Alena [My girlfriend was taken by my mother]

Season 2 Part 29

I don't know when I started to fall asleep. Dwi is no longer next to me. Scroll the wall clock, the needle shows at nine in the morning. My body aches all; my eyes feel so heavy, it may be the effect I cried last night. Where is Mas Dwi now? If it works, why not wake me up? Is it possible that he met the woman?

I got off my bed and left my room. No one's home. Right, Mas Dwi is gone. Arum's mom isn't there either, Tria is. Why is it that at a time like this there is no one at all?

The front door suddenly opened, appeared Madam Arum with a shopping bag in her hand.

"Sorry, Mother. I just got back from the market. Earlier, I sent a message-"

"Title what message? Where did you go?" askaku cut off Mbak Arum's remarks.

"Said I told her to rest a lot, not to go anywhere. To campus also can not," replied while looking down.

"So where are you going? What clothes did you wear?" ask again. I have to make sure Mas Dwi actually goes to the office.

"Look, you were wearing a light blue shirt, a black tie and a black suit too, Mom."

"Wear a perfume?" Her clothes are an office suit, but since I was pregnant, Mas Dwi did not use perfume anymore.

"I'm sorry, Mom, I don't know if it's a problem" he replied with a straight look down.

"Ah, yes. Thanks for that," I said, then went back to my room.

I fidgeted alone in the room. I'm afraid that Mas Dwi really did meet that woman. I took my phone, Mas Dwi did not send any messages. Though usually he always gives news if there is an urgent interest and can not say goodbye to me directly.

'Yes, I have to video call Mas Dwi, ' my inner self.

I was surprised to see our photo disappear from the profile picture in Mas Dwi's contact. When did the photo disappear? It's totally not right. I can't call her number either. I'm getting crazy, my mind's getting messed up.

If I call or come to the office, it will trigger a lot of questions from friends there. Then what am I supposed to do? How can I calm down? I sat on the floor and grabbed my own hair. Want to scream as loud as possible to vent the tightness that is in my chest. I want to cry but I can't.

'Please, I'm not strong!' I shouted in my heart.

Even to ask for help from others I cannot. I'm messing around by myself. Suddenly my phone rang, there was a call coming in from a new number. I don't want to deal with anyone. I want Mas Dwi to come home soon.

'What if Mas Dwi is really cheating?'

'What if he's really going to leave me?'

'Am I going to be a widow?'

'What will my fate be like Sister Julia?'

There are a lot of bad thoughts going around in my head. I pulled my hair back until the thought was replaced by pain. I don't want it all to happen. I'd rather die than be betrayed a second time.

My phone rings again. Upset at his voice, I threw my phone until it hit the wall and immediately the ringing stopped. Soon a panicked voice came from outside my room.

"Mrs Alena, what's wrong with you?" ask Arum from out there.

I kept quiet and didn't answer. He kept banging on my bedroom door. I close my ears as much as possible. My head is getting dizzy. Finally, Ma'am Arum opened the door to my room even without my permission. He came up to me and shouted hysterically.

"Geez, Mom, why? I realize, Mom!" He screamed while shaking my body.

I was still trying to close my ears and shake my head. All I have in mind now is that I don't want to be left out, I don't want to be betrayed anymore.

"Sir Len why, Mommy?" ask Tria who is now also coming into my room.

"Don't know, Ma'am. I heard the sound of falling goods, I called Mom, I didn't say it either. When I open the door, Mom is like this" explained Ms. Arum to Tria.

"Sister, why brother? Our same story, sister," said Tria slowly while holding my shoulder.

I'm still shaking. I need Mas Dwi, I have to listen to his explanation.

"Mas Dwi has been contacted, Ma'am?" ask Tria.

"Please help look after Brother Len, let me call Mas Dwi!" tria. I heard her footsteps coming out of my room.

"Mother, don't scare me, ma'am. Mother why?" ask her again in a panic that has not disappeared.

I couldn't say anything, my chest tightened, my head was also getting sicker.

"Why can't the number be reached, anyway?" Tria's voice sounded no less panicked outside the room.

"I changed numbers, why are you panicking? Where's Alena?"

I opened my ears and looked at the door. I could hear that it was Mas Dwi's voice. Is he here? Is it just my hallucination?

I saw Mas Dwi coming into our room at a fast pace. His expression looked worried and immediately crouched down in front of me.

"Mbak Arum just come out, let me take care of it," said Mas Dwi. Madam Arum immediately went out of the room and closed the door.

"Dear, what's wrong with you? Why did it come to this?" tanyanya holds both my shoulders.

Hearing her voice and looking into her eyes straight away, the cry that had been held back from now on broke out instantly. I hugged him tightly and cried.

"You don't scare me, what's wrong, honey?" ask again.

"I don't want to be betrayed again, Mom." I was crying in my tears.

"Dear, relax! I swear I will never betray you" he said in a very reassuring tone.

"I'm scared, Mom," I said again. I was too messed up, even I could no longer clearly tell what I was feeling.

"It's ok, honey. I'm here now, I'm not going anywhere. I'm yours, until death I'll remain your husband and you're my only wife" he said.

My crying lasted longer than last night. I'm really tired, my chest is tight. I'm getting nauseous. Dwi helped me walk to the bathroom. My strength was drained, even to stand up was not strong. I'm afraid of fainting again, I don't want to be infused anymore. Unfortunately, I cannot control my body. I passed out in the bathroom.

..

My head hurts so much. I felt someone stab me in my right hand again. I was infused again, but now I'm in my room. Not in the hospital.

"Mas ..." call me Mas Dwi who is now sitting on the sofa with a laptop on his lap.

"Thank God you're sober" he said, putting the laptop on the couch and moving right next to me.

"Why should I be infused again, Mom? I'm not sick," I asked.

"According to the doctor, yes!" said Mas Dwi gently while tidying the messy hair on my face.

"What did the doctor say, Mas?" ask again.

"There are triggers that make you like this. There is trauma still on your mind" replied Mas Dwi. I justify his words. I was too scared to be betrayed again.

"Don't scare me, Alena! Just first, you save a lot of your own problems to accumulate trauma like this, now do not! Do you know how scared I was to see your condition?" said Mas Dwi with a soft tone. My heart hurts to hear it.

He wiped my tears that had just come out. My pain was nothing compared to what I see now. I'd rather be hurt than someone else who's sick because of me.

"I'm sorry" I murmured.

"I won't forgive you if things like this happen again. Please, don't be like that!" pinta Mas Dwi earnestly. I'm nodding.

"Don't equate me with your past! From the beginning my goal was to make you happy, I wouldn't hurt you one bit" he said.

He kissed my forehead once and pulled me in his arms. I could hear him crying too. I feel more evil being made. It is so bad for a wife to make her husband cry. I will try to control my emotions well, I do not want Mas Dwi to be hurt because of my actions.