Alena [My girlfriend was taken by my mother]

The Part 10

Until now I still can not understand what the purpose and purpose of Mama doing all this. Married a man she obviously did not love and did not get pregnant anyway. If indeed your goal is money, it feels like Mama is not that bad to hurt me like yesterday.

Today my mother is getting married again. There are no invitations, let alone celebrations. Of course, this marriage was only known to the three of us. Me, Mama and Mas Robi. Whether they get married anywhere, I don't want to come along or be a witness.

Finally coming true, my ex-boyfriend became my stepfather. Funny, isn't it? Yes, it's funny that I even laugh if I remember and cry afterwards. It's okay, he's not for me. I can be happy in my own way.

"Len, don't you want to come?" ask Mama who has been tossed how many times. I just returned it with a headband.

I kept quiet and focused on staring at my laptop screen at the dining table while eating cereal. I think Mama must know why I didn't want to come. Indeed, my love for Mas Robi has faded, but still saw him married but not me, of course giving its own pain.

When Mama left, I opened my photo folder with Mas Robi. There was only a smile coming out there. Ahh .. I miss him who has always been gentle with me. Even though I don't want to be touched, he still treats me well.

I suspect, the reason yesterday he was able to be rude to me because his insatiable lust was a mere mischief in order for me to hate and let go. Eh? Is that possible?

Ting! One message came into my phone.

[Alena Citra Mahendra, whom I love. I'm sorry, yes. Perhaps the pain I gave was unforgivable. Today I'm going to marry your mother. Ii'm sorry. ]

Reading the short message, I did not feel my tears flowing slowly. It doesn't matter who the woman he married, but she who made many promises with him also left me for other women.

Ting! Another message came from him.

[Lena, I still love you so much. Will we go back to how we used to be? I beg. Help me undo all this. I now realize that love is far more important than my lust. There is nothing I love but you. If you're gonna be here before 9, you're the one I'm gonna marry, not your mama. I await your arrival, my love. ]

What the fuck? Is it true that Mas Robi sent it? This message has a little bit of a shake. There was a little bit of fun when he said he still loved me. I still love him, though not as deeply as before. I'm worried.

I try to regulate my breath and emotions, hoping to get calm and think more clearly. If I don't go there, then the wedding will go on as Mama planned. If I go there, I'm still not so sure Mas Robi will marry me. Not even my preparations are there. As much as possible I re-purpose my mind and open up many possibilities.

And my answer is NO. Whatever happens, I won't come there. With such a doubtful feeling, I kept convincing myself not to expect it anymore. Everyone can't go back to what they used to be, whatever the reason.

..

"Hey, are you tired?" tanyakanya. I just nodded. We sat on the couch on a balcony.

"Come here, put your head on my shoulder!" said the man again. I obey. I leaned on his shoulder. It's cozy. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the gentle roar of the wind caressing my face.

"Cry if you want, don't be arrested!" He kept talking even though I was silent. I don't know who he is, which I know he always loved me. Her gentle smile, her sturdy shoulders, even her delicate speech was always able to hypnotize me. I always leaned quietly on her shoulder. Now, I feel a deep tightness.

"I'm scared." I spoke very slowly. My tears flowed, without looking at me, his hand gave me a piece of tissue.

"Don't worry, everything that's meant for you, then he won't turn into someone else's!" A word I heard from him very often.

"Have you ever felt loss?" ask me while wiping the tears that are still left.

"Ahh, of course not. You're all I have," he said calmly.

"Hm." I agree even though I don't understand what that means.

"Have I lost?" ask again.

"Who know?" He smiled again. Even though I didn't see her face, I could feel her smiling, but not me. Then he pulled out a big enough blue jacket, and then he wrapped it around me.

"Sleep, you need to rest! Don't be forced!" Hearing her words, I cried. Is correct. I'm really tired. My tears are flowing. I can't hold it anymore.

"Len? Alena?" Someone patted my shoulder.

"Hm?" I'mawakened. I was dreaming again. Despite the dream, I could feel the distress. I am too tired of this world.

"Move to the room, don't sleep here!" Realizing that my mother woke me up, I became excited. I immediately looked at my laptop screen, thank God, my laptop is dead. Looks like the battery's out.

"Well, have you been home since?" many ensure.

"Is everything going well?"

"Well, that's it."

"Does Mas Robi .. look happy?" many doubt.

"Where might he be happy?" Mama put down her glass and walked towards the room.

"Then? How's it?"

"What's the matter?" My mother stopped and looked at me.

"If she's not happy, how can she continue the marriage?" ask again.

"Please, everything is going well. Don't worry about anything!" said Mama who then continued her steps to the room.

..

There was a car parked in front of my house. His voice was very familiar, whose car if not Mas Robi's. I would not open the door for him.

Chequek! He opened the door of his own house. Lanc*ng once! Who does she think this is?

Mama is out, I want to feel like this one man I'm driving right now, but just look at his face I'm lazy. I got out of the chair in the dining room and headed to the room.

"Where are you going?" askinya. Well, who else did he ask? Because I'm the only one home now.

"Ngapain Mas broke into my house carelessly? Who does this think this is?" I answered without looking at him.

"Have you forgotten that I'm your father?" said 'father' he emphasized there. I continued walking and opened my door.

"Don't run!" Suddenly he was behind me and holding my hand.

"Don't fuck around!" I'm trying to warn.

"Dare to threaten me?" Then he pulled and forced me to lean against the wall and made me face towards him. So rude.

"Go from here!" I'm still trying to throw him out. As much as I could, I removed my wrist from his hand.

"I am your father" he said again.

"Until death, it will never happen!" my dispute.

"Aren't you the one who let all this happen? I already offered to marry me, but you ignored her. HAVE YOU DARED TO CHALLENGE ME ALENA MAHENDRA?" The first impact I received from Mas Robi. My heart hurts. I just shut up and bowed.

"Why? You scared?" ask again. His hand is getting stronger.

"Aack! Unhand me!" pekikku hard. My wrist feels so painful.

"Oh, is it sick?" He stretched his grip slightly, then one hand turned to hold my chin.

"This beautiful face is a hypocrite, yes, touched just a little unwilling. How much are you worth, Alena?" he said a little whisper in my ear, then he smiled cunningly in front of me.

I can't fight him at all. So weak. I was shaking, I felt great fear. Thankfully, before long Mama's car came, Mas Robi took her hand off me.

"You're still safe today" he said, full of threats. I ran to my room and locked the door.

I was crying like that. My fear is not gone. It seems like after this my life is not safe anymore. What am I supposed to do?