You Are My Life (You are My Life)

The Past of Bianca

Bianca guessed what had happened. This was the first time, Bima looked at him so sharply and coldly. How she sits on the sofa in the middle of her apartment. Sitting face to face with Bianca who began to realize the situation.

"How many months?" the first question that came out of Bima's mouth after almost half an hour they stayed there.

Bianca's hands were clinging to each other, fear clearly visible from her face. Cold sweat began to wet his forehead.

How'this? Why does Bima know?

"Why would I know? All because your lies can not always be covered" said Bima, as if understanding what Bianca is thinking at this time.

"I-I can explain, Bim a-I..."

"I don't need your explanation! All I want to answer are questions from me. Understand!!" the sound of Bima had gone up an octave

Bianca increasingly shuddered to see Bima's gaze so sharp. There was anger behind his eyes.

"Bim, I-I..."

"How many months?" ask Bima again coldly

Bianca lowered her head with her hands still clinging to each other "It's been three months' walk"

Bima smiled cynically "You came back just to make me the scapegoat of the boy you bear. What I've done to you until you can do this to me. Lying to me and betraying my loyalty all along"

Bianca is bending her head. He no longer dared to look up at Bima. He was too embarrassed to look at the man he had betrayed.

"Everything ends Bi, I can't forgive a betrayal whatever it is. From now on, we live with each. Live your life and I will live my life well. Our story is quite up here!"

Bima stood up and passed away from before Bianca. Juststop.! Bima's love for Bianca stops here. Bima's loyalty ends here. Everything was over, there was no more chance Bima would give the woman she had been waiting for decades.

Bianca could only cry, her hands covering her face with shoulders shaking violently. Bianca as she pleased, everything has really ended. It was wrong of him himself to dare to play a man like Bima. Now the man who waited for her for those 21 years, had been so disappointed by her.

"You're going to go to college where is Bi?" Ask Bima

Currently, two teenagers are sitting on a chair on the edge of their school field. In their hands was a graduation letter they had just obtained a few hours ago.

Bianca looked puzzled to answer, she bowed her head with her hands*mas the graduation letter.

"I'm going to study abroad, Bim" Bianca mentioned the name of the country she was referring to.

Bima was silent, he did not know about the plan Bianca who would go to study abroad. Bianca didn't tell me about it at all. Bima thought if Bianca would only study in their country.

Even in the country they occupy today there are also so many good and quality universities. Even many people from abroad are studying in this country. But the choice of Bianca turned out to be different, and Bima did not know about this at all from the beginning.

"Why?" Bima asked, her gaze still straight ahead. Not looking at the girl sitting next to him.

"I want to make my dream come true as a famous designer. And in that country there are good universities for design lessons. Please allow me Bim, I will definitely return after all my dreams have been realized" Bianca explained at the time

Bima was silent, she knew this dream of her lover. However, he did not expect that Bianca would choose to study abroad. It turned out that Bianca and her thoughts were very different. When Bima really did not want to be far from her lover. However, Bianca was willing to stay away from him just for the sake of the career he was struggling with.

Bima sighed heavily "Alright, I will wait for you until you are completely finished with all your desires. But, if you dare betray me. I'll let you go and don't expect you to come back to me"

"Yes Bim, I promise to be faithful to you"

That's when the promise came from Bianca's lips. A promise he did not keep, a promise that only came from his lips but not in his heart.

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A few years later...

Bianca should have returned home and completed her education. However, the last two years Bima could not contact Bianca at all. At first he thought that Bianca was busy with her education. But, until the next year and the next again really no more news from Bianca. Bianca disappeared like a swallow in the earth, without any news and explanation to Bima.

While in other countries, Bianca is being confused with the choices given by the man in front of her. His dream career is just a few steps away. However, she had to sacrifice a man so sincere to her. The guy she likes.

"Marry me and you'll be a famous designer like your dream. I just need you to marry me so that I don't keep being betrothed by my parents"

That was the request of this man in front of him. The man is quite handsome with all his power in this country that can make Bianca realize her dream easily.

Sorry Bim, I have to do it for my dream.

Finally Bianca sacrificed the feelings of a man who was so sincere to her for the sake of a dream and his obsession. They married without love. Their marriage lasted 17 years. And both are still attached to their own egos. Busy with their own careers and jobs. Not like other couples.

Until a few months ago the incident occurred, where both were drunk and unconscious. They have done what they used to do as a couple. However, the difference this time is the husband who does not wear safety when doing so.

They are very common with husband and wife relationships. Even without love, they still do. However, every time they do that relationship they always use safety because both do not want to be tied to a child. The husband is always busy with his work and the wife is also busy with his career.

"So you're pregnant? How could? I always use safety when doing so" snapped the husband who knew his wife was pregnant.

"You forgot? One month ago you did it without safety and unfortunately I was in a fertile state" cried Bianca would not lose

"I don't want to know, anyway I don't want to deal with that kid"

Her husband immediately passed away after saying so. Bianca just fell silent with an erratic feeling. Her heart ached when she heard her husband's words. His hand stroked his still flat stomach. Somehow his heart warmed up as he stroked his stomach. Where her son-in-law is in there.

Bianca loves her future baby, she is also a mother who cannot possibly hurt her child. She loved her baby boy.

"I'll always take care of you"

And that night Bianca must get word if her husband dies in a single accident. And since then Bianca's life felt free from the cage made by her husband. Bianca chose to return to her country in search of Bima. The man he left behind for 21 years.

However, it turns out that Bima has moved to Indonesia following Yudha as her best friend. So that the next month only Bianca can follow him to the country.

Seriate

This chapter focuses on his flashbacks Bima and Bianca huh..

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