Alena [My girlfriend was taken by my mother]

Season 2 Part 30

Mas Dwi is still trying to tamper with the phone that I slammed this morning. I just stayed in my bed watching him. The screen cracked badly, when it was turned on, the phone gave absolutely no response.

"Your body is small but your strength is like the Hulk, yes!" said Mas Dwi after he gave up dismantling my phone.

"Don't get sucked," I murmured.

"Usually a girl if she slammed the goods tuh broke doang, this is to death completely," said Mas Dwi.

"Yes how else," I replied.

"What brand would you ask? I buy it now," said Mas Dwi.

"Don't want to" I replied again.

"Still angry, huh?" tanyanya holding my cheek.

I'm shaking. My mind feels empty. I don't know what to think now. I don't know what I'm feeling. Anger and guilt clash with each other. Seeing Mas Dwi in front of me, it felt like crying.

"Mas, can the infusion be removed?" my many.

"Later, the doctor will come soon," replied Mas Dwi.

I looked the other way, I felt tired. I want to be happy, why is it so hard? Sometimes I wonder if God is fair. Was I really a sinner in the past? I thought my life was perfect with the presence of Mas Dwi and our future baby. But apparently, my life is not as easy as imagined.

Today Mas Dwi did not go to the office again. This morning he had to go to the office because there was a meeting to solve the problems that occurred at that time. Now he has to work from home again. If this continues to happen, Mas Dwi will get a warning letter and his image will be contaminated.

"Will not go back to the office?" my many.

"No, why? I can work from home. After all, it's also at this hour, responsibility, "his responsibility while opening the choco pie packaging.

"You don't come in often, you know. What will SP be?" manyworry.

"I gave SP to myself?" then he bit his first choco pie.

"Yes, that doesn't mean you can abuse that position, does it?"

"Hm." He nodded while chewing his food. "You don't want to?" he asked after the food he swallowed.

"No" I replied lazily.

He opened the choco pie pack again. He intentionally ate in front of me. He seems to enjoy it so much. Then he opened the box again to take one more piece.

"Mas, don't finish dong!" scold me while taking the box out of his hand.

"Well, he said he didn't want to" he replied lightly.

"Yes, that doesn't mean that everything has to be finished now" I said, then put the choco pie box into the nightstand.

"Please don't tell Mama anymore, do you?"

"No, I don't want your mama's pet to appear again in front of me" Mas Dwi replied in an annoyed tone.

I agree with him. If Mama who comes does not matter, the problem is the other human being. I still don't think, how could Mama and Robi still be on good terms. What other money plan are they making? Do they think being quiet means I forgive them?

"Do you want to go for a walk?" Mas Dwi's question breaks my daydream.

"I want to sleep" I replied lazily. I've run out of energy, I want to sleep more.

"Yes, go to sleep. Later if the doctor comes, I wake you up again," said Mas Dwi while wiping the top of my head.

I nodded slowly and started to lie down. My bad thoughts came up again. I sat back down and asked for Mas Dwi's phone.

"Hold, you're free to check my phone!" he said, giving me his phone.

Still the same as before, I found nothing that could answer my suspicions. Unfortunately, even though my suspicions went unanswered, my feelings have not been able to calm down. I returned the phone to Mas Dwi and laid back down. I closed my eyes and immediately counted the sheep that had lined up neatly. They could have taken me to dreamland sooner.

"You know what? I've never been this loving as a woman other than my Mama" said Mas Dwi slowly as he rubbed my hair from head to back. My position is against Mas Dwi.

"I can't see you get hurt a little bit, whatever you want as much as I can fill" he said. I closed my eyes and listened to every word he said.

"Look at you messed up this morning, it felt like my heart was being hit by a big wood. Completely sick and devastated, I feel like I failed to keep my promise to you." Then Mas Dwi was silent for a moment. He heard her breathing so long.

"Blessed is always beside me! Stay alive even if everything is hard! The love of my life you've held fully, there's no love left for anyone else."

He closed his words with a sweet kiss on the top of my head. Then he got out of our bed and out of the room. I was crying again. His heart is so deep. I am so grateful to be loved that much by him. However, the deeper he loved me, the more I was afraid. I was afraid of hurting her heart so sincerely.

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As usual, Mas Dwi had already left for the office again; tria also entered the morning lecture; while I was still sitting in front of the living room sofa. My body condition has not been possible to move outside the home. Mas Dwi kept watching me even though it was just over the phone.

"Mom want me to make you a warm drink?" ask Ms. Arum to me.

"No need, Ma'am," I replied without looking at him.

Then he went back to the kitchen. I sat down without doing anything meaningful. My eyes stared at the vase of flowers standing upright on the table, but my mind wandered out of nowhere. My hand squeezed out the sofa cushion I now embraced. My tears flowed again for no apparent reason. In my hurry to wipe my tears, I do not want Mbak Arum to see it and report to Mas Dwi.

I got off the couch and went to the backyard. There is a swing under the mango tree. I sat down and enjoyed the fresh air. The sky this morning wasn't bright, there were a lot of dark clouds blocking my view.

A few minutes later, it rained heavily without warning. There was no drizzle at all, but it was immediately greeted by a huge rain. I can't get into the house, luckily the swing where I'm sitting right now has a roof. So, I'm not wet.

I felt the calmness here, the cold air; the smell of wet soil; and the sound of water falling between the leaves and the tree trunk and the roof of the house. I feel better. My smile expands on its own. I put myself on this swing while enjoying the sound of nature. I wish this rain had lasted a little longer.