About You: Love & Sacrifice

Flashback 4

"Sorry new. You were ushered in Jihoon first yes..... I have Interview nih😣 Sorry babe🥺🥺"

And like that again, two weeks have passed Jinan rarely gives news on the grounds of being busy, no time, and so on. Though Younha only asked the news, have eaten or not, and simple things that are quite reciprocated within a minute. But why does Jinan seem to really have no time?

"Haish, it's the same guy!!" Younha screamed at her own cell phone, cursing with a loud roaring voice from the cafe room. "Fuck Lo Yoon Jinan!! My complete life!!!

"Lo why the hell?" Jihoon covered his ears and turned his head left right, embarrassed that everyone inside the cafe was directly staring at him and Younha. "Shame on anjir!!! I thought I was doing Lo."

"Belgium!!"

Younha hurried to get up and packed his things towards the bus stop, Jihoon followed after, although he could not bear to leave half the asparagus soup. He followed Younha's steps and held the girl's arm.

"There's still one more course?"

"No matter!!!"

Jihoon let out a rough breath. "Keep Lo what? When I get home, I'll be anterin." Tawar Jihoon tried to calm Younha who had already thrown his face. The man knew that Younha was harboring sadness. "Kalo want to cry, cry no papa. Don't get angry and insist. Explode your body later."

"Why do you care?"

Jihoon thought for a moment. "Yes, because of my sister's Lo boyfriend. Equally valuable to me, even though I don't think Jinan is that anyway."

Younha covered her face with her palms and cried, spilling all the tightness she had always endured all this time then spontaneously Jihoon extended his hand and grabbed Younha into the embrace. Clap your head and the girl's sobbing over there. Younha is tired of Jinan, she wants to be her lover's encouragement but she feels they are getting further away. Although Younha knew that Jinan was busy, but the mind in Younha's small brain always flew where. Including if Jinan has any relationship with Mirae?

"Gue is tired of anjirr!!" Younha smacked Jihoon brutally in the chest, but strangely the man just kept quiet and still tightened his embrace. "Cowok is really cute."

Jihoon smilingly looked at Younha's face and wiped the tears with his two thumbs.

"It's a really big deal." Younha stomped her feet. "Fuck, hiks. I want to cry."

"That's crying."

"Lo go, don't bother me!"

"Let's go, why what?" Jihoon rubbed both of Younha's shoulders. "Nangis is like a little boy Lo's face. Abducted by you later?"

Instead of being silent Younha even more sobbing, making Jihoon confused to calm him because sure enough, Younha was like a baby when crying. Already didiemin.

Jihoon hugged Younha's small body again, patting her head while chanting a stupid spell to persuade Younha as if it could reduce her tightness. Although all of this was useless, Younha responded with a small laugh on the side of her stuffing. Both hands twigs linked behind Jihoon's body as if not to be released.

Younha closed her eyes, thinking that she was hugging Jinan even though her heart was pounding in Jihoon's arms.

The girl just didn't want to reveal that, she and Jinan had already started far away.

...*****...

Two months later....

Many people say that longing is painful but pleasant. One can continue to hold a sense of pain in his chest for a long time until a meeting comes that will explode all the pain. With a faint smile, Younha also felt that because tomorrow, was the day that she could let go of longing with Jinan after all this time just communicating via mobile phone.

Younha tried to think about what could spark excitement when she met Jinan later, but she felt nothing. Only the heartbeat is stable and tasteless. He had also prepared a few words of seduction and apology to cool off their relationship but still. Feels weird.

He let out a long sigh, wanting to think about it later again when he smelled the aroma of fried rice from his kitchen—but the sight of the room with the bed and sheets that had fallen apart made Younha undo his intentions.

Younha slowly hugged herself with a slow job that brought a repeat of the activities she had done with Jihoon five hours ago. Starting from sensual whispers until it all just happens.

Younha pegged for a moment before finally making her bed with a raging feeling. He rubbed his pale face while rebuking himself as if he could not believe what he had done.

With a hot and hot feeling, he stepped into a cupboard with a large mirror in front of him, looking at the reflection of himself with a frowning forehead. The hair is limp and messy as well as some Hickey skin treading smooth. One palm moved to touch her lips which had a slight bite wound.

Younha took a deep breath. They've been overdue.

"Lo want a mateng egg or half a mateng?" The sound from the doorway rang out, making Younha turn her head from the front of the mirror.

"Half mateng."

"Okay, I'm waiting in the dining room."

Younha followed shortly afterwards, taking a seat on one of the basecamp's kitchen counter chairs while staring at the back of the man who was still busy preparing breakfast. Wouldn't it be cruel to corner Jihoon from what happened to them when both were welcome?

This has gone too far, and all this is Jinan's fault. Younha wouldn't be like this if it weren't for Jinan.

"Now, fried rice is special for Lo." Jihoon thrust one plate in front of Younha, while showing off a bright smile.

As they started to enjoy breakfast, Younha opened her voice.

"Ji, we're getting late." Younha said with a hunting breath. "I mean my—gue is outrageous. I'm so mean."

Jihoon who understood where Younha spoke was instantly losing his appetite. He put down his spoon, then looked at the dim bead of the girl. "I'm sorry, I'm wrong."

"We should never have met. I'm Jinan and Lo's girlfriend know what we've been doing?" Younha slightly kicked the table. "We play crazy behind him and—all of it because of Lo incitement me Ji!!!"

"So, you're beating me up?" Jihoon frowned confusedly. "Lo blame me when we both want to? We both need?"

Younha was stunned, his sentence stuck at the tip of his tongue and he only fell silent because he was completely confused.

"G-Gue confused—"

"Gue's more confused than Lo." Jihoon skipped snapping, then

regretted it. "So, how do we want it?"

Younha.

"Younha—"

"Why the hell are you kayak gini?" Tears fell on Younha's left cheek. "Lo take care of me, take care of me, know what I need and always have time for my friends when I can't even get it all from Jinan?"

Blowing breath Younha hunts. "Why is Lo between me and Jinan? Why did you have to be there after me and Jinan? And why can—lo slide Jinan's position in my heart? Why Ji?"

Jihoon fell silent, only hearing all the complaints of Younha. Digesting all his sentences until stunned at the meaning of the last sentence.

"You should take care of me like Jinan told me to." Younha kicked the table again. "But why did you make me like this?"

"Gue doesn't know Lo, Younha." Jihoon. "Lo reveal feelings but as if you're gonna turn me on?"

"Please, from now on stay away from me."

"Lo knows I can't."

"Gue confused Ji!"

"I'm sorry." Jihoon trembled, his narrowness began to glaze behind the bangs covering his eyes. "Gue knows, I don't deserve to be in Lo's life. Please don't stay in Jinan. The cave is leaving, you guys—don't till you fall apart."

With a slightly empty mind, Jihoon picked up his bag and shirt lying on the sofa. He couldn't even button up a shirt properly because of Tremor.

"Lo can go home anytime." Jihoon said after a few steps. "Gue will wait for Lo's real decision."

Younha threw her face at the makeshift object while rubbing her wet face. He felt foolish, confused at his heart trying to justify that Jihoon had now filled most of his feelings.

That he started to love Jihoon.

...*****...