You Are My Life (You are My Life)

Cry Brother

Feeling very uncomfortable, Hasna chose to close her eyes but did not fall asleep. Just calm his heart and mind. The journey was still quite far away, Hasna had to be patient in a few tens of minutes to get away from this discomfort.

In the front seat, Bima glanced at the rearview mirror above her. He saw Hasna leaning her head against the back of the car seat with her eyes closed.

Is he sleeping?

Bima's gaze focused on the pink tiny lips. I don't know what he thought, until it felt like his body was bristling just looking at Hasna's lips through the rearview mirror.

Damnit. What happened to my feelings? Bianca has returned, but my focus has been distracted by the girl I've known for months.

Bima is still trying to convince her feelings. He was still worried about his feelings for Hasna and Bianca. Both of them seemed to occupy his heart.

"Brand"

Bianca's call made Bima immediately realized and refocused on the road in front of her.

"I'm going back abroad tomorrow, there's a job I can't leave" Bianca said as she fiddled with her phone

"Hm. Go" replied Bima flat

Bianca turned her head and looked at the man who was only focusing on the street in front of her that was "Sorry. I can't give up my career yet"

"Hm"

Lazy to argue, especially not just those in this car. Bima just wanted to give Bianca time to be able to let go of her career.

Hasna who heard everything, still closed her eyes. He heard all the conversations of the lovers.

It seems their relationship is not as harmonious as I thought. Never mind, no need to take care of other people's relationships.

Finally their car arrived in front of the alley to Hasna's rented house. Bima stopped her car and looked back.

Hasna was ready to go down with her sister "Thank you, sir, sorry for the trouble"

"Don't bother Na, I can go for a walk. Hehe.. I'll play sometime to your house" said Bianca

Hasna smiled stiffly "I-iya Brother"

Hasna and Hisham get off Bima's car. They waited by the roadside until Bima's car drove away and were not seen again by their sight.

"Come on Sham"

Hasna grabbed Hisham's shoulder and they walked towards the house.

"Will you be papa?" Ask Hisham suddenly

Hasna turned her head and looked confusedly at her sister "Sister Why? Brother Na is not papa kok"

Hisham stopped his steps, making Hasna also stop. The boy looked up at his brother fixedly.

"Syam knows Brother, Brother Na must be strong and patient. Syam believes that Mr. Bima must belong to Brother someday" said Hisham while patting his brother on the shoulder, giving strength to his sister.

Hasna could no longer hold it, she immediately hugged her sister. The words of Hisham are something Hasna has always wanted to hear from those closest to her. Hasna just needs support and words of encouragement like this.

His life was too tired, he had to face everything on his own. Even when his parents died, Hasna could not cry as much as she thought about Hisham.

Hasna could only try hard for her sister. Hisham was the only family Hasna had to protect and fight for her future.

Hix...Hix..

Hasna was crying on her sister's shoulder, but Hisham was older than she thought. Hisham can already think so maturely at this age.

Hasna was more and more reluctant to hear Hisham's words. How could his sister think so grown up. Hasna does need a shoulder to lean on, Hasna needs people to where she complains. However, all this time he could only harbor it himself.

"Thank you Sham, you still have to focus on your school. Don't think about every single thing that happened to Big Brother" Hasna let go of her embrace and wiped away the rest of her tears

"Syam just needs to continue to school properly and make Big Brother proud with good grades. Syam is sister's hope to be able to improve our lives. Then it must be diligent school yes"

In the end, Hasna still did not want to burden Hisham with all his anxiety. Hasna just wants Hisham to live well and school properly without having to think about his affairs.

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The shadow of Hasna sleeping in her car continues to haunt Bima's mind. Hasna's face was shady and soothing. I don't know.. Bima felt a different vibe in her heart. However, he is unsure of his feelings when Bianca has returned.

Remembering he waited until that long and managed to be loyal to Bianca. No woman has been able to shake the loyalty of a Bima all this time. But not with Hasna. The little girl who was involved with him just because of his Master's past, had managed to shake Bima's heart a little.

His heart was frozen, slightly melting with the presence of Hasna. However, in time Bima was just about to open her heart to another woman. Bianca was present, the girl in her past managed to make Bima's heart become indecisive.

It did not feel the car they were riding in had arrived in front of the Bianca apartment area.

"Thank you Bim. Cup" one kiss Bianca give on Bima's cheek.

"Yes"

Bianca gets out of her car and Bima immediately restarts her car. She felt his cheeks, it felt ordinary. There was no more pounding in his heart when Bianca kissed him like this.

Where's that feeling? I used to pound just because Bianca held my hand.

Bima increasingly reassured his feelings. Her feelings seemed to have changed, Bianca no longer had her heart completely.

Have I misinterpreted my feelings all this time?

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Week pass..

This weekend Hasna spent cleaning the house and relaxing with her younger brother. Finished with all the homework, Hasna chose to relax watching television in her home. Hisham is studying on the carpet.

"The daughters of Yudha Abimana Walton and Eliana Merlina were reported to have been in an accident this afternoon. Safira Jovanka Walton fell victim to a hit-and-run while following her brother's school study tour with Mother, Anista Walton"

Hasna was silent to the speech of the famous gossip show host on the television. What he had just heard was the names of the people he knew.

What about Anista? He must be in trouble right now. I have to see him.

"Sister, that's not the name of Nist Tea is it?" ask Hisham to his brother

"Yes Sham, Nist Tea must be in trouble right now. Did Kak Na go there yeah, meet him"

Hisham nodded "Yes brother, better get there. Poor Tea Nist, Sham don't papa kok home alone"

"Yaudah, you go there. You're fine at home. Sister Na will also not go home today" said Hasna

Hisham nodded in agreement to his brother's words.

Seriate

Don't forget the support...

Happy Fasting for those of you who practice it.. Marhaban Ya Ramadhan's..