Are You My Match?

CHAPTER LXIV

for a while now I've been recovering my body back at Meti's house.

it seems lonely because Meti only lives three with her children.

I started to erase my boredom by reading novels online, it could be hours.

when I was disappointed and hurt in my heart, I don't know if I can still accept him again or I won't care anymore.

"i tried to activate my phone again, so many messages from dawn and her brother.

there was nothing I wanted to read because this wound hurt so much.

"think before hurting my heart, thought a wife wouldn't know." I muttered

I read a group office message whose words were ridiculous but comforting to me.

"i better turn it off again.my mind needs to calm down too. indeed he alone can hurt my heart but see you also feel pain."lirih I

his silence I do not mean I want to be trampled by him, succumb yes I have reached the point of having exhausted my patience.

when he's angry I'm always insulted even like there's no pride in him.

now just follow the storyline, whether I can survive or not at all.

I will not beg for anything else to be treated unfairly and during my marriage I never demanded anything.

regret is greater than my love now.

my heart only has meaning for her, although I am difficult but which woman would like to be treated like that

in the afternoon Meti had gone home from work, but he did not himself see any Judis, chimet and diamond.

it was a lot of people when they entered the guest room.

"where do you want to go? let us not eat our own food."ledek Judis

I just folded my hands in my chest watching the conduct of Judis.

"healthy,na.."intan hugged me

"Alhamdulillah have done well" I said with a smile

"this is Lo na's favorite cake? let's eat and briefly make warm tea." said chimet I also took a piece of the cake.

then I ate a few pieces while discussing the office matter without feeling like it was getting late and Meti was done cooking.

"let's have dinner first."pajak meti with the characteristic of spicy cuisine.

"what I've separated, na. no spicy!? exclamation Meti

"thank you and sorry for the trouble" I said

"Lo, what do you want in the future? ask Judis

"gue does not know bang, confused.I want to be in the apartment first, wfh work idea first aja bang." answered me.

"why did you enter the office? ask intan

"gue did not want to meet the man, and" answered me while eating vegetable spinach made by Meti.

after eating I thought a little because after all I had to accept this reality.

there is no way I will run continuously and if it is not a match I can what.

"sure na want to separate too.Why do not you want to hear first his explanation? ask chimet

my friends were silent and didn't dare to say anything more.

I tried to make peace with my heart but it still seemed to hurt.

"maybe I can accept all this, doain whatever path God gives me may be the best path." said me and my friends also understand it.

because not everyone can handle it.

finally we discussed the others because I felt uncomfortable discussing my household matters.

"na, tomorrow I bring you data so you can while working at home" cried the judiciary

"titip to the metal bang," I replied

"don't do it tomorrow I'm the same rita who came here. Let you not saturate it,"light judis

"say aja bang if you males the same business fijar."cebik me

"hahahaha sometimes like bener lo."laughter judis then they say goodbye and meti also invite me to rest.

"na, tomorrow's not at the office. Including the boss so at the gathering here all."clear meti

"why the hell? Is there a problem with the office? Or is there a problem with data?client complex huh?ask me

Meti stopped her footsteps and looked me in the eyes.not long her hands were pinning my head and I just laughed.

"can not if the name is one by one, already like an officer and fijar instead of his handle even transfer to marketing. Worse yet when he said the client handling part was on maternity leave, it means lo it,na!! Reveal Meti while laughing.

"fucking why so I was made into a collision with him. Should have faced dong do not want to be delicious."lit my light

"his plan the boss wants to open a branch in central Jakarta, maybe you will hold. Na.makanya tomorrow want to be discussed the problem because if you hold in the automatic center all on want to move also." revealed Meti

Me and Meti were silent not long we laughed crazily and until my stitches felt sore again.

"already asleep, our face will be ugly if lack of sleep.'he asked methi. And not long ago there was a very loud snoring.

"basal fat, have already slept." murmured me and I also fell asleep fast as well.

waking up this time is a bit bad luck because we slept late.

meti went to the market to prepare timebl rice and other side dishes.

"mett why isn't chicken simple?ask me when Meti's back from the market.

"chicken keeps bosen na, never meat cake. Hahahahaha ' answered meti

"this is meth fish not meat, "my rascal

'yes we make grilled fish just know tempe, jengkol and pete it all according to order." said meti who started cooking and I helped him because I was happy to cook.

"can not you just sit down, you can not go down to the kitchen na." exclaimed meti

"anything is okay, just help" I replied

"famali na, can't if it hasn't been 40 days so sit down. Again just cook like this is simple na."clear meti

"what do I do next? I'm the boss."My whinek

"phone rita tell me to bring a cake with fruit and ice, and that's all the judiciaries who want to buy" he said

"hahahahaaha the boy's tumben would buy.'sahutku

I also went inside to take the meth phone because I was lazy to open my own phone.