You Are My Life (You are My Life)

You Are My Life (You are My Life)
Afraid to Meet Again?!



"After this I hope you can live your life again as usual. Forget all about your feelings, I'm not sure if you won't get hurt because of me"


Bima's words at that time, still ringing in his ears. Hasna could only remember everything about the man while he was living in his apartment. Where when Bima showed a little care for him.


"sister"


His sister's voice managed to pull Hasna into his consciousness. He turned to Hisham who was standing in the doorway of the kitchen.


"What is Sham?" Ask Hasna


"This was Brother's phone, but now it's not" Hisham said as he walked over to his sister who was cooking it. Hisham handed the phone to his sister.


Hasna washed her hands in the wastafle then rubbed them onto the apron she was using. Hasna picked up her phone and saw who contacted her.


Anistas.


It had been quite a while since she met Anista at her wedding. Hasna dialed Anista's number and called back to her.


"Hallo Nist, what's wrong?"


"Na, next week Evan's birthday and his Daddy accidentally celebrate Evan's birthday for the first time. I can't send you an invitation directly. So, I'm asking you to come yes"


Hasna fell silent, she was worried about what she had to say to Anista. Agree to it or subtly reject it. However, Hasna could not bear to refuse the heartfelt invitation of the girl she had once helped.


"But I work Nist, Sham also school"


Okay, try to find a logical reason.


"Come on Na, it's the weekend. Hisham is off school and you can ask for a day off"


Huh...


Hasna sighed softly "But Nist, I've been taking time off a lot. I'm afraid I won't be on leave again, I'm not on a weekend break"


Indeed Hasna worked with erratic holidays. Every day there is always a cleaning employee who is on holiday and it takes turns. You can't have a holiday every weekend. Everyone has their own schedule.


"You try it first, if you really can't. Yaudah don't papa you guys don't come either"


Hasna nodded though she would not be seen by Anista "Alright"


Hasna put her phone in her apron pocket. Hasna continued her cooking activities that had been delayed earlier.


"What's up, brother?" Ask Hisham who was sitting on the wooden chair in the kitchen.


"Evan's birthday, and Anista's sister invited us to come" explained Hasna


"So we're gonna come?" Ask Hisham


Hasna kept stirring her cooking in the wok "Kalo Kak Na can take a leave, maybe coming. If you can't, you don't have to come Sham"


"Are you afraid to meet Mr Bima?"


Deg


Hasna stopped her hand movements that would move her cooked dishes to the plate. He was silent about his sister's question.


"Emmm. You want to eat now Syam? Brother Na wants to take a shower first"


Hasna immediately moved her cooking from the frying pan to the plate. After that keep it on the table and close it with a serving hood. Then, he immediately passed to the bathroom.


Hisham stared at the closed bathroom door. Does Brother Na like Mr Bima?


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"Mom, I'm allowed to enter during the weekend. There was a sudden event" Hasna told the hotel's head of hygiene.


Hasna initially wanted to take time off, but she did not want to stay in the capital for too long. At least he'll have a reason to come home soon.


Huh uh??


Hasna was stunned to hear the answer from the head of cleanliness at this hotel who gave her permission so easily. There were no more questions or anything like that when he asked for permission to enter during the day on the weekends.


"Can you, Mom?" Hasna asked as if she could not believe what she had just heard


"Of course, you rarely take time off. You are among the diligent employees. So, I'll let you work half a day on the weekend"


Could it be that easy? After taking a few days off this year.


"But, I've taken some time off, ma'am. That time alone took more than a week off" Hasna said as if she did not believe this.


"Your request is granted. You can enter during the day on weekends"


Never mind, it seems Hasna only needs to receive kindness from this superior. Getting permission was easy after he had taken some time off in the past few months.


Hasna finally had to come to her son Anista's birthday.


True what Hisham said, if he was afraid to meet again with Bima. The creepy cold guy who has made her fall in love. However, it must be blown away by the rejection of Bima that was spoken blatantly.


"We're going to Evan Kak's birthday?" Ask Hisham


They just finished dinner. And Hasna was sitting there relaxing while looking at her sister studying on the carpet.


"Iya Sham, tomorrow afternoon we find a gift for Evan first" said Hasna who was answered nod by Hisham.


"Sir Na sleep first yes, later if you have learned to go straight to sleep" said Hasna


"Yes Brother"


Hasna passed to her room, she laid her tired body on the bed. Staring at the ceiling of his room with an erratic feeling.


Wh why? Why am I so easy to fall in love with that cold guy?


It is still a mystery why Hasna could be so easy to fall in love with Bima so cold. Even the man always looked creepy in Hasna's eyes. However, the girl still could not resist the charm of a Bima.


Never mind, no need to think about that guy. Just live your life well Na.


Hasna closed her eyes and fell asleep. Bima's shadow still haunts her mind.


"Mbak has to go Neng, Mbak's family also needs money and Mbak now has a new job. Sorry for not being able to stay with you"


Hasna looked at her family's assistant with a sad look "Yes Ma'am, Na understood. Thank you for driving us here and getting this rented house"


Mbak Atun nodded, he handed the brown envelope to Hasna "This is the rest of the money, the contract has paid off for two years. This is the rest of your home sales. Your school has also registered. Neng is a high school boy now"


Hasna nodded and received the brown envelope. His father's only asset that was not confiscated was the house they lived in. And Hasna chose to sell the house and move to the suburbs. The cost of living can be more expensive if you are in a metropolitan city.


Maybe I can find a job while I'm in school.


And Hasna's new life, starting from today. Where she is already a high school student and also has to make money for living expenses she and her sister who just entered kindergarten school.


It's only been a week from her graduation in junior high school. However, Hasna must be able to accept all of this fate. His parents' arrival at his graduation was the last time. And Hasna won't feel her parents' presence again at her next school graduation.


Deg


Hasna awakens from her sleep, again her past dreams always haunt her. He glanced towards the window of the room, out there was a speck of rain.


It's raining again, I'm gonna have a hard time sleeping again.


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