Amara Wants to Have a Mom

50. Fear of Losing

"Nika, what exactly are you? If there is a problem, please speak carefully! If it was like this, Mas became confused." asked Alvian after arriving at the room, he sat on the edge of the bed while rubbing his wife's hair slowly.

Alvian began to get dizzy seeing Anika's behavior that was much different from usual. He did not know what he had done to his wife.

"Go Mas, I don't want to see your face anymore!" drive Anika away while removing Alvian's hand from her head. I don't know why she felt so lazy to look at her husband's face.

"Are you sure you want to kick Mas out of here?" alvian asked making sure while frowning. This is totally beyond her expectations.

"Yes, just go wherever you want! I don't care" said Anika ketus without hesitation, then moved and turned back Alvian.

Alvian immediately smiled bitterly. "Well if that's what you want, Mas will leave" said Alvian, disappointed, his head nodding weakly. He chose to get up from his seat, he was getting tired and had trouble understanding Anika's sudden change in attitude.

She did not expect that Anika could do this to him. Alvian was also aware of his unworthy position in the house.

"Then Mas went home first, Mas would also bring Amara home. If you want to be alone, then calm your heart first! I'm sorry if I had any intentional or unintentional mistakes."

After saying all that, with a heavy heart Alvian left Anika and walked towards Amara's room. He knocked on the door and called his daughter and took her home.

Amara who was still upset with Anika, according to her when Alvian grasped her tiny hand and walked towards the terrace. He did not say much and was silent when he left the house.

After Alvian's car disappeared from the gate, Anika let out a cry. He was sad to have to part with Alvian, but he was also annoyed given what Lira said this morning.

Actually Anika doesn't want to be like this. He himself was confused why he had to exaggerate the problem without daring to ask directly about what really happened.

Upon his arrival at home, Alvian asks Ratih to accompany Amara in the boy's room. He went into his room and chose to lie down with an erratic chaotic mind.

If Anika wanted to say what happened to her, Alvian certainly did not need to go home without taking Anika with him. However, this was Anika's own wish, Alvian could not impose his will.

It's just that until this moment Alvian is still confused to think about the changes that happened to his wife.

What really happened after Alvian? Why did Anika become so heartless like this?

Though before leaving the Suherman residence this morning, Anika seemed mediocre. He was even heavy to let go of Alvian.

Alvian also felt he did nothing wrong even though it was as small as spinach seeds. This was really strange, Alvian's head immediately wanted to break.

Long pensive in thought that branched everywhere, Alvian finally fell asleep with both hands folded on his head.

Not only was he physically tired, he was also tired of thinking about his wife.

At the Suherman residence, Anika was pensively pensive on the side of the pool while pecking at a puddle that looked very calm.

Her heart melted, her feelings suddenly becoming unsettled at the thought of her husband.

"Is this true?" anika Inner in helplessness.

Anika felt very lost even though she had not seen her husband for a few hours.

Yes, Anika is not as ordinary as this. He can't be far from Alvian. Since marriage, she has never been far apart except when Alvian visits a restaurant.

Suddenly Anika's feelings turned unsettled. How not, if left like this, of course Lira will laugh at seeing their relationship is not okay.

With bad thoughts suddenly perched in her mind, Anika scattered from the side of the pool and ran into the house. With her perfunctory clothes, she also snatched the car key located on top of the display cabinet.

Anika then rushed to swing her legs towards the car garage. A luxurious sedan came out from there and drove off the gate.

It didn't take long, less than half an hour Anika's car was parked in Alvian's yard.

Anika got off in a hurry after turning off the engine and then ran into the house.

Seeing the state of the house that was very quiet, Anika's head cuddled to the left and right sides while turning her body. There was no one he saw so much that guilt appeared in his heart.

Has Alvian not come home yet? Why is the atmosphere of the house so quiet like a public funeral?

Anika who felt panic suddenly rushed into the room, when her legs felt weak when she found Alvian who was still sound asleep on the bed.

Anika who saw that directly touched the chest while exhaling a sigh of relief. Luckily everything was not as he thought.

Slowly Anika stepped foot into the bed, her heart slipped into her husband's deep face that looked so sad. Anika could see there were streaks of sadness on that handsome face.

"I'm sorry, Mas." said Anika while bending her legs at the side of the bed, she also stroked Alvian's cheeks gently signifying that she was very dear to her husband.

Anika regrets indulging her ego, in fact she cannot be far from Alvian.

Then Anika got on the bed and lay on top of Alvian's body. He hugged her like a frog.

Feeling that something was overlapping his body, Alvian suddenly gasped and opened his eyes slowly. He smiled bitterly and closed his eyes again. "Even in a dream only you are seen in Mas's eyes" muttered Alvian continuing his sleep again.

Yeah, Alvian didn't realize that what he saw just now was really his wife. He felt that he was dreaming of Anika because of her great longing.

Anika who heard that suddenly chuckled while closing her mouth quickly. He felt funny hearing Alvian's delirium.

"Mas, this isn't a dream. It's really me, I go home Mas." Anika sissed right on Alvian's earlobe, this time Alvian wriggled amusedly as she felt the warmth of Anika's breath.

"Aakh..."

Alvian suddenly mende*sah when his entire body goosebumps with fine hairs that stand on the surface of the skin.

His chest suddenly tightened as the beating heart grew faster. He felt this dream was very real, he could even feel something moving from him.

"Noe..."

Unknowingly, Alvian hugged Anika tightly and muttered. "Mas misses you, baby. Why are you so mean at all? Is it wrong for you?"

Hearing the words that came out of Alvian's mouth, Anika's heart was filled with tears as her teary eyelids held the crystal grains that were about to fall.

"I'm sorry, Mas. I'm wrong" said Anika crying over her stupidity in Alvian's chest.

He regretted having suspected Alvian without clear evidence, even though he himself knew very well that Alvian loved him very much.

How could Alvian want to come back with a woman who once left a wound in her heart. Alvian wouldn't be that stupid.