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After a long time, I was able to return to the park. I have been to this place with Mas Dwi when choosing a wedding invitation. The tree grows so lush, the flowers bloom more diverse, the air is also so cold. Unlike usual, there is no one in this place, but usually this place is always crowded.
"Honey, here!" call Mas Dwi from his seat which is approximately 10 meters away from me. I also approached him.
He sits on a grass that grows lushly. Around him also grew small, pale and weak flowers.
"Wear the jacket, you catch a cold!" said Mas Dwi while putting his blue jacket on me. However, the cold air that pierced my bones did not decrease.
I sat down next to Mas Dwi while rubbing my palms together. I don't see any sunlight here, but it's not dark either. Mas Dwi looks not cold, but he only wears a black shirt that is quite thin.
"Wasn't it cold?" I wanted to take off the jacket I was wearing.
"Wear it, I'm not cold" he replied confidently as he attached the zipper to my jacket.
Then Mas Dwi opened a can of drink, I did not know what the drink was. I've never seen that before.
"That's what, Mas?" my many.
"Alcohol, let it not cool. You can't, yeah! You're pregnant again" she replied, drinking the drink.
"When did you drink alcohol? Kan, that can't." I was late to remind you, the contents of the can are empty. Dwi drank it at once.
"Sometimes I drink it when my mind is messed up, sorry, yeah! You don't like it, do you?" ask without regret.
"Your mind is fucked up again? Mas why? What made you do this?" manyworry. This must have something to do with me.
"Well, I just want to make you happy, but it's kind of hard. The happiness I gave you never seemed to be enough" he replied, then he began to lie down and rest his head on my lap.
"Why can you say that? I'm happy with Mas as he is, I never demand anything" I said. Why did Dwi become like this? Or is this just the influence of the alcohol he just drank?
"Do you really love me, Alena?" tanya Mas Dwi later.
"What the hell is it? Without me answering, I would know the answer" I replied.
Dwi laughed to himself. Then he muttered facing my stomach, as if he were talking to our fetus.
"Do you want to know what our son says?" ask Mas Dwi while looking at my face.
"What, Mas?" I wondered what he was thinking, even though I believed it was just the influence of alcohol. How could the fetus possibly speak?
"He said he didn't want to be born, he didn't want to be born from a mother's womb like you."
The deg! Although I realized Mas Dwi's words this time were not something to be trusted, still his words managed to make my chest hurt. All I know is that what a drunk person says is what is in his subconscious. That means all this time he really felt burdened to have a wife like me.
My tears started to flow, Mas Dwi looked at me for a moment. His right hand wiped my tears gently. He smiled, then got up from his position. His smile no longer looked handsome, but sinister. He looked me in the eye without blinking. His eyes looked like they wanted to kill me.
I retreated slowly, he was not like Mas Dwi whom I had known all along. That evil smile really intimidated me. The more I drifted away, he also began to slowly advance following me.
"Why retreat? I'm your husband, honey," he said, still without letting out that smile at all. I was scared and dared not look him in the eye.
"Mas, don't come near! I beg!" seriously ask. I'm really scared.
"Darling ...."
"Mas, geez! Don't hurt me!"
"Darling ...."
"Mas! No!"
"Huh? Huh yeah?"
I'm sober. It turned out to be just a dream. I immediately got up and hugged Mas Dwi tightly. I was crying again. I'm really scared.
"Quiet, yeah, honey! You are safe. No one will hurt you" said Mas Dwi with his arms tightly wrapped around me.
I felt my body shiver, just like in my dream. Or am I not awake from a dream? Immediately I let go of my embrace and retreated away from Mas Dwi.
"Darling, what's wrong with you?"
"Who are you?" The question just popped out.
"I'm Dwi, your husband. You why?"
"No! You lied! Don't bother me! Go!" throw me out in a loud voice.
"Dear, relax. It's me your husband" he said, getting closer and closer to holding my hand.
I got out of bed and got away from her. He doesn't let me go, where I walk he always follows me.
"Go! Don't disturb! I'm going to see Mas Dwi!" I said as I threw the shoes on the shelf near where I was standing.
"It's me Dwi, honey. I'm not bothering you. I'm your husband," he said convincingly.
My head was getting dizzy, my legs could no longer stand. I crouched down and grabbed my hair and talked to myself.
"I want to wake up from this dream! I want to go back to Dwi! I'm gonna get up!"
He pulled my hand so as not to grab me again and hugged me tightly. As much as I could get out of his arms, but I couldn't. My energy is drained. I should be able to wake up again, I don't want this Mas Dwi. I want my husband's Dwi back.
"Don't hurt me! I beg!" I asked while crying. I have no more energy to fight it.
"I won't hurt you, I'm your husband" he replied in a trembling voice.
"I beg you!" I said with a voice held back by sobs.
"Don't do this, Alena! Don't scare me!"
Not only was his voice trembling, I felt his body trembling violently as well. Although I did not see his face, I could hear him crying. I stopped talking, I started to smell her scent. I'm starting to realize this isn't a dream.
"Mas ..." call me shrewd.
"Yes, honey," he answered, stretching his arms from me. I could see his panicked face and tears in my eyes.
"It's you, isn't it, Mas?" ask me to make sure what I see is real.
"Yes, it's me your husband."
"Mas ... You're not evil, are you?" ask again. My mind is still clashing, I'm still not so sure what I'm seeing isn't a dream.
"I can't be evil with you, honey. I'd rather die than hurt you" he replied. I hugged him tightly.
"Don't be like this anymore! Don't scare me!"
He repeated his words continuously. I could only cry in his arms. I don't understand why it's all like this. What's wrong with me? Why is my mind so confused?