sitting while drinking tea with my mamih.

"i'll go to the tomb!! would mamih come? ask me.

"yes, it's been a long time since you visited your papih tomb!? mamih at home."tell my mamih.

"yes I will be the same as Icha and Afip!! all shopping for lunch."lit me.

"yes you go later." answered my mother as if she knew I was not okay.

"if indeed your heart is angry should not be too long." said my mother it makes me look at the face of the mother who has given birth to me.

"everything's fine."My words.

"mamih knows you and don't think too much about leaving everything in power because He will decide the end." said my mamih.

I was silent and just kept quiet while finishing hot sweet tea and snacks.

I also think that only God knows and only God will give the best way.