A World Without Seams
75
In my heart I counted...
One...
Two...
Three!
"Aarrrrrrrrrggghhhhhhh!!!" Rachel screamed loudly while beating Jim.
"Ouch! Ow hell! Ampuuunnn! Hel! Already! Huh!" yelled Jim in pain.
"You want to fuck around?" rachel asked as she continued to hit.
"No! I just want to see your hair! There's insects!"
"What!"
"So stop beating me!" groaning Jim. Rachel stopped her hitting motion and Jim opened his eyes while looking at Rachel's hair. He grabbed something and threw it through the window that was right behind Rachel. Makes Rachel hold back the laziness for a moment because Jim's face passed through her.
"It's so cruel!" jim rubbed his sick body.
"Sorry! Suddenly you are gone!" rachel replied as she threw her face out, embarrassed.
"You just want to grab the bug" Jim said, smiling at the embarrassed Rachel.
Nervous Rachel tidied her hair and fixed her sitting position. Jim smiled and sat back at the wheel.
"Sorry," he said slowly as he put his car back on.
"Where are we going?" ask Rachel.
"Somewhere," Jim said with a smile. Fifteen minutes later they reached the beach. The hot and hot weather of the sun is not so stinging because it has started to go dusk.
"Why bring me here?" rachel asked who was following Jim to the shore, nearing the line of the waves.
"Just want to spend time with you" replied Jim. He stretched out his hand while closing his eyes to the sea.
"Why should we come here,"
"Seeking only for calm. I want to talk. Come there!" point it at some small houses without walls that are provided by beach managers for visitors to rest. Jim pulled Rachel's hand and walked over. Rachel looked at her hand which was now held by Jim. Missing and haru. That's how he feels.
Jim sat down while enjoying the wind blowing from the direction of the sea.
"What do you want to say?" ask Rachel who can't wait to see Jim who really enjoys the scenery rather than their chatter.
"Why do you keep avoiding me?" jim looked at Rachel with a smile.
"You've said many times, I'm not avoiding!" rachel answered, not daring to look at Jim.
"really?" tanyakanya. Rachel just kept quiet still dodging Jim's gaze.
"Aren't you wondering why I'm looking for you?" tanyakanya.
"Why?" ask Rachel.
"Is it because of Nae? I've seen since our meeting at the mall, you start to change and avoid going on" Jim replied.
"I haven't changed!"
"Come on Hel, be honest!" pinta Jim's.
"No, you are the one who feels that way" replied Rachel.
"Ck! Still not being honest? I kissed this!" seductive Jim while advancing his body, Rachel's reflexes rewinded his body.
"Don't fuck around!" threaten Rachel.
"Some kind of Hel!" Jim chuckled with his joke.
"Don't know what the hell!"
"Is that important now Jim?" ask Rachel.
"Very. I've always felt weird lately" Jim said, restoring his hair.
"Weird why? Are you exhausted?" ask Rachel.
"No! I feel weird. Why do I feel so comfortable around you? Though at the moment only Nae is close to me, and she is my lover, strange isn't she?" ask Jim. Rachel just kept quiet, not knowing how to respond.
"I always feel your laughter, your smile even your voice is not foreign, I beg you to explain everything" Jim asked.
"Have you started to remember a little bit about your memory?" ask Rachel.
"No, only occasionally do I imagine a few places. But more voices filled my head. It hurts when it happens" Jim said.
"If I'm not the same person you remember, how?" ask Rachel.
"Allow me to start our friendship" Jim said.
"If we knew, how would you like to?" ask Rachel.
"Are we dating?" asked Jim excitedly. Rachel hit Jim's thigh hard. Jim complained while rubbing his thighs a little sore.
"If you only knew, how?" ask Rachel.
"No idea, but I wish we had a very close relationship. It feels very different to be close to you" Jim said as he looked at Rachel.
"Bragging! And how's Nae?" ask Rachel.
"Where's what?"
"Your relations?" ask Rachel.
"You jealous? Are you really my girlfriend?" ask Jim for spirit. Rachel hit Jim's thigh again.
"Seriously ah!" Rachel said.
"I'm serious Hel hehehe... Okay, my relationship with Nae just goes by. And the more days I feel strange and distant. He was like a stranger who always wanted to be close to me,"
"You're the smart one!" rachel said with a laugh. Jim smiled, though his head was now throbbing hearing Rachel's laughter. The sound of screaming and crying. The voices of busy people. Jim held his head.
"Jim! You okay?" rachel asked worriedly when she saw Jim.
"It hurts a lot" complained Jim.
Rachel who could not bear to see Jim immediately reached out her hand and stomped Jim's head.
"Is it still sick?" ask Rachel.
"better. Can you get my head?" jim asked as he spread out with his head on Rachel's thigh.
"Hey!" rachel Protest.
"Just a moment! Please.." pinta Jim.
Without saying another word, Rachel pinched Jim's head. Starting from his temple and then to his forehead. So it keeps repeating. Then Rachel turned to Jim's head, scolding him slowly. He could feel some stitch scars on Jim's scalp. Rachel long ago no longer frowned, but just stroked Jim's thick black hair.
There was a soft snoring Jim. It turned out that the man had fallen asleep because of the swab Rachel had done. After that, Rachel stopped and looked at Jim's face as much as she could. Because all this time he was afraid, Jim knew if he loved the man.
Rachel looked at Jim's face and cast her gaze toward the sea. Somehow he could describe his current feelings. Happily certainly. But he reminded himself that they still had no definite relationship other than being friends. Jim and himself were like two people who had just met and met. Like two people who have a partition. That partition is the memory of Jim who has not yet returned.
Rachel prayed that Jim would recover his memories quickly. Then he can reconnect with Jim. It sounded selfish but Rachel was so tired that Jim was still like this. It's hard not to be jealous. It was hard to say that his heart was fine.
And he doesn't know what to say about Nae. A Japanese girl who claims she was Jim's girlfriend before the accident. Is that really so? Rachel did not dare to suspect much about the girl. Because he never saw her, let alone knew her.
Rachel raised Jim's head slowly. He opened his cardigans, clumped them so they could become a pile of pillow replacements. Slowly he placed Jim's head carefully so as not to wake him up.
Afterwards, Rachel leaves Jim asleep.
Seriate...
