A Couple of Hearts

Mental Disorders

His footsteps continued down the silent hallway all white. There was no one there, only the sound of her shoe steps could be heard. And after arriving at the door which was also white, he immediately knocked on the door.

“Log in,” Let someone's voice out from inside the room. He turned the door handle and went inside.

“Amora? Your face this time is better than before.” Said the woman dressed in white.

“Doctors always say so every time I come.” Amora then sat down at the table in front of the woman's doctor.

“This time is different. You are a little more cheerful.” The doctor said, but only with a weak smile.

Amora has been consulting with psychologists for years now. Headaches that he always felt, according to the doctor, were caused by the stress and depression he experienced. But this consultation was deliberately Amora secret from anyone including Bryan. He did not want many people to know about his appalling condition.

And it turns out that all this time Amora's efforts to cover it successfully. Bryan never knew about this consultation. Hopefully he will never find out until he is fully healed. Amora will also try to make this disease can be cured quickly.

*

Paul submitted some of the examination papers to Bara. Meanwhile Bara is confused when she receives the documents that Paul thrust on her.

“It...”.

“It was a file report of Miss Amora's consultation from the psychologist who handled it so far.” Answer Paul.

“Psychologist?” I was very surprised to hear it. All this time he had known about this one important piece of information.

“Iya. Looks like Miss Amora has a psychological illness as seen from the results of her report in recent years.” Said Paul and Bara immediately rushed to read the file.

Psychosomatic. This type of mental disorder raises physical problems from the way the patient thinks himself. Symptoms of this disorder begin from anxiety, anxiety, stress to depression. Physical problems that arise from this mental disorder include fatigue, pain in the muscles, shortness of breath, to sweaty palms. Sometimes also experience excessive anxiety even though the complaint is very mild.

Dissociatives. This type of mental disorder eliminates the continuity between thoughts, actions, memories, to his own identity. This disorder is often experienced by someone with a deep traumatic experience as a form of self-defense from the trauma.

Depressingly. This mental disorder makes the sufferer feel restless, restless, hopeless and worthless. The condition is often associated with suicide because ongoing feelings of hopelessness make the sufferer feel pointless to stay alive.

“Gosh,” Bara instantly limp after reading it. He never thought about what Amora was going through right now.

“Psychosomatic, Dissociative and Depression?” ask Bara more about the statement of disbelief.

“True. There seems to be a problem that traumatized him on one occasion even some events that made him become like this.” Paul Said. He was told by the doctor who treated Amora about the cause of the disease.

Bara who did not expect with the new information he got was immediately collapsed. His eyes are sweet and nilar. How could he leave Amora in such a severe condition? Were all of his illnesses caused by him? If it is like that, Bara feels very guilty to him.

“Paul, what should I do now?” ask her with a somber look. The figure of Bara Paul saw now changed drastically. His dashing, firm and charismatic nature instantly disappeared changing with his figure that looked weak and fragile.

“This is not your fault, Bara. This is not all your fault. I'm sure that Miss Amora will definitely recover.” Paul tried to comfort Bara.

Paul already knows the love story of Bara who was forced to run aground in order to fight for the company Atmanaja Group. He also greatly understood Bara's decision to part with her lover of heart. But it turned out that the impact of it was quite great to shake his mind. Neither Amora nor Bara. Both of them had quite deep wounds in their hearts.

*

“Don't forget to have plenty of food. Elo know for yourself that our stomach is stretched.” Dimas Cengengesan.

“Ye, the mah stomach elo doang times.” Denied Erin hit Dimas' shoulder.

“Quiet later I'll gofood aja yes buy food.”

“Whatever matters there is food I cus.”

“Ya let's go up.” Satria told Amora, Erin and Dimas to get in his car.

“Dim, elo only who brought my car well,” pinta Satria while handing the car keys to Dimas.

“Say you want to mode deketin si Amora. Basic lo,” grumbled Dimas but he just took the car keys and sat behind the wheel.

“Rin, elo sitting in front well. I want to sit in the back.” Pinta Satria on Erin.

“Iye. It's up to you.” Now it was Erin's turn to sit next to Dimas. Satria came in and sat next to Amora who was already in the car.

Meanwhile Amora was just silently looking out the window. His mind was blank looking straight ahead. He is confused about his life goals at this time. What he wanted to achieve after losing all the people he loved.

"Did?!" satria's call disperse the reverie of Amora.

"Eh, what? Sorry I was daydreaming." replied Amora with a grimacing smile.

"To daydream what? Seriously." asked Satria with an anxious look.

"Be careful, Ra. Si Satria again mode tuh." seduce Dimas while still focusing on driving.

"It's nothing. Oh yes, I buy you a snack later." bargained Amora trying to divert the conversation.

"Well, the mantep tuh." Dimas answered the pleasure because the food supplier for him more and more.

"Ra, you don't papa? His face was ashen as a rowdy." said Erin looking at Amora.

"Oh this, I no longer wear makeup, so it looks like pale." she said with a thin smile.

Erin could not argue anymore. He knows which face is pale because of makeup and which face is pale because of the condition of his body that is dropping. But he could only shut up and watch.

Meanwhile, Satria who sat beside Amora felt that the woman next to her was indeed unwell.

"If you want to rest say yes," said Satria with a soft tone full of worry.

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