A widower? Hot Daddy's.

The Part 14

The day that I went through was different as my relationship became increasingly frozen and distant when in fact my status with him was only limited to knowing because of neighbors, not yet become something valuable. Several times I saw Andrew meet Mira to just invite him to work together or indeed deliberately want to meet, but it means good for him to be faster to be happy.

From the gate of the complex can be seen a car walking slowly in through it, the glass from the car door was lowered by the driver who immediately smiled behind a matching sunglasses with clothes that today are attached to his body.

Once in front of the house, the car stopped.

"Hi."

Ana got out of the car and walked over. I returned her greeting with just a smile which meant that our previous quarrel had ended, with Ana apologizing through the message that night I had forgiven her.

"Oh yeah, where's Davina? Alone, though."

"Yes, he's not coming."

I immediately invited Ana in to meet Syafina, just so we wouldn't talk to each other.

Syafina who saw Ana's arrival was quite happy but not at all enthusiastic, she still prefers to play with her dolls, one of which is a doll given by Mira.

Since that incident, I forbade Syafina to get too close to Mira, arguing that Mira was busy and worried when Syafina met her would interfere with Mira's activities, though it's all just my reason that wants to make Mira stay away from my life as well as Syafina, so that she can establish relationships with others. It doesn't feel like people like me are still expecting a good soul mate like Mira, let Mira be happy with a partner who can make her feel perfect, and Andrew is the perfect choice.

"So soon, I'm making a drink."

Maybe Ana felt after that incident, my attitude towards her was no longer the same, but I was acting differently not because of that problem, it was just more of a feeling that I was experiencing right now.

"Mas, you're actually still angry because of yesterday's problems?"

True to my guess, Ana felt the difference in my attitude towards her. I shook my head before a few words came out of my mouth.

"I'm okay, that problem is not to be thought of again."

With a smile, I tried to cover up the feeling I was feeling right now, it turned out that sincerity was the hardest science to do.

"I know, Mom, your smile is forced, if you don't want us to meet or maybe there is no relationship anymore is also okay, sorry all this time I often disrupt your time, you know, I'm home ya."

Ana immediately moved from her seat to leave, but by reflex I prevented her from holding her hand.

"It's not because it's a problem ko, sorry."

I told Ana to sit down.

"Don't know why I don't feel in the mood anymore, maybe because of my tiredness."

Only such a reason could I explain to him, it was impossible to explain the current situation about what was going on.

I scrunched my forehead, trying to digest the sentence he meant.

"Don't think of it as weird, it's real disgusting."

Ana gave up after I didn't respond to her words.

"Oh, hhhmmm, this is it."

I sat down under the chair with my back, which meant I told Ana to massage my shoulders, and Ana understood. Apparently this method managed to distract him about the matter earlier, and also made our chatter more relaxed. Ana's soft palms give me goosebumps but she seems good at massage, her power is not too hard makes me feel very relaxed. After feeling enough to massage the shoulders, Ana continued to the forehead and head and rested my head on both thighs, Ana really treated me very gently, when Ana does a massage on the head, my eyes are always closed, not only because they feel relaxed, but I also do not want to see Ana's face that could be tempting. Ana's massage was focused on the forehead until I couldn't resist the sleepiness and a moment later unconsciously I had fallen asleep leaning on her thigh.

I woke up when I heard laughter from them, apparently Ana was accompanying Syafina drawing in her room, it seemed like they were happy.

The day had gone by, Ana decided to go home soon because she had promised her daughter to come home not too late. I drove Ana up to the front yard, I saw that across the street Mira's car was parked, indicating that Mira was coming home early, maybe her job was not too much so she could go home sooner than usual.

Almiera Shofia Prameswary's

These few days I could not enjoy my life as it used to, since it felt once he was away from me even it seems he forbade Syafina to meet me because for a few days after Syafina stayed at my house, until now I only met him occasionally, even with a very short time. I don't know what Angga said to Syafina so when we met, he was always looking for an excuse to leave immediately.

Even like this, life will continue and will still hope for the best.

After the routine work is all done, I want to go home soon to rest, lucky today's work is not too much so I can go home faster even though for now the home environment is not making me happy, but there is still a lot of homework that I have to finish. As a person who lives independently, I must be able to manage the time so that everything can be done by myself, tired indeed but this is still not how compared later when I will become a mother, but this is still not how compared to when I will become a mother, moreover, having children, even though my son will be as good as Syafina, Syafina? Why do I remember that boy, I seem to miss him so much.

Spending time as usual that was not too much different, I had reached the gate of the housing complex, the security guard who saw my car smiling as usual, greeted me as usual, I replied by looking at him while smiling kindly, but at once my smile was lost to see a car that I knew was parked right in front of his house. The spirit that I had worked so hard to build now disappeared instantly which in the end made me lazy to do homework and prefer to reflect on what really happened until everything became like this.

"What did you do that night?"

Still vividly recalling the incident that night when I contacted her through a video call, I saw Ana who seemed to have just come out of the bathroom because her hair still looked wet, just by wearing a towel that is not able to cover the entire body, I think any woman who saw the incident will immediately think to the negative, and any woman would be hurt to see her loved ones like that. I did not have any official or special relationship with him so I had no right to be angry or forbid it, but still saw all that my chest felt tight to the point of being stunned.

It happened almost two weeks ago but it still made me shed tears, maybe their newly-occurring intimacy triggered those bad memories, the gentle rubbing that Ana did seemed to be so he enjoyed it and made me envious, why didn't I do it? Why am I not in his position?

The incident seemed to make me a little thin, visible from the reflection of the face in the mirror clearly showed my cheeks that began to taper.

"Maybe this is the diet that suits me best."

I remember what happened a few months ago when my weight went up drastically because somehow I used to feel hungry at night, it seems like my dinner at that time was not able to provide satiety long enough that in the end made me wake up in the middle of the night because I was hungry, until finally for the sake of being able to sleep well again I also have to fill the stomach with food.

However I had to fight hard to lose weight when he came with his little daughter to be a new neighbor right in front of the house that the previous owner had to move duty to another city. Remembering the incident when I first liked it made me smile a little, indeed he is not my first love but his figure is so simple and loving that makes me really melt and feel the feeling that has long been lost.

At the beginning of their existence actually I never took the initiative to get close to him first, but his little daughter who in the end made us become familiar. Syafina often deliberately played to my house when she saw me just came, but the purpose of playing was just to meet me, never once did he ask for more and when he still did not know when to go home, Angga always picked him up, the frequent occurrence like that makes us take the time to chat which sometimes it is just the two of us who like to forget the time and purpose why Angga is in my house. The more the day our relationship grew closer until the weekend for the first time Syafina asked me for something, he innocently asked, "what aunt tomorrow would want to join Syafina?" At first I did not agree to his invitation, but after confirming the purpose he invited me, I also agreed and will take a vacation with the two of them.