A World Without Seams

33

Rachel went back to the house at midnight. It didn't look like Bram or Cecil. I am grateful that I did not meet these two people. He is lazy to deal with them. They are adults who can solve their problems.

Rachel went into her room and laid her body to the ceiling. Smiling at Jim's smiling shadow then slowly fading away and disappearing as his eyes closed and fell asleep.

By dawn Rachel woke up as cold air blew on her cheeks. The cold is familiar. Rachel blinked her eyes as Jim's shadow smiled at her. Rachel smiled then resumed her sleep as Jim's broad hands rubbed his head. Makes it so comfortable. Rachel hugged her roll and continued her sleep again.

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Jim Pov's

These few days my body feels heavy, it is very difficult to walk far. Especially when dancing shoulders and waist on my left feels very painful. I tried many times, but I couldn't. I tried to force myself to walk but I fell down and no one helped me. I always thought of the girl with that sweet smile and that crisp laugh. Who was always waiting for me, liked my dance even though I wasn't perfect doing some moves.

"Bo**h, you're too pushy to find him. You know he just admires you" said a girl in a beautiful white dress covering her body to his feet.

"Don't bother!" i hateit. He is always present when I am in trouble and always speaks cynically.

"You've been like this still want to see him, you think he'll be happy? At least he won't want to see you, lousy man!"

"Shut up! Help me,"

"Help you? Hahaha... do you expect me so much?" he laughed sinisterly and squatted down to equalize his gaze.

"Please?" this time I begged him, throwing away my pride.

"What can I help you with? You know the consequences, right?" tanyanya stroked my face which was now filled with sweat.

"I know, I beg you. This time to you. Aren't you the only one who deserves this?" I tried to soften his heart. He let out a rough breath and stood back to look at me cynically.

"I hate to see you pleading. Fight on your own instead of you ruining your body!" said it.

"Please Briel, this time I'm not strong,"

"That's great b**oh!"

"You're outrageous! Help me, please,"

"The consequence is amnesia" he answered with a flat face and cast a glance. I was surprised to hear it. That's exactly what would happen if he helped me. It's not comparable.

"Are there no other consequences?" my many.

"Pullification!"

"W**! You!" I hate him more and more.

"Whatever!"

"Alright, help me,"

"You're amnesiac, all right?" he laughed cynically.

"What's wrong, I'm sure my memory will recover,"

"You won't remember it, it's free! When you wake up you forget it. Not a single memory of him is in your head. You'll only give him hurt and sorrow!" he said it was getting sick of me. I can't stand this pain.

"I'm sure I'll try to remember it,"

"I'm sorry, but your memory of him will be erased, I'm just doing my job,"

"Hurry now!" I asked a little urgently. This miss beat everything. I miss that brown haired girl so much. I don't know what this feeling is. It felt so deep, but only a few times we met.

"Alright, you know the consequences. You will forget the people close to you. That girl!" briel. If I were strong, I'd have eliminated this girl, the way she spoke would have fed me up. Her overstretched nature made me hate her.

"Patience! You think this is easy? I warned you!" snapped it.

"I know, hurry up! I don't need your talk!" I hit him back. I am not his slave who can be treated with all the rules he made. Even I knew him from the beginning he was not a sweet and friendly person but vice versa.

"Good! After this you take care of everything yourself," he said coldly. He got up and the sunlight like it lit up my eyes made me glare. Then I fainted unconscious.

I woke up with a light body and a little dizzy but gradually disappeared by itself. I want to see the girl soon.

"It's a hurry,"

"Thank you, Briel" said Jim shortly before opening the door and running out. I hope the girl hasn't slept.

Thank goodness she was sitting in the garden alone. My heart is pounding. I took a breath, patted my chest and walked over to him.

"Hi?! Just daydream!"

"Jim!? I miss knowing!" Rachel hit me on the shoulder and covered her mouth because of the slap of talking. I looked up at Rachel. That girl is Rachel.

"Well, kangen kaaan? Cieeee..."

"Jim! ah...!" Rachel was a little sulky but her face was flushed red. I like to tease her

"Your face is red!" I accidentally saw Rachel's cheeks flushed red.

"Jim! Huh!" Rachel lowered her head to cover her face with her long hair.

"Come here, you're beautiful. So don't get covered in gini" I ventured to lift Rachel's chin and tuck Rachel's hair behind her ear. Then look into his eyes deeply.

"Udah, I'm dying" Rachel said with a shy smile. I was anxious to see him want me. Aaah this thought is disturbing.

"Ehehehe... Yeah, so you really miss me?" I asked while winking one eye teasing him again.

"Jim! Nope! I didn't miss it," Rachel threw her face the other way. I laughed amusedly.

"Yes, that's it. Now that I'm here, I want to do gt," I tried seriously this time.

"What do you want to do?" rachel replied fiercely.

"Well, what cake is that, let it miss," I replied with a smile.

"What yaaa? oooh... let the kangen? here's your hand," Rachel asked as she reached out. I quickly gave my hand to Rachel's palm. Rachel quickly bit my hand, it didn't really hurt but I'd rather just give up and make her smile with satisfaction.

"Aw.. aw.. yes yes, ampuuun. okay, okay, already," I replied, shaking my hand as if in pain. Rachel let go of her bite and smiled triumphantly.

"Udah, break even!" Rachel said.

"So sadistic of you" I said, wiping his painless hands.

"Eat him don't tease me huh," said Rachel.

"Yes, miss, I said as I cupped my hands in front of my chest.

"Where are you going anyway? Never practice," Rachel protested.

"You waiting?" my friend meant to tease him. Rachel nodded. Makes me feel bad. I thought he was just joking but he was serious. Does he have the same feelings as me? I didn't expect more, I knew what our relationship would be like with all the consequences that were already in the agreement. I can't always feel pain and it's hard not to meet this girl in front of me. The more I wanted to avoid, the more this chest felt. To be honest, this feeling I can't stand, I miss you too, Hel. And this is where I, even if I could only meet you for a moment, felt so precious.

Do you have the same feeling?