Are You My Match?

CHAP LII

The days that I live feel quickly passed there are problems that come and go, even I feel tired and try to avoid all that.

but there is something that makes us quarrel, sometimes every Friday we are really looking forward if every Saturday there must be aja that makes us noisier.

like this Saturday I have been holding back the emotions that sometimes go up and down and make me always inwardly swear.

"you why the hell? always have a dizzy emotion, "my upset

"yes, what's wrong with you? can you not appreciate me a little? her exclaims

"i don't appreciate that how? ask me

"can you not argue that the husband is talking? snapped it

I was immediately silent, there was a sense of tightness in my chest, but I immediately brought sleep because if I continue to fulfill it there will be no completion.

I fell asleep very fast even after dinner.

although silent but tears will still drip, the woman's heart is very fragile as much as anything will definitely shed tears.

"wake up, let's eat."the dawn woke me up a little rough

I just rubbed my eyes and took the food he brought.

I eat without chewing if I don't think for my baby I better not eat.

after I finished eating, I kept the former plate on the table I drank his tea.

then I put my body back on the bed, and pulled the blanket over my head as well.

I closed my eyes again, and tried not to hear the dawn.

we slept in silence, I just glanced.

I saw that he was restless and could not sleep, and I was still not moving at all.

in the morning I woke up late and it was even noon, I was sitting on the edge of the bed.

the sound of the door opening I saw dawn carrying a glass of hot tea.

I stood up to clean myself, after entering the bathroom I lingered inside.

I finally got out of the bathroom and changed my clothes.

"when will you be quiet like this? suddenly he asked

"silently? I'm not silent, do you say you don't have to argue enough silence and listen. Now I've followed what you want? I light up while choosing clothes

then he stood up to me and hugged me

"sorry about me? her word

I just kept quiet, 'cause I knew he was always like this eventually.

"please put your clothes on, shall we find breakfast?"he kissed my forehead and waited for me by sitting on the sofa of the room

I wear clothes casually even while singing

it is better to make yourself happy than to hold back.

after that I followed my husband downstairs

"how did you not get sick again, na? ask my father-in-law

"still reward, just brought a pleasure.what else if someone forgets his wife again pregnant, continue to be yelled at."synir me without seeing my husband's face

"if the wife is pregnant should not be upset what else until snapped." said Hanum

"maybe forgotten, "tip me casually

"na, yesterday would you like to eat black sticky rice? this was papa ran out of jogging saw someone sell so papa buy it for you? bright papa in-law

I immediately took the black sticky rice and poured it in a bowl, my saliva was dripping looking at the porridge.

"do you want breakfast that's it." my husband replied

"eat, let me eat some fried rice." said my husband

"thank you." said me

directly I greedy the porridge until it is not restless, only this time I feel full and not nauseous.

finished eating I just watch tv, sometimes mostly sitting also makes me less comfortable.

I stood up and walked out to sit on the terrace.

"do you want to go to the store? ask my husband

"i choose at home, I don't want to trouble you" I replied

"still angry with me? ask her again

"you just want to be home" I said

"yes it will be later when it's finished I'll be home soon." she explained

I replied with a nod of my head.

I still feel lazy talking to my husband.

what all these women are like, always imprints if there is a word that is not pleasing to my heart.

suddenly there was a message coming in from an old friend of mine

they invited me to meet, I just read lazily to chimed in.

because I'm sure asking for permission like whatever my husband won't allow.

"saturated too huh? I looked up while standing on the balcony

suddenly I want to drink coconut ice but without going crazy

I want to chat husband but afraid of disturbing, I went downstairs apparently deserted no one.

I went back upstairs to change my clothes

"i'll just walk ahead? muttered

I went back down and walked out of the house.I stepped foot to the highway because on the side of the road there was a seller of coconut ice.

when I was crossing I did not know that the one passing by was my husband's car.

I didn't send a message either because I thought it was just up front.

when I got home, my husband was furious because I left without giving any news

I've explained at length he's getting angry, I was drooling the same ice coconut I was forced to throw in the trash.

my tears flowed profusely even when a reasonable explanation was said to be too much drama.

"remember don't make up excuses to make you forget to tell your husband? her word

I'm silent a thousand languages there's only tightness in the chest.

even everything I wanted evaporated just like that, the only way I'd better sleep.

I heard from above Brother Hanum was angry with his sister because he saw there was a coconut that was still intact in the trash.

then Brother Hanum came into my room carrying coconut ice in a glass.

I just shook my head, but the tears kept dripping nonstop.

"sorry yes na, brother did not hear you want to go forward" he said while hugging me

"what sis, I'm wrong I shouldn't have much to want because it's all just drama, so let this kid get used to being outside if there's not too much demand."reveal me

I've been round will not be spoiled even whining for this. When my heart has been scratched I'm more silent and will not care anymore.