A Reply to My Husband

Sensitively

"Guide me eat. I haven't eaten since noon, '" Pinta Barra.

Barra had not had time to eat because he was busy looking for mangoes for him. Actually, Rania is lazy, but seeing Barra's disheveled and messy appearance, she feels sorry.

"I've eaten, so I'm just accompanying you."

Barra smile. "Thank you."

They walked to the dining room. Rania subconsciously prepared the dishes and took the rice for Barra. Her habit of serving her husband for many years could not just disappear.

"No need Ran, I can take it myself. You sit. I just want to be accompanied by food. That's all." Barra immediately took the plate from Rania's hand and told her to sit down.

"Is it still vomiting?"

"Sometimes."

"When is the check schedule? I'll drive you."

"Still long ...Not necessary. I can go by myself. I usually go alone, right?" rania Syndir.

Barra hush. The atmosphere feels strange.

If Rania was pregnant when their condition was still friendly first, maybe now Rania has been whining for this, dizzy asking for something warm, or her feet sore asking for a massage, ask to buy something sweet, or want to eat his favorite durian ice cream. But the conditions are different.

"Do you want anything else? I can find him tomorrow after work. You just tell me."

"I can ask Mama to find him. So you don't have to be tired."

"Rone ... "

"Just finish your meal!"

Barra did not continue with her sentence. This Rania in front of him was no longer the previous Rania. Rania was now the cold and indifferent Rania.

"Where's Mom? Usually he makes a fuss when he hears me coming home?" Barra tried to melt the atmosphere.

"I don't know. Someone was looking for him. Since then I've been invisible."

"You know who's looking for mom?"

Rania just shrugged her shoulders.

"Rone ... Have you not forgiven me yet?"

"I'm already sleepy. I'm going to sleep first." Rania rushed away without answering Barra's question. The man could only stare at Rania's departure. For him it means he has not forgiven him.

I'll keep trying Ran ... For our son's sake!

Barra was still finishing her meal when she heard the front door open. It was her mother who had just returned home. Barra stood up and walked into the front room to confirm it.

"Where did my mom come home at this hour?" greet Barra.

"Oh .. that ... Mother finished the ceremony with her friends," answered her mother a little.

"Until this hour?"

"Biasalah .. mothers when they gather like to forget time." His mother tried to find an excuse.

Barra didn't say anything else. He walked up the stairs to his room and Rania. Arriving at the room she saw Rania had closed her eyes even though she knew Rania had not actually slept.

Used ... Rania must have been waiting for him to come home and welcome him. Then prepare hot water for her bath after which accompany her to dinner while listening to her complaints and stories. Now then? Rania even left him at the dinner table alone. Only now did Barra feel that loss of attention. Rania used to force it even though Barra had banned it.

Like when Rania was not feeling well. He still insisted on serving all Barra's needs even though Barra had banned him. And instead he asked Barra to massage his feet until he fell asleep.

If only "it was" it could be played back. I'll try better. I will obey all your wishes. I'll enjoy every second you whine for my attention.

Barra leaned her body against the door while continuing to look at Rania's face. It was just as eager for her to catch up with him to the bed and hug him as she used to do so often. Disturb his sleep until he wakes up and nags and then invites him to do hot scenes like in adult films they often watch. After that chat talk about the unclear under the blanket.

"Then Barra ... first ... You wasted him. " Over and again Barra reminded herself. What she is experiencing now is the result of her inability to become a household leader.

"But it's not too late. I can still regain her heart."

Barra immediately went to the bathroom and cleaned herself up. After everything was finished he lay down beside Rania.

"I know you haven't slept" Barra said. Rania's current position was on her back so she seemed to be talking to herself.

Rania did not answer. He kept his eyes closed.

"Want me a massage?" Still no answer.

"You usually like it when I'm about to massage your feet."

"Mbak Imah took my foot this afternoon." Finally Rania let out a voice still with her eyes closed. This alone made Barra's heart happy.

"Ah .. I'd better fire Mbak Imah."

Rania immediately opened her eyes and turned around. He glared at Barra to ask for an explanation.

"Why?"

"Because he has taken over all my duties" Barra replied casually. "You don't want me to flinch, you don't want to ask me for anything either. Everything has been done by Ma'am Imah."

Rania quiet. "I don't want to bother you."

"Ran .. I don't feel bothered. I'm your husband. I don't feel bothered at all. I'm just happy."

" I've been depending on you for too long. Later if we're separated I won't be able to live independently."

Barra sighs. "We will not be separated. I don't want to be separated from you and our son."

"That's your word now. Let's just wait until mom says something about me and you'll definitely threaten to divorce me again!" Rania grabbed her blanket again and would lie down again.

But Barra pulled his hand. "That was Ran ... Before I realized my mistake. I've changed. I already know my mistake."

"I've also changed Barra!"

"Please Ran .. Give me a chance."

Rania did not answer.

"All right then." Barra grabbed her phone from the nightstand.

"Who do you want to call?"

"PRT channeling agent."

"For what?"

"Tell me that Ma'am Imah tomorrow no longer needs to work for us. I'll also give him a month's salary even if it's only been a few days working here."

"You can't do that!"

"Of course I can!"

"Pity him Barra, he's the backbone of his family." Rania remembered the life story of Ma'am Imah. Rania's eyes became teary and then dripped a clear grain on her cheek.

Barra was confused by herself. His intention was just to threaten Rania so that she could have a little gap to get close to him.

"Hey ... Why are you crying? Yes already .. I won't do it. But you also have to promise to tell me if you want anything."

Rania nodded. Barra hugged him and Rania did not refuse.

Why am I being so whiny? These hormonal changes made me very sensitive and I didn't like it.