About Saga

31. Perturbed

" saga... This is not possible, right ? Answer, we don't do that, right ? Answer Ga .."

Rasty continued to thrash, crying hysterically, aware of the events they had done last night. Even Rasty still did not realize the situation was still not dressed and only covered in a thick blanket

" sorry Rast... "

The sound of Rasty's body and the close embrace both very chaotic as hell - the glass. Angry, sorry, disappointed with themselves - each of them is now all that is free. Even when they disappear from the face of the earth, they are all free.

An easy mistake is indeed made even without them knowing before even though all there is no intention from the beginning, that is how destiny in life often happens not as we want. Saga and Rasty are a pair of hundreds and even thousands of young people who make mistakes without making them right. All regrets and anger will not restore the situation unless both will make peace with the mistake and be prepared to accept all the consequences later.

" i'm sorry Rast, who can't keep that trust, can't take care of you. I'm wrong Rast I'm a bastard, I'm a jerk, but you don't be afraid I'll take responsibility for all that, we'll just wait for graduation announcement , you don't worry after your Father and Mother come back I'll ask you to them immediately, we'll get married so I can account for my mistakes to you, we'll get married "

Saga spoke as he continued to tear up feeling he had become a loser who easily forgot a promise that was defeated with air *** ** , while Rasty was still silent in the close embrace of the Saga with sobs that did not stop.

Resigning, and giving up at this time was all that Rasty could do his heart broke his soul crumbled into disappointment, anger, regret and blame himself for the stupidity he did.

" rast... It's almost dawn we clean ourselves up, huh ?"

Rasty nodded, realizing that he was only wrapped in a blanket

" Let me help.. "

Without waiting for Saga's answer, she carried Rasty's body and took him straight to the bathroom

" you take a shower first, I get a change of clothes from sister's room Ayun, there are still many clothes - clothes that have not been used you can wear to change "

Rasty just nodded, somehow it felt still reluctant to talk to Saga maybe he was still very angry maybe he was also disappointed in Saga or himself, but it is not a problem for Saga he really understands Rasty's feelings at the moment, so he does not want to add to the problem anymore.

Now both of them have finished cleaning themselves Rasty has changed clothes belonging to the late sister Saga who looks fit and fit in the body of Rasty Dress as Wardah colored knees.

While the room that had been a mess with his second shirt scattered on the floor had returned neat, a beer-colored sepray had been replaced with a world-renowned ball motiv club sepray. Saga has also changed clothes with a navi-colored casual T-shirt and denim shorts, her wet hair and messy impression make the amount of clothing doubled.

" i want to go home now Ga "

His voice sounded flat and cold

" wait for us to have breakfast first, then I will take you home, soon the food will come, I've ordered it "

" don't let me have breakfast at home "

" Ra.. Pleases.. Don't torture me by silencing me like this, I know I'm wrong Rast but I'm really going to take responsibility for everything, because I love you so much Rast , I don't want to make your future ruined later "

" it's not just my future that's ruined but our future together, and most importantly my parents' hearts must be more broken when they know we've broken their trust , I know it's not just your fault but I'm also wrong even more wrong here why I couldn't be firm and reject you last night, instead I let you ,, I'm afraid Ga I've ruined the trust that mom and dad gave me, I .. I'm ashamed of Ga "

The two looked at each other in trying to dive into each other's feelings

" but you've been betrothed to Sesha you didn't forget it wasn't Ga ?"

" i'll finish it soon Rast, although I have to lose my late father's legacy company as a consequence, I'm willing Rast "

" but your future, mama novita and also brother Arga what if the matchmaking is void ? They will also be victims"

" does that mean you're not sure about the status of our relationship ? Are you not sure of my feelings ? You doubted me, and you thought our relationship wasn't worth fighting for and I just played with you Rasty ?"

Saga's voice seemed to be rising clearly if at this time the young man was in an unstable emotion, his breathing was up and down, his teeth were clenched, his two hands clenched with emotion

Saga seemed riled to hear Rasty's words. It is true that if Saga chooses to cancel her marriage then the worst possibility is to lose the legacy company of the Father and it certainly has a big impact on the future and the cost of treatment of Mama even though it is currently the one that bears her grandfather is not it is impossible if later it will also have an impact on the financing of the brother Arga who has special needs so that it requires a considerable cost because it must pay a special caregiver.

" heard yes Prasasty Ayunindya Setyawan I have made the biggest mistake, so I have to take responsibility whatever the risk. Because I don't want to be a loser and a cowardly man who can only do that doesn't dare to take responsibility. So I beg you never to doubt me, the matter of matchmaking sia*** that will be my business and I will find the best way out "

" sorry Ga,.. I don't mean to doubt you but I just think it's logical that it's not going to be easy, not to mention facing the disappointment of Daddy and Mommy all it's complicated Not as easy as you imagine now. Even imagining my parents' response, I can't stand it right now Ga gi.ana is angry and disappointed when they find out all this "

Rasty and Saga are alike - just sitting around thinking about what will happen next. Really if time can be replayed, of course, they do not want mistakes and khilaf it happens

" whatever the risk later I will still be responsible, I will marry you Rast, what if other things will also happen if you arrive .... "

Saga's words were cut off when Rasty interrupted her immediately

" nothing will happen, believe me we must be positive thinking now. We have made a big mistake but we will not add to the problem anymore because I think if we get married it is a bigger problem will come "

" Rasty.you realize that the mistakes we make are not trivial things about your future, it is not a trivial thing, and also we you think not if until I am not responsible in the future you will lose you who will experience problems later "

" i know Saga... But for now marriage is not the solution , now listen to me we still have to prepare for the future of each of us. I've thought about it we won't get married as long as nothing else happens, we'll continue our education "

" but.. Rast "

" believe this is the best decision and path for us Ga "

Saga also sighed heavily, but for now he could only say yes because Rasty's words were true.

" all right, now we'll have breakfast after that I'll drive you home huh "

Rasty nods at Saga's invitation to fill their stomachs before returning home.