Always Wrong in People's Eyes

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“ btw why do you wear hoodie at school? ” says Fu

“ gpp just cold, anyways not banned also ” said me

~kriiiiing

the break bell has rung

“ canteen yok ” take Fu

“ okay. ” answer

when I was about to leave the classroom, even the students were already waiting for my arrival in the row of walls with whispers about me.

I walked around feeling like I was in the middle of it. Not wanting to hear their babble I covered my head with a hoodie and put my hands in my pocket.

“ emm why else? a fever? here is not that cold ” said Fu who worried

I did not answer him and kept walking straight towards the canteen.

“ come Lupain dong Time so doang overthinking anyway, do not think to it, they are not evil kok ” said I in the heart,

* You think it's easy to forget the dark past, huh, I told you that we have to make peace with the past *

“ I don't want to remember that anymore, but why?.. ”

‘ Troublemaker child, face two, playboy, con man, b*j*ng*n, B*NGS*T ’

“ that voice.. ” I said, accidentally said it

“ huh, what sound? ” ask Fu

“ ” really, you go to the canteen first yes I want to go to the bathroom first <TAG1>

“ owh, don't want to be in Temenin? ” ask Fu tease me

“ ” do not need me to alone <TAG1> replied I turned around without seeing his face

“ really hurt well ” said fu then continued walking towards the canteen

I went to the park, to meet Lyla who was working on an errand with her childhood friend.

“ you brought a sedative? ” I asked slowly and only Lyla heard it

“ what do you want to do with the medicine?! ” said lyla slightly raised her tone

because I suspected Lyla was holding my hand that was trembling in fear, cold sweat had also soaked my hair and neck.

“ you why brother? what because of that wound? ” asked Lyla to make me remember them

I clasped Lyla's hand tightly.

“ ah sakita kak, off ” moans lyla in pain

I who realized from his voice immediately released my grip. without apologizing I ran into the school building.and unknowingly the wind made my face look that was originally vaguely covered with hoodie.

quickly the students swarmed over me and stopped my steps.I tried to remain calm in the middle of that crowd, and immediately left

“ brother can ask?, brother why brother can get perfect scores during the test, brother, brother ” ask those who are impatient to give consecutive questions to me

* this*make me want to! *

“ Shut up, I don't want to repeat the same mistake 2 times ”

“ IS ENOUGH TO RETURN TO YOUR ACTIVITIES, BEFORE I RECORD YOUR NAME ” said a teacher loudly

the students disperse and start doing their activities before.

“Are you not papa al?- ” asked guru bk and was cut off after seeing me holding my other trembling hand.

“ no need to worry I'm just not used to the crowd, if I have calmed down maybe it is a bit better ” said me so as not to make the teacher bk tell yola who is now working.

“ then go to the perpus, most children who are anti-social will go there to avoid the crowd ” his word gives a quick solution

“ Thank you ma'am ” replied me with a big smile on the face but the hands were still shaking nonstop

thinking about the past always makes me feel uneasy.

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