About Saga
#13. Relationship without commitment
Without waiting for time they immediately drove splitting the streets that looked crowded because tonight coincides with the night of Sunday Street must be crowded .
" Rast, thank you so much, you always care about me and my family "
said Saga by staying focused on the wheel
" yes, I'm happy anyway to be able to do things that might be helpful for others "
" i shouldn't have brought you into a complicated situation in my family Rast , to be honest I'm ashamed and feel bad about you "
" Don't be like that, I sincerely do all this, I love your Mama, with Arga and also... "
Rasty did not continue his speech, he was aware and knew exactly his current mood was not intended to deny the heart, lying if he was not interested in the figure of Saga, handsome face, athletic height body, he said, independent and responsible and also affectionate even though it looks cold and loving
arrogant with others when in school, especially Saga who is the most wanted in their school as a basketball captain In Tunas Bangsa High School . Where many schoolgirls like racing to get the captain but always unsuccessful and retreat by itself.
" also...what is Rast ?"
" no, it's not really nothing - just forget about Ga "
Saga knew exactly the change in attitude Rasty replied that the girl was currently hiding something from him.
" rast... "
" yes Ga "
" Rasty..."
" what the hell Ga from earlier call Rasty Rasty and turn in yes in diem only "
" Rast, please wait for me yes "
"wait ? wait where ? where are you going ?"
Rasty furrowed his brows until it almost fused together
"wait for me to be the guy you deserve, who can always have time for you, who can always take care of you "
" Saga... You mean ? "
" i know I don't deserve to talk like that Rast because that's waiting for me yeah, let me bounce myself for you "
For a moment Rasty tried to understand and digest Saga's words, but he did not want to play guess origin, so he did not want to draw a unilateral conclusion
" Saga..I will always be there for you, for Mama Novita and also Arga I will try to always be able when needed . You spirit yes live all this that Iklas believe deh after the rain will surely come rainbow "
" if the rain does not subside until night means the rain will not come dhonk? it is impossible for rainbows to come at night "
Saga replied inviting a small laugh between the two of them
" can you Ga, yes if that's the word - he said I changed deh , what if the Storm must pass, or every road will end?"
" You are , there is also a lot of stock of your wise vocabulary "
" hehee. can be read from "
I'm Rasty with a bowed face a little embarrassed
" nothing at least has been an effort to encourage me, thank you very much "
Rasty replied with a sweet smile, and it just messed up Saga's heart and mind, because every time he was near Rasty his heart was always erratic with suddenly - suddenly he could be nervous, he could be nervous, and also often sports the heart because his chest is always pounding with irregular rhythms
" Rast... will your Mother's Father not mind you hanging out with me ?"
" why why is it ? denger ya Father and my parents are very thorough and not easy to believe carelessly with people let alone people who are still new to know, but..."
" but what ?"
" but. somehow so first met you when you anterin me the wound my forehead Daddy immediately believed in you, even Dad and Mommy often ask you why never play at home "
" cook anyway ? keep answering what ?"
" means they already know my family's situation?"
" yes, I'm sorry I told you what it is, I end salute you you are great even too great for people your age"
" all because of the forcing circumstances and will eventually get used to Rast "
" you are great Saga, Father and Mother also admire you a lot "
" akh. I'm so ashamed of them you must be exaggerating "
" i'm not just telling the facts"
" i was also amazed by your attitude to openly accept the situation of Mama and My Brother, maybe another girl will i'll feel with me "
" ah ah, I don't want to discuss it continue definitely will not win deh fight you "
" okay, how about we talk about ...."
" what about ?"
" have you ever dated Rast ?"
suddenly the question just escaped from the mouth of Saga and sontak make Rasty bowed embarrassed, and just shook his head slowly omen no or not
" Seriously you? , cook yes girl as beautiful as you have never been dating in this day and age lo "
" Daddy is too protective of me, even I don't have many friends, because Dad doesn't want me to fall into the company of today's children, sometimes I feel constrained, and it's burdening me not being able to enjoy my teenage years like my other friends "
Rasty paused his words for a moment and occasionally stared at Saga
" they can be free to play friends, even dating a girlfriend or just hanging out with friends, but that seems impossible for me, even when SMP I got to be given a special supervisor by Dad, so protective and it was very uncomfortable"
" that's because they love you so much, they want what's best for you "
" maybe, because I'm their only daughter, even though Father and Mother don't force me to be what I'll be in the future "
" you should be grateful to have Rast's whole family and parents "
" yes I know that"
" Saga.can you help me feel what most teenagers our age feel, because you're the only one I trust when other people are with me, I don't even have many friends or friends"
" no Rast, it's too hard for me, I'm afraid I won't be able to divide my time, attention and myself for others, since I know my burdens and responsibilities are not light I have to prioritize my family, and also the company, even I can't have more time to just think about my own feelings Rast "
" i know and I won't demand you to be like anyone else, just be the Saga now, the resolutely responsible Saga, Although at first glance like a bad boy but the fact that you are the best boy, I need someone who trusted Dad to be my friend "
Saga stopped his car and pulled it over so as not to disturb the other riders
" what does that mean now that we..?"
Saga could not continue his sentence
" i don't know Ga, but for sure I need you to convince Dad that I'm no longer a child to be looked after "
" but I haven't been able to offer you a Rast commitment "
" i know, and I'm not going to demand that, we just go about it as it is, because I know about our feelings - each of us nothing special "
" so if I say I love you does it violate our status code of ethics ?"
Rasty smiled as he bowed to Saga's words, Even though he did not know what he meant was an expression of feeling or just a word
" thanks Ga, at least after this I can get off the shuttle and pick up Dad when going and going home to school , because I'm tired of continuing to be bulying material because SMA is still being picked up like a Kindergarten child "
" But I'm sorry if I can't commit right now "
Saga ended the conversation when their car had reached the courtyard of Rasty's parents
