
Already a month after the accident that claimed the lives of prospective babies Rayden and Kara, the relationship has not improved. Kara is experiencing severe stress because she feels guilty asking Rayden to go to Lembang. The guilt further drove Kara away from her husband and even asked to sleep separately.
Rayden who did not accept it was getting emotional and the two were fighting each other even though all this time they included a couple who were adem and dimeh.
"As you are! I told you it wasn't your fault! It's destiny, Kara! Don't blame yourself!" rayden snapped after the umpteenth time Kara refused to sleep with Rayden. Though Rayden thinks, his wife can be calm if in his arms. Not only Kara who felt lost, but herself as well.
"I'm sad to lose the boy but I never blame anyone! If you keep going like this, Boy will be sad to see it!"
The six-month-old baby forced to be removed from Kara's stomach as a result of the accident was unable to survive. Their first son, Boy Hideki Takahashi, was buried next to the Oma, Ajeng Takahashi.
Rayden held onto Kara's hand which was still gripping the blanket gently. "Please baby, don't do this. I need you, baby."
Kara looks messy like never before who always looks neat but this time looks messy even she only takes a shower once a day.
A psychologist and psychiatrist is called in by Abe Takahashi to treat his son-in-law but it seems that Kara, in addition to being exposed to the baby blues, is also in extreme shock. Kara could not escape the sedative because she would experience acute insomnia. All experts stated, Kara herself did the blocking and refused all treatment. Kara's healing can only be of herself.
Rayden plans to bring Kara to Japan and she is determined how, she wants her wife cured.
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A week after Rayden got angry with her, Kara began scanning all the contents of her room. I don't know what got into her but Kara decides to leave Rayden's house. All the cards that her husband gave her, she stayed up to his jewelry.
Kara felt crowded in that house. Shadow.he was still pregnant always appeared in his eyes and he could hysterically return if he remembered his son was gone.
After taking care of all her clothes, Kara came out. Bik Ijah who knew his nonanya wanted to go followed him.
"Non Kara wants to go back to the old house?" ask Bik Ijah.
Kara shakes. "I want out of town bik. Stay with me."
Bik Ijah could only be filled to see Kara's unstable psychic condition, nodding. He did not forget to tell Sumi that he would accompany his nonanya and always update the news.
Now Kara is waiting for an online ojek along with Ijah's bik, after coming both to Gambir station.
***
Rayden went on a terrible rampage when he found out his wife was gone. A letter on Kara's dresser made her limp.
Dearest, Mas Rayden.
Sorry if I had to leave you. I can't afford to live there without imagining I still have Boy.
I am not strong. I need to be alone first, setting my heart, my emotions everything so I can go back to what I used to be. I'm sorry mas.
I'm sincere if you want to look at me because I'm not a good wife. I'm not alone, there's a bik Ijah with me.
Don't look for me.
Love, Kara Gantari's.
Rayden felt his world crumble to lose his beloved wife.
"KAAARRAA!!!"
***
A year later, the city of Salatiga...
Kara was at her little boutique she had made in her garage. A year ago Kara and Ijah decided to go down in Semarang but Kara felt unsuitable to live there. After three days at the hotel, Kara searches for a rented house in Salatiga and money from Adi, she uses to pay her rent for five years.
Seeing the crowded home environment she rented, Kara was inspired to open online sales. Kara's number and Ijah's bik have been changed so that Rayden does not look for him. Kara really wanted to be alone first.
His online business went smoothly until Kara decided to remodel the unused garage into a boutique and warehouse for clothes that he sold online.
In addition to selling clothes, Kara and Bik Ijah also make dry cakes that he sells in his shop. Kara is grateful to be able to find her own money so that her savings are not exhausted and money from Adi is not eroded continuously.
***
Rayden watched the participants of the meeting in the room with a cold look. Ever since Kara left her, the man had turned cold and cruel. He did not hesitate to fire his employees who did wrong until he was called the boss dictator.
Jake and Rafli are loyal to accompany Rayden, so they do not dare to flirt or bekande dime as they used to do. Rayden really became a much meaner man than Abe Takahashi.
Rayna and Kenichi who saw the situation Rayden could not do anything. Plus Rayna is now pregnant with her first child, making Rayden seem hard to reach. Abe Takahashi is unable to dive into the petrified heart of his son.
Rayden stared at the marketing director who reported on the annual income of Takahashi LLC of the Indian region sharply.
"Why is the increase only 5% while last year it could be 15%?" asked Rayden coldly.
"Many factors master, including natural disasters that befall..."
"I don't want to know! If tomorrow's first quarter there's no 5% increase, you know the consequences!" Rayden immediately stood up and walked out of the meeting room.
Jake catches up with his boss while Rafli is on duty to close the meeting today.
Rayden went into his room which was solid black, white, gray and brown.
Is there no other color?
Rayden rubbed his face rough then sat on the chair. The man stared at the beautiful photo of Kara while married to her.
Where are you, honey? Mas kangen's. Don't go away long. Go home sweetheart.
"Boss" call Jake.
"What Jake?" rayden asked excitedly without taking his eyes off Kara's photo.
"Me and Rafli have found Miss Kara."
Rayden looked at Jake enthusiastically.
"Where?"
"Salatiga, Central Java." Jake delivers a picture of Kara serving shoppers at his boutique.
"Why did you just find it now?" snapped Rayden.
"Miss Kara's good at hiding herself, boss. So it's a little difficult for us to look for him" replied Jake calmly because he was used to hearing Rayden's snapping.
"Whose house is this?" ask Rayden.
"That's a rented house, boss. Miss Kara rented it for five years."
Rayden rubbed Kara's face slightly blurred due to the enlargement of the photo but Kara's distinctive smile still remained visible.
"Prepare the plane to Semarang. I'll be in Salatiga soon." Rayden looked at Jake sharply.
"Good boss."
I miss you baby.
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