99 Love for You

Season 3 – Part 21

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- PoV-Rangga

I feel guilty for Cecilia. I've ignored him

and not look in his direction. Oh, my God, I'm sorry. I just don't like it with

the way he asked me to marry again. Is that a solution? That

it will only hurt him and me. Also Rosida. Is there a woman

who wants to be a second wife?

There may. But I wouldn't have done that to

my woman. I know Cecil must have suffered all along. How he received

the fact that he can't have offspring and can't give me

scion.

I went home and saw that Cecil's car was in

homehouse. I breathed before entering our house. There's a sense of tightness in my heart

when I see him later.

I spread my eyes across the whole house. There is no Cecil

there. I'm heading to our room. And sure enough, Cecil was already asleep on the spot

our sleep. I looked at him in silence. There was no feeling of seeing him fall asleep

with such peace.

I chose to clean myself first and then I went along

with Cecil to dreamland. I looked at her sleeping face. There's a look

sadness there. I can see it. I stroked his rambt which turned out

getting longer. I didn't pay much attention to him because he always closed it

with hijab.

God, how long haven't I been watching my wife?

I was so busy at the office. And don't know if he's got a lot of wounds

diurnal. I don't feel a clear circle flowing from the corner of my eye. I cried

in silence while looking at the face of the woman I love so much.

Yeah, I always said I loved her. But why

now I hurt him? It would be unfair if only he was to blame

in all of these things, it might just be my fault, too. Tired

crying, I got late and closed. My body is tired. Congratulating

sleep, baby. Cecilia, I love you…

The next morning, I saw that smile on his face.

Although this heart feels flushed to see that smile, but I am also not powerful

to return that smile.I'm sorry, Cecilia.

“Mas, breakfast first.” Her speech.

“Hmm.” I just replied with a demeanor.

He remains painstakingly at my service. He took food and

present it in front of me. The sadness was still on his face. What

all I have to do? I'm afraid she'll talk about marriage again if I

talk now. For now I have to lift my ego. Till I

get one certainty.

In the afternoon, I emptied my schedule and went somewhere

place of. Since morning I've been looking for information about a male doctor in the field

male reproduction. I got one name. His name is Doctor Oki. Yeah, he's a guy.

It is also impossible for me to consult a female doctor.

I wiggled my feet to get rid of my panic. New

the first time I came to a place like this, of course I hadn't

ever doubted my might. I always play pretty up there

bed. Cecil was also satisfied with my game. But, there is one thing that must

I'll make sure further.

“Master Rangga Adi Putra.” Call a nurse.

“Iya.” My answer.

“Please enter the check room.” Say that nurse again.

I nodded and knocked on the door before entering.

Doctor Oki greeted me kindly. I sat facing

with it with a sense of unease.

“If I may know, there are complaints what you consulted

“Umm, look, Doc.” I handed you a piece of paper

cecilia's lab.

Doctor Oki read it and nodded his head. “So,

your wife in the verdict will not be able to have offspring.”

“Sya, doc. All I want to know is that maybe I.

also..” I can't continue my sentence.

Doctor Oki nodded his head in order to understand my feelings. “So, you

want to know if you also have the same condition or not?”

“Sya, doc. During this time our society always looked if

a woman cannot have children because she is barren. But very

rarely blame the guy.”

“But with the results of this test..”

“It was ten years ago, Doc. I'm afraid if

I'm actually the one with the problem. So, please check me, Doc.” I'm ruling out

ego and my shame.

“Good. Come with me.”

After I checked, I got out of the clinic. The doctor said

if the results can be obtained in about a few days. I let out a breath

long and heading for my car. A call from Danny came into my phone.

I'll be back at the office soon. Several important meetings are waiting for me.

A few days later, I got confirmation from the clinic

Doctor Oki. I'll fix myself if the outcome is bad. I don't want to

people blame Cecil for something that turned out to be my condition.

As usual I moved my legs to push away

tenseness. I was waiting for Doctor Oki to take my test results a few days ago. I

berto’a hope the results are not as I feared.

Doctor Oki sat down in front of me. “Thank you for that

waiting, Mr. Rangga.”

I'm nodding. Dr. Oki started to open the lab papers

mine. He scrunched his forehead. Then breathe out slowly. Oh my God, there is

whatisthis?

“Pak Rangga.. I will read your lab results. I'm sorry, please,

Sir. After going through several stages of examination. Father is stated to have

low fertility rate. So that the father is difficult to have offspring.”

RRRRRRR!!!!

I was struck by lightning during the day. So it's true

here's reality. I'm sculpting. My feet feel so weak.

“But I'm calm. The quality of the sprm can be improved

with some supplements containing folic acid and zinc. This nutrient can increase

the number of sprmayang has signs of infertile. However, if the acid

folate or zinc is consumed separately or not combined, then

there is no significant impact of sp*rma production. Father should also

maintain your lifestyle with not too stress and maintain a diet. My

will write down any foods that are good for increasing the fertility of the father. Also

supplements you can buy at our pharmacy.”

I feel all the words of Doctor Oki

feels stuck in space. I walked straight to my car in the parking lot

the clinic. I sat in the car for a long time. I didn't heed the call

from Danny who knows how many times.

I put my head on

car steering. Can a man not cry? Of course it can't be? I

also human. I have a level of patience that is like any other human being.

I cried wailing

my fate. Turns out this isn't just your fault, Cil. It's my fault too. I

the guilty. I'm sorry, Cecilia…

#connecting

*mamak mebek pas make this part.

accompanied by a sad song belonging to IU added mewek, hiks hiks. Patience, Rangga,

Cecilia…