
Han was unable to close his eyes at all, he only capitalized on coming to his ex-lover's wedding without thinking about what readiness he would do when he was at the event, he also did not really like the atmosphere of the wedding which he thought was so boring if lingering there.
The time was still showing at 5am, there should still be a few more hours before he saw the wedding ceremony, but it felt like he was the one who was going to stand in front of the altar, a nervous feeling mixed with worry enveloped his mind, unceasingly the man's steps were going in an indeterminate direction.
“Akh!!! It sucks!! Those who want to get married why should I be made complicated!!” he said he did not know who the words were for.
“comeh Han!! You just need to congratulate me and then after it's gone, it's not hard isn't it?”
Should he regret his choice?
Just attending a wedding herself overreacts more than those who are about to get married, but she is only one of hundreds of invitations who also attend the wedding, just need to behave normally like them after all his former lover is not too concerned about his presence there.
Rather than dizzy thinking about the unclear isn't it better that Han should have prepared himself?
After content to argue between the thought of heart and appearance, Han decided to take out all the items in his suitcase, arriving at the hotel the man did not have time to open it because suddenly his friend asked Han to meet him.
And only now can Han see the view of Jeju island from the 15th floor, when viewed from the current hour the island still looks cool and still not seen the sun will soon rise.
“What?” Han was a little surprised to see the contents of his suitcase which was so many items that Keira had never ordered, he even found a box of***** and some unnamed items.
There's a letter Keira might have written.
‘I've prepared a gift, for your ex-lover, for,
please don't open it!!! And I also slipped a good tool there, hopefully useful’ - Kim Keira Hye.
“Sial!!” annoyed Han took the box, then threw it into the trash with Keira's letter, he only traveled for two days but Keira's attitude of believing Han would sow seeds carelessly. ‘you think I can't control myself what?’
“like from the beginning my choice is always wrong”
Han decided to clean up after deciding to wear a black suit and a white shirt with a bow tie as the complement, the wedding will take place at 9 am but there is no harm if he prepares it, right?
After spending 45 minutes in the bathroom, all the luxuries in it made Han a little lazing in it, in the room just wearing a towel wrapped around his waist, he said, leaving his field chest and box stomach exposed just like that.
The man was now enjoying the food delivered by the room service order, he sipped the wine little by little permeating the taste of the wine that was so sweet and bitter in turn, it's actually really bad when an empty stomach is filled with drinking with high levels of alcohol but who can ban it here?
He walked towards the big glass is given a direct view by the beautiful island of Jeju which is still quiet from the visitors, while holding the wine in his hand, the gaze was fixed on the girl in a white dress with the back part showing sitting on the beach.
With the help of the sea breeze made her hair slightly move in an uncertain direction, the girl's gaze was only fixed on the sun that would soon appear, she said, somehow Han was eager to see a face but not too curious.
It could be that the woman is just waiting for the sun or relieve the sadness of parting with her lover.
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The clock is at 8:45 a.m
All the attendees who came were already sitting on the bench for the invitees, not many were present because the wedding was held not on a holiday.
In a black and white suit, Han walked into the bride's room, he wanted to see Yeri more clearly before seeing the woman go to the altar.
He saw Yeri who was pointing to the mirror, how beautiful she was polished by the makeup and wearing the wedding dress, increasingly making Han hesitate to step back to Yeri who was alone there. But Han couldn't avoid this meeting and he should have done that to end it all immediately and believe it if all had passed.
Yeri slightly changed position to be able to see the figure of a lover who has taught her many things even though their story can not end together. “you came?”
Han nodded, he slightly kept his distance with Yeri to five steps, Han knew if he had to keep his distance on someone who was about to get married let alone that the woman was still different in heart to this day. “I just want to congratulate you on your wedding, there is nothing special I can give you, but I always hope that life is always happy with her, she said, I want to say goodbye to my love and release it now”
For a moment Han took a breath “Yeri, please don't ever come back to me, you know clearly how I feel about you, I don't want to be tied down in the ravine of destruction, I have the right to be happy just like you, I have the right to be happy just like you, so let's end all this and forget everything whatever happened”
“Han, I know you're hurt because I decided to leave you when we were about to carry out our engagement, but it wasn't my wish but your father who always scared me to be close to you, if I could choose I wanted to be with you Han but I was wrong it never happened and I was happy to forget you until I finally dropped my heart on someone after so much the wound that was engraved” said Yeri, he wiped the tears that would soon flow.
“well, it's my fault I love you so much that I hurt my own love, I think they've all been waiting for you, go”
Before long the bridesmaids entered the room, they put a cloth to cover Yeri's face and gave her a bunch of roses, slowly they left the room and took Yeri away.
‘I love you’
The ceremony went well like today's weather, Han went through all those processes from a distance with feelings mixed into one, there was a sense of relief but was overwhelmed with sadness, she said, it was so sad to see the person she loved make her promise to another man and decide to spend her life with him.
Han just sat on the end of the chair after the party started, he also only drank from the servants who gave him, he said, there is no interest in joining there let alone talking to Yeri and her husband who are so happy.
Until the session where the bride leaves the place and time to determine whether the flower will be thrown or given to someone lucky.
Han didn't move from there one bit.
But who would have thought if Yeri would come up to him and give her bouquet of flowers to Han, when the invitees sounded sad because there was no troublesome session with each other bouquet of flowers.
“for you, I hope you are not afraid to step into the wedding and I hope you can fall in love and be happy Han” said Yeri, he actually had the intention to give the flower to Han long before they met earlier.
“thank you Yeri”
Yeri smiled, she received a helping hand from the husband immediately took her into the prepared car.
‘is it really going to happen?’
In the afternoon, after witnessing so many moments about the past, Han chose to pour out all his feelings and decided to stand among the high enough rocks, so that if he looked down Han could see how deep and tall he was.
“I Hate my life!!”
“I want to be free!!!”
“why mom always lies!!”
Han poured out all his feelings by shouting on the cliff.
“Ahjussi!!”
Han was a little surprised when someone called him with such a designation, with a little annoyed the man turned around and looked at the woman who called him ‘Ahjussi’
“Akh!!”