Always Wrong in People's Eyes
A quiet day
when I got home, I wanted to cook them both, but I felt tired, but just woke up.
“ ugh, why do I feel dizzy and weak. ” I said while holding the table in the kitchen.
“ better rest first, do not force yourself to cook. brother will mesenin food online, so while waiting for nyampenya mending you rest first, so, if you remember² you didn't sleep last night ” said Kak yola as he carried me to the room
“ but. ugh ”
“ you want to heal no?”
I answered him with a nod of my head, after which sis yola left.
“Hey, ugh my only ”
* hmm did you call me? *
“ yes, will I get stuck in my subconscious again if I fall asleep ? ”
* I don't think so, because now I'm really a laper *
“ can usually you even hungry in serious time ”
* have you forgotten or lost your memory?, we are 1, I'm the truth and you're the trick. I said what happened, it's not my fault that I laper dong, hmpp *
* I could have taken over our body consciousness, but if I did later. ish lupain *
“ haah, sorry² I forgot ” I laid my body on the mattress after sitting
“taste I was so tired ”
* well maybe because we share awareness, so it's a bit difficult at first *
“ it's up to you to talk if I don't care, I'm too tired to wake up eating hoaam ” said I started to close my eyes unconsciously
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“ bye, let's eat ” said lyla from behind the door
~krieeet
the door opened slowly
“ brother? come mak-” said lyla stopped, after seeing me fall asleep soundly
lyla closed the door slowly.
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“ Lyla, where's alvin? ” says sister yola
“ no need to let him sleep ” said kak yola while brewing warm tea
lyla and sister yola were enjoying breakfast at the dinner table while I was resting and letting go of my tiredness in the dream
instead of taking a break I became a listener to myself.
he didn't stop talking and just kept babbling
“ can I get a moment's peace of mind ”
* you should get used to my babbling, because I am also you you never heard and cared about. Because I don't know until when our consciousness returns.maybe never, ever will, remembering your trauma first *
“ but please don't talk anymore about laiu period I don't want to remember it back ”
* haah, okay I'll try to *
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Tomorrow I go back to school and find another rumor...
⁇ “ hey is not it kak al, handsome well. has been smart, kind, attention again ihhh dream very dehh ”
⁇ “ Yes ihh ”
⁇ “ uh look there is kak al, owh so that's well our new school prince, suitable to be a role model nih ”
meanwhile
😑💢
“ Just entered again aja new rumors, emang I really fit well dapet attention everyone🙄 ” my nagging that does not like the attention of many people
“ you are an idol, so a role model for other students again.why even complain, even though you have been the attention of all students and teachers loh😠 ” said Fu who was upset with me
“ if I were you, I would accept freely to be a school prince and student role model 🤩” Fu said
“ hahaha, do not care. if you fall sick loh 😏 ” tease me
“ huh silent you😒, don't ruin my beautiful pestle 😚 ” said fu
“ yes Iyah, wibu anyway halu mulu her work 🤭 ” tease me again
“ what you said 😊💢 ”
“ not really, just a bird voice 😌💧 ” said
