Always Wrong in People's Eyes

nightmares - the past - the

when I turned around he turned out to be ...

"sister Cherry 🍒? why are you here, isn't this your business hours? " many

"big brother's on leave, so brother relax hehe, wait you're talking big brother?! where are you going, Alvin? you still haven't healed yet?!" answer brother cherry 🍒

"hehe, I just want to" I said, I can't tell you what the truth is but..

".... let's rest in the hospital, just talk about this, Fina was talking about you continuously at home that you are fever but you keep hiding it " said brother cherry 🍒 while pulling me into the hospital

☁ when you arrive in front of the room brother cherry 🍒

"bet your bag and sit there, wait till brother comes back okay? " said brother cherry 🍒

/sitting in the waiting chair

"today is so hard, can I really² have a better life than I used to? haaah maybe it's just my wishful thinking" I murmured

'is the air getting colder or is my body no longer strong? bzzz is so cold, when is brother cherry 🍒 back? ' I said in my heart

I was not strong anymore, over time my consciousness began to disappear, when I realized I was in bed and wearing patient clothes.

"ugh, where is this?.

/removing the oxygen mask, trying to sit up straight

"hallo is there anyone?, hmmm why aren't there any sisters here? "

when I came out of the room, I saw the living room in my old house before moving to my present city.

"why am I here? wasn't I in the hospital room?"

when I looked back, there was only the kitchen that was exactly the same as my old house...

"someone?!!, anyone!! please wake me up! please wake me up from this nightmare, hiks "

I cried because I had a trauma with my mother...

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at that time I was still in SD, I used to have no friends other than roy, because aldo kak has spread many rumors about me, when I was in SD often bully by his brother and his friend², because my sister and her friend, I became very depressed

but one day on the way home I found a little boy who got lost in the park near my former housing, his age kira² still tk

"uhh, your sister why? " many

"mother hix, lost huwaaa" cried the boy

"eh don't cry, if so brother help find your mother let's hehe" asked me

the boy nodded, not how long the mother of the child had come

"faroo, you why cry, right mother already said mother wants to go buy ice cream for you to pause. you cry because² she well, you naughty boy, do not disturb my child, go you! " said the mother

"excuse me tan" I said

I didn't understand what he was saying but when I got home

"basic, you have started to be naughty well, in bigin instead of useful even disturb the child org!! "

~plaac

at a young age, I was treated like that for the first time by my mother, and from then on I lived my life which made me even more depressed...

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🍃present day🍃

when I woke up

I was sitting up because I woke up from that nightmare..

"help anyone!! haah haah .. " my shout

"ehh Alvin why?! sorry brother was late waiting for the sister in his room because the problems ish do not need to talk, ...you why cry?" ask brother cherry 🍒

"no brother, I did not cry, I just had a nightmare hehe." I replied

"oh yes why you wound² on your body, even many bruises and scars on your body"

"uhh brother, that's emm....

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