Amara Wants to Have a Mom

15. Amara's Change

The next day, Amara was at the dinner table. He had no taste at all for eating the breakfast that Ratih had taken for him, the boy's gaze was blank with a twinkle of fluid that welled up.

"Mara, why isn't breakfast eaten dear?" tanya Ratih with eyebrows interlocked, her heart slipped to see the look on Amara's face that seemed to lose spirit.

There was no smile and joy as usual. There was only deep sadness and disappointment in his heart.

"Why did everyone Amara loved leave Amara, Bi? What's wrong, Amara? Is Amara naughty?" the boy shed tears.

"First, Mama left and never came back. Amara doesn't even know what Mama looks like. Now, Mama Anika also left Amara. Why, Bi? Can't Amara have a Mama?" sighed.

Ratih who heard that could not hold the pain in his heart. She tried hard to refrain from crying, but the tears suddenly fell without her being able to be weathered. Unfortunately for the fate of the boy, why did God give him trials at this small age?

"Mara.." said Ratih.

"Amara did not want to eat, Amara just wanted to go to the room." without hearing Ratih's words, Amara immediately jumped from the seat and ran into the room. He did not want to meet anyone and chose to lock the door.

Yes, the hope of having a mother seems very impossible for Amara. Especially after knowing that Alvian came home last night without taking Anika with him.

Last night Amara had waited for Alvian at the window of the room and propped up her chin on the sills. By the time Alvian's car arrived, he was already very happy with sparkling eyes and a widened smile. But at once the happiness vanished seeing the gloomy face of Alvian who brought no one.

It was there that Amara's heart was broken without a remnant. He thinks that Anika does not love him and deliberately distances herself from him. Amara doesn't want to hope anymore, nor does she want to be a good boy anymore.

Wh-wh-what for? It's all for nothing because being a good boy won't get him what he wants.

"Where's the romance, Ratih?" alvian asked as he arrived at the dinner table. The look in his eyes was looking for the mere existence of the princess, but he could not find her. Even the food on the plate was still intact without any less.

Instead of answering, Ratih cried while keeping his mouth shut. He really could not bear it and chose to leave because he could not say anything.

Alvian who saw that suddenly frowned, he was confused to see the unusual Ratih like earlier. Is that woman heartbroken? Thought Alvian shrugged her shoulders.

Not seeing Amara's nostrils, Alvian swung his legs toward his daughter's room.

"Mara.." call Alvian while knocking on the door, but there is no answer at all.

"Honey, it's Papa. Open the door, son!" alvian exclaimed again, this time his face water looked worried.

I don't know how long Alvian had been standing up to call Amara, but the little girl was still reluctant to open the door, even though she was very lazy.

Not long after, the door suddenly opened. Amara who was already dressed in school looked at Alvian at a glance, then threw away her face and just left.

Alvian was completely confused and quickly caught up with him.

"Sir Munir, please take Amara to school!" ask the boy to the middle-aged man in charge of guarding the house.

"Mara, same Papa, son." Alvian chimed in when he arrived at the courtyard.

"No need, Amara wanted to be the same Mr. Munir." the boy looked at him without looking at Alvian, he left the father and got into the car.

"Quick, Sir!" amara then pulled the door with her tiny hands.

He didn't want to talk to Alvian and he didn't want to go to school with him either. He hated everyone because he felt that no one loved him.

After Mr. Munir stepped on the gas pedal, Amara opened her eyes again and rubbed it rough. She wanted to scream but all that would only hurt her more. Amara chose silence with a straight forward view.

Half an hour passed, the car pulled over right in front of the school gate. Amara came down after Mr. Munir opened the door for her, and she ran towards the gate.

"Bug..."

Accidentally Amara's body suddenly hit a man who was walking with a woman, in the middle of them was a boy wearing the same uniform.

"Let's..." Amara screamed as her buttocks shook on the floor.

"Sorry, are you okay?" the man crouched down and reached out to help Amara.

Amara brushed off the man's hand violently and chose to stand alone without the help of anyone else. But when he turned to the side, Amara's eyes suddenly rounded, as well as the woman who was also staring at him.

"Mara.." exclaimed the woman, then tried to approach Amara.

"Don't touch me!" she screamed Amara out loud with reddened eyes, then ran away leaving the gate. Amara galloped towards the park and fell right near the long bench.

"Huu... Huo..." Amara cried as she looked at her bleeding knee. But the pain was nothing compared to the wound that was ripping his heart apart.

"Hiks... Huu.." isak Amara.

"Amara.." the woman's eyes were wide open to see Amara who was sitting weakly in the middle of the park, then ran to the boy.

Just as the woman was about to grab Amara's hand, the boy had already hidden his hand back. He looked at the woman with hatred and the burning flames of anger.

"Go, I don't want to see you guys anymore. You're all evil, I hate you." snapped Amara in a shrill voice, he picked up a stone and threw it at the woman. Luckily, the woman was able to escape quickly.

"Mara, why are you being like this, baby?" the woman frowned confusedly, The Amara she knew had never been like this. Especially against adults like today.

"I'm not the spoiled, whiny Amara I used to be. I'm not the Amara you know, go and don't see me again. I don't want to see you all" cried Amara loudly. The boy then stood up with difficulty and ran as hard as he left the school gate.

"Tree..."

"Braakn..."

Because Amara crossed the road without looking left right, his body suddenly bounced hit by a motorcycle that was speeding fast.

"Amara.." shouted the woman earlier, just about to catch up with Amara but it turned out that the fateful accident happened so quickly right in front of her eyes. He ran over to Amara and hugged her tightly.

As the incident caught the attention of everyone to make the streets jammed, the school security was scattered after Amara who had been lying on the road.

"Why would you miss Amara, Ma? Amara apologized that Amara was naughty," the boy muttered, seconds later he was weakly unconscious.