Are You My Match?
CHAPTER LXXIII
our days are getting better, understanding each other even though I see her holding back her emotions.
I wish it would always be like this no fuss or anything.
"are you going to work today? ask dawn.
"yes I will leave a little afternoon and if you want to open a morning shop, then I will take ojeg online only" I replied
"it's fine if it's like that, let me know if you're leaving!!"her word.
"yes later I will info if you want to go to the office." answered me.
I don't know why today my mood is a little lazy even I feel sleepy.
"are you okay, you just fell asleep!! if you are not healthy, you should rest first and tomorrow only work if you have recovered your body."ask him.
"look at it later!! if it's not good I'll rest but if it's good for me, I'll go."I answered
"try to take care of your health do not force yourself to work."awakened.
"sorry if my words upset you but I know my condition and since I'm out of bed I have to take extra care of my body, if I'm tired I'll try to sleep" I replied
what was a sleepy eye suddenly I became refreshed.
and I took a towel and went into the bathroom.
dawn was silent to my words, there was pain in my heart if I remembered the baby we wanted to have to be lost because of someone.
in the bathroom I didn't shower right away but my tears were dripping again until I sobbed in the bathroom.
after relief I immediately took a bath and took ablution water for duha prayers.
coming out of the bathroom I didn't find my husband anymore.
I also immediately took the mukena to do the duha prayer, there is a sense of relief when finished praying.
I changed my work clothes and prepared my work.
I booked a taxi online for the station destination because it was more efficient to take the train.
taxi till I just got off let's not ask a lot of questions from my in-laws.
I immediately say goodbye to Hanum because my father-in-law is still in the room.
I saw my husband's car was still in the garage but I reluctantly asked and got into the online taxi that was waiting for me.
it felt so lazy to look at that house if I remembered all the events six months ago and only then did I feel happy that dawn would understand and be able to hold back its emotions but this morning I saw him it starts to return to its true nature again.
"you can snap at me and I can also leave whenever I want." I cried while shedding tears on my cheeks.
I got to the station and went straight to the line to my office.
my phone rang I saw Rita calling me.
"iya ritaa what's wrong? answer me
"where is Lo? tumben beloman to the office? ask Rita.
"still on the train, sorry to wake up!! answer me
"okay be careful I wait."sohut Rita.
I turned off Rita's phone and put her in my bag.
I saw a call or chat from my husband or not but it was not there at all.
I closed my eyes when I got a seat on the train.
"do whatever you want until you're tired of hurting me
as much as I can won't bother you..I'll try"
I heard the song while asleep and did not feel like I wanted to get to the office.
I went straight down and walked a little, not forgetting I ordered coffee first for me in my study.
I sent a chat to the group office offering coffee.
they wanted to and I ordered 5 cups of iced coffee.
and ask to bring it to my study and also a snack because I haven't had breakfast.
"tumben tangled face!? there's work later but it's afternoon!! can't go to the Bekasi area?"ask Judis.
"can you bang!! what time's? answer me.
"4pm? sure but you'll be home tonight!? exclaims Judis
"i'll work bang no more play." answered me and I know who Judis meant.
"Lo noisily again? search Meti
"not just innately sleepy anyway!! so my mood was a mess this morning" I replied
"but are you sure you want to meet in Bekasi? ask meti
"yes, nothing for money." answered me originally.
Meti just smiled and I'm sure she knew I wasn't okay.
