Always Wrong in People's Eyes

awakens.

"just the first question you can't answer.Why do you wake up if it's all a burden on your mind in the future again? " he said

"i can't answer the first question, but can I skip the first one and try to answer the next one?" say

"hmm, I think it could be "

"alright. second, are you going to blame yourself again if there's a problem later? " his word

"i don't know, but I guess I'll try not to do it again "I replied

"i assume you answered him. "

"well the last question, can you forgive those from the past and start a new life? " ask him

I smiled hearing that.

"i'll try to do it" I said

"uh-uh..

I was surprised when I answered, there was a light that blinded my eyes

" the question this time is enough here, I will stay here waiting for you to come back to give you various questions.I hope you can answer all his questions, see you" the last words I heard from him before I woke up

when I opened my eyes I was back in the hospital bed, next to me was a sleeping lyla.

hopefully this is the real reality, I don't want to be stuck forever in that dream.

but.

I don't know why..

me again...

Waking up with your hands and feet tied?!!

I wanted to scream for help, but was afraid to wake lyla 😣

haah, well I give up. After being stuck in that dream for too long, I don't feel like I have the strength to rebel anymore...

ac room.it feels cold even though I have used a blanket plus my arm made a pillow by Lyla, it still feels cold.

oxygen mask, infusion.I'm sick of seeing this thing.I want to be free from this pain, disease and hospital.

what time is it now? how long have I been asleep? is Fina awake too? does he remember what happened in my dream? was the voice that helped me just now really my true nature?

ugh too many questions, every time I think of something must come up various questions, is that why the key to getting out of my nightmare is to answer all these questions?

*hee you still remember me yes, I thought I would be forgotten by you after the dream ended haha* said

uh...

"you?! why are you here? can't you just show up when I'm in that dream ?" I said in my heart

*hmm I don't know, maybe you think I'm real and wush I was created out of that trust of yours, but if you give me a name maybe it's better * he said

"so I name the shadow ajah hehe" I said in my heart

"owh you've woken up apparently al, how are you feeling now? " ask brother Yola who has entered the room without me noticing

" well, but still limp"

"can't you open this "string, pliss" I asked

"No, before you're really strong to go there" said sis yola

"there? mean brother? " my word

"ah, I remember. but this time I just want to stretch my arms. big sister look lyla asleep on my body? " my word

"all right I'll let go, but promise not to go anywhere before you are strong enough to travel" said sis yola

he came up to me, untied his ties

"thank you brother "

" how long have I been asleep? brp's clock now? " ask me because my watch is on the table

" you slept for 3 days, now at 10 p.m. I hope you'll listen to us more, and don't be rash again "

the atmosphere is awkward, I've been sleeping for 3 days? was I in that dream?

"sleep, otherwise I'll sedate you again" said kak yola as he prepared the injection

"don't don't make me sleep, don't give me dope. I don't want to sleep anymore, let me wake up tonight" I asked

"why? the nightmare? " ask brother yola

"yes, and I'm afraid I can't wake up again if I fall asleep" I said

"don't think like that! I don't want to lose anyone else" said Yola

when I saw his face I was shocked, he cried in front of me, cried for me

her tears dripped onto my pillow, I wanted to wipe her tears, but I thought it was too far away and I couldn't reach it

"i'd last as long as I could, if only this disease couldn't be cured"

"hugs? " my word

he quickly hugged me. He hugged my stomach firmly, hopefully with this his feelings will be better

but his embrace was a little too tight.it made the wound on my stomach feel again, but it was better this way than he harbored the taste

I'm afraid he feels the same pain as me.

I rubbed her head gently, her fine hair making me want to keep touching her

but I think he's asleep.

ugh it feels cramped in the hug by these 2 girls. But it feels warm, I want to enjoy the night in their arms for as long as possible.

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