Always Wrong in People's Eyes
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“ Alvin you better reduce your habits that are too overthinking everything.You have to remember we are beside you, you have to endure okay? ” said brother yola who was looking at my health test results
I didn't answer him a word. I still don't accept their treatment but...
“ haah, alright now let's see your scars ” said kak yola
“ change bandages, right? ” said while removing clothes
“ no, we must also check the internal organs that have been injured first” said kak yola while taking his tools.
“ what ?! but- ” said I was cut off, sister Yola covered my mouth with her hands
“ shhh, I asked when was the first time that person stabbed you? how many years have you received that wound, have you checked your internal organs last time? ” said brother yola I can't deny
“ and have you ever heard of, 'a person's immunity will weaken if they get too stressed'? ” he continued but I only listened to his babble
“ I'm back, uh.. ” said lyla who just returned from buying drinks in an automatic machine outside the hospital
he was not surprised at what happened, maybe because kak yola often scolded me.
“ why even daydream let's open your bandage. if you want to drink, then finish this first ” said sister yola furious saw me continue to pay attention to Lyla who was carrying drinks
hearing that, I quickly opened my bandage and laid down my body on the bed.
“ see, this should be handled in sewing, but because only wrapped in cloth be this way.you are lucky to still be able to survive until now ” said kak yola
he cleaned my wound, then wrapped it with a new bandage. After the babble kak yola was awkward and no one started talking.
you know I've been in a dream with her
“ Hoaaam. Eehhhh. How can I be here? that feeling I was again watching Lyla deh bentar, how can I go directly into the dream anyway... ”
I looked around only in white until he appeared but did not face me.
“ hey, knp? are you still angry because of them? ” ask me
* No. I'm not angry just. I really want to not be shackled by our nature that can not immediately forgive. *
* Even though we look from the outside like someone who has a good personality and is easy to forgive, but actually we really want to forget and not think too much about their actions *
* You should have done something so that this feeling does not become more, and ends up exploding.Why do I tell you to fight them, why do I do naughty and uncontrollable? *
“ I know that, we always keep all the emotions that make a negative impact, but instead end up being a balloon that can explode and release all those emotions. ”
“I also know you're formed from me wanting to release that burden, but I can't let go of it in time either. ”
* so you want to keep her forever like that? if you understand, then from that-
I raised my hand towards his mouth.Saying that I wanted this conversation to stop.then I shook my head.he only replied with a gnarly gnash of teeth signaling him growling.
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