
Saga stopped the speed of his motorbike which now hugs Rasty on a jog behind him right on a beach atmosphere this afternoon is very beautiful the sky looks bright even though white clouds appear to envelop him. This beach is very beautiful but not so crowded visited by Saga deliberately chose this place so that they can freely talk without fear of anyone stealing with or caught by people they know, there are only a few visitors who are mostly young couples like them because this beach is not child friendly so it is very rarely visited by families who want to find a safe and comfortable beach atmosphere.
This beach is located approximately 1Km from the crowd of the city geographically very appropriate to be a tourist destination but in view of the contours of the beach which is heavily fortified by large and steep coral rocks and narrow beach lips make this beach is less safe and friendly visitors for young children and people with the age of twilight. However, this beach has many spots that are quite charming, especially to watch dusk and sunrise. Although you have to climb the rocky cliff mound to see the beauty of it.
Saga brings the bike a little up the hill and park it not far from some other visitors motorbike that can be ascertained they are lovers of the view of the sun at dusk.
Saga guided Rasty's steps until they reached a place that became a favorite spot in the place where there are several artificial but made senatural sitting wrought may be from various types of whole wood stems even from bunkahan roots that may be decades old.
Rasty sits himself in one of the seats directly facing the view of the open sea which presents as if the sky-bound sea is very close to the limit of their visibility.
Saga opened a bottle of mineral water that he accidentally bought near the guard post entrance and then handed it to Rasty first and Rasty took it for granted and then downed it to almost half the rest the contents, then handed it to Saga back and immediately he confirmed the contents and left only the empty bottle. For a moment both of them enjoy the amazing natural dish, the view of the sea that looks blue is mated with a green rimbut of foliage, and, air that feels so clean and cool without a mixture of air pollution that endangers other earth populations.
Rasty stood up to the limit of the iron fence of the cliff that stretched his two hands breathing as much air - the amount and slowly spilling the land and then repeated it several times until he felt comfortable and the burden of his fire was immediately released with the air he threw out. Saga did not want to lose he followed what Rasty did though with different techniques but the same goal is to release the burden of their quarrel and seek peace of heart and soul which of course will not be as easy as he mused because the fact that the burden of their problems is not as mild as the problem when dating naturally there are other things that are far more crucial than it all and currently both are looking for a solution.
" i know you've misunderstood what you saw earlier at our graduation "
Saga began his talk
" actually ?"
Rasty asked flatly
" it was really not what I wanted, they came with their own initiative even without my knowledge Om Yuda arrived - just stood up when Waliku was called frankly I was very surprised, I was shocked, I think you can understand it there is no way I refuse his good intentions to represent the presence of my parents who are not present, in fact he is still distant kehabat my papa"
"I understand including you who can not refuse the hug congratulation from your candidate "
Rasty sounded so suppressing every word he said.
" sorry... I know I was wrong I should have kept your heart and your feelings, but believe me everything is not what you think it is "
" what am I thinking? Don't be so ignorant if you don't know "
Rasty answered back. The moment Saga took in his breath he understood that the girl beside him was currently
Middle boiling her heart with jealousy, on the back of a thin smile Saga until her lips lifted slightly carved a proud smile in her heart
" thank you Rasty... Because you've been jealous of me, and it feels so much fun "
" so you admit it now if you've already received with well come the matchmaking ?"
He said again with his chest growing irritated
" i'm happy not because of that but because I know your answer if you really like me, sorry more precisely love me "
" don't GR you "
" just think of it as "
Saga answered lightly and then approached closer to Rasty's side after they had spoken in a standing position next to each other while looking straight at the sun that had looked red presenting a tinge of orange in the sky there although occasionally they looked at each other when they spoke
" you don't have to worry about my heart because Saga will only approve of Rasty as his match and not the other one "
Saga's whisper gently eared Rasty who was now in his deck
" believe me this Wiryawan Sky Saga will only love you Prasasty Ayunindya Hartawan yesterday, now, later and until whenever and whatever happens "
For a moment Rasty was hypnotized by the male who had now managed to touch his heart and his body, for some reason his heart was warmed to hear the ravings of the Placid poet who was drunk with love, but for a moment Rasty realized the circumstances and reality if what they have been through now is more than the level of speech a pair of adult humans are no longer teenagers who have just graduated high school like those who are not good still said snot and smell kencur, even though they have got a Identity Card and a driving license in the form of SIM Card SIM card in the sense that it is not actually a Marriage Permission Letter.
" the scholarship I applied for was approved and I passed into one of the best universities in Singapoera "
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For a moment Saga was silent his breath was blocked even his saliva was hard he swallowed because of his surprise to hear the news that was either called good news or vice versa
" joking is Rast.. You're not serious about what you said ?"
Cercah Saga with intense eye gaze looks at the look on the face of her lover whether there is a lie and in fact is not visible there because it is what it is
" i'm serious even the day after I have to go there "
Saga's body was still silent hoping that what he heard was the result of his wrong listener. Honestly, he will not be able to if he has to part with his lover at this time especially after it happened
" you're avoiding me? You want to leave me Rast?! You don't realize what happened to you ?"
This time Saga was heard raising his voice his breath was up and down irregularly sign of an overflow of emotions that he was holding
" yes I realized and I remember rightly me and you have made a big mistake, but that does not mean then we just give up just let our minds also destroyed, our minds are also destroyed, I have a dream - mind Saga not because we have made a mistake then punish us and destroy our future too right. We are still young and even very young if we have to account for that mistake with a legitimate bond. You should also think about your future, the continuity of your Papa's work, your Mama's recovery and your brother's condition. Not that he was caught in the shadow of the mistake "
Rasty was no less emotional word for word that was said from the tiny thin lips as if a sharp dagger pierced the heart of the man who was now standing away from him to master the turmoil of his anger
" you are indeed Rasty but what we have done is not an easy thing for us to consider unimportant. I know we're young to think of the steps we should take as a response to our mistakes. But I don't want to be a cowardly man b****k who just ran away from mistakes. I know I did something wrong that's why I have to take responsibility "
" stop Ga.. Stop talking about it again I'm bored. I've decided if I prefer to achieve the future and my goals I don't want to destroy my parents' trust and hope, please Ga... We can still achieve our future even better even though I know a part of me has been destroyed but not with my ideals and hopes "
Rasty is increasingly intrigued and Saga feels stuck if Rasty alone can be as confident as this by correcting the mistake by continuing his future. Then why does he as a man have to feel so fragile
" I'm sure we're not the only young couple to make that mistake Saga out there there there are a lot of Saga and other Rasties who do that kind of stupidity but that doesn't mean we're gonna spend our time just to mourn that mistake. Times have changed Saga where the thought of the meaning of virginity is that the price of death will also decrease and is no longer the most important thing in a relationship "
Saga was still silent as if she was the most disadvantaged here
" Well if that's your decision I'll follow your wishes, but the one thing you have to remember is that I really love you and I really do intend to be responsible whenever you need me "
" i don't love you, either, but it doesn't feel right to sacrifice our minds and our youth just because of our mistakes, we have to learn a lot to be able to realize the real future. I really don't want to lose you, but I also don't want to be selfish Saga Our job as a child is to realize the dreams and expectations of our parents "
The atmosphere is now starting to subside no longer as hot and as hard as it was accompanied by the sinking of the sun which now presents an atmosphere of the sky that looks red Saga. The two sons of man who had been in conflict finally agreed to make peace .