You Are My Life (You are My Life)
The Lost Feelings of Longing
"No need sir, I have a pick-up"
Hasna's words continued to ring in her ears. And Bima's feelings are always upset when remembering Hasna's words.
Who picked him up? What is a man? Or maybe the fucking guy the hotel manager was. Damnit.. Why am I so upset.
Bima continued twirling the pen in her hand with a feeling of annoyance. On the table were many files waiting for him. However, Bima paid no attention at all. He was still thinking about Hasna's words back then.
Until the door of his room that opened managed to divert Bima from her daydream. The man looked towards the open door. Bianca appeared from there with her sweet smile.
Bianca walked over to her heart, "Hi Bim, I'm back"
Bianca sat on the sofa in Bima's room "I finished my work in three days. Don't you miss me?"
Bima looked at Bianca with a difficult gaze. I don't know, I'm confused about my feelings too. Why is that longing no longer in my heart. Since 21 years ago, I have always missed him. But now everything feels different.
"Tumben you're home soon?" Finally the question that came out of the mouth of Bima. The man tried to divert the conversation discussed by Bianca.
Missed it??
His longing for the girl he had been waiting for for 21 years was as if she had disappeared from his heart. Bima felt her feelings for Bianca had changed. However, he still could not convince her.
Bima took one file from the pile of files on her desk. "I've done a lot of work, you'd better go home"
I don't know what Bima is doing right now. It was as if he wanted to avoid Bianca. Did ya? The girl he had been waiting for decades and now was the one who wanted to avoid the girl. Weird right?
"Why are you Bim?" Bianca asked looking at Bima fixedly. It looks like Bianca is aware of Bima's attitude which is starting to change according to her.
"I'm not papa, just a lot of work" Bima replied flatly, her gaze focused only on the beam in her hand. Without looking at Bianca.
Bianca snorted dejectedly, she was not unaware of Bima's change since her return. Actually, there is something else that makes Bianca return to the man who has almost forgotten it.
Bianca stood up by stomping her feet, annoyed "Alright I'm going home. I'll come to your apartment later"
"I don't think it's necessary, because I'm going home to the Young Master" said Bima, again he did not stare at Bianca.
You really don't love me anymore, Bim. But, I'm sorry I can't let you go until my goal of getting back to you is realized.
Finally Bianca came out of Bima's room with an erratic feeling. Upset was also sad, seeing how Bima rejected. Bianca is not stupid, since she returned Bima has looked different from Bima who she knew first.
Sorry Bim, I just want you to be able to look after her and love her.
Bianca has her own reasons why she returned to Bima after a long time she left the man without news. Bianca just needs Bima's current existence.
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"Come on Sham, we have to get there. Safira was afraid to hunt down her Grandpa Grandmother before we could meet the boy" Hasna told her sister who was wearing the shoes
"Yes Kak, why did Sapphira have to be brought to Grandpa's house with Grandma?" ask Hisham while standing up and walking towards his sister.
"We will ask Anista Tea directly" Hasna said
Just as they were about to walk out of the rented yard, Ryan appeared there.
"Where are you going Na?" ask Ryan
"Eh Brother"
Hasna has been feeling awkward ever since Ryan expressed his feelings back then. He felt guilty for not giving a definitive answer to Ryan's feelings.
"You know I'm coming, right that time I haven't seen you"
Hasna heard Ryan's words. Refusing is also not good, finally Hasna can only resign when Ryan forced her to come to the Capital.
Finally they reached the luxurious house of Yudha Abimana Walton. Hasna got out of Ryan's car and entered the house after a butler opened the door for them.
"Geez Na, I miss you so much" Anista hugged Hasna when she saw her best friend coming
"Yes, sorry I just got back now. I can not stay for long Hisham and I also can not take too long off work" explained Hasna
Anista smiled "No papa, come sit down first. Safiranya is changing clothes first with Mami"
Hasna nodded then followed Anista to sit on the sofa. Hisham and the man who was with them also sat down.
"Oh yeah, who's Na?" Anista asked with a meaningful look at Hasna
"Friends I'm Nist, know this brother Ryan my friend back in school. My upperclassman" explained Hasna
Anista shook hands with Ryan and got to know each other. They chatted in the living room. Until someone comes and the mood suddenly quiet.
"Oh Mr Bima, would you like to see Mas Yudha?" Anista asked trying to melt the atmosphere that suddenly felt awkward
"Yes, where is Young Master?" Ask Bima cold and flat
"There's in his study"
Bima immediately passed away without turning her head towards the girl who still held the same taste to her. Without anyone knowing, Bima's two hands clenched firmly as she continued walking towards her Master's study.
Why am I angry when I see him with that man again.
Hasna stared at the back of the man she loved disappearing behind the wall. Huh... He sighed when again he couldn't shake this feeling.
Anista looked at Hasna with a look of pity, she knew the feelings of this girl in front of her. Actually Anista also saw how Bima stared dislikefully at Ryan.
Love is so complicated.
"Nda"
"Mother"
The screams of the two different-age children managed to melt the atmosphere that suddenly felt awkward. Hervan ran to his mother, while Sapphira was in her grandmother's arms.
"Hallo Madam" Hasna greeted Varinda courteously
Varinda smiled faintly "No need to hesitate, you are a friend of my daughter-in-law. So we're a family"
Hasna smiled and nodded, Hervan immediately invited Hisham and Sapphira to play. Hisham looks so mature by taking care of Sapphira and Evan. He who was older naturally had to take care of these two boys.
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