
Damnit.. Why am I getting so out of control of my feelings. Am I really in love with her?
Bima was still thinking about Hasna and the man with her. Maybe it is true that Bima has fallen in love with Hasna. For 21 years, a Hasna could replace the name Bianca embedded in his heart for that long. In just a few months, an innocent sweet girl can shake Bima's loyalty to the girl in her past.
"You are ready to run this project, I will leave all the responsibilities of this project to you" Yudha said as she continued to read the file in her hand
Feeling no answer, Yudha looked up and looked at Bima who looked dreamy. The first time Yudha saw a Milky Way out of focus while discussing work.
"Bim" called him
Bima blinked in surprise, immediately he looked towards Yudha who was looking at him "What are you daydreaming about?"
"Nothing, Sir. Sorry" said Bima flat
Yudha shrugged her shoulders indifferently "I leave the responsibility of this project to you. When will it start construction?"
"About two months can start construction" explained Bima
Yudha nodded in understanding "Alright, you take care of everything. I'm leaving everything to you"
Bima nodded "Good"
"Emmm. Outside there's Hasna, right?" Yudha asked, as if deliberately provoking Bima to express her feelings.
"Hm"
Yudha slightly chuckled at Bima's reply which was just a mutter with a flat and cold face "If you like her, quickly act before any other man will have her first before you"
"There is no need to discuss Yudh. You know Bianca has returned" Bima said flatly
Yudha smiled cynically "You are a Bima whom I know with all her shrewdness. But, this time I doubt your abilities"
Bima frowned, confused by the intent of Yudha's words just now "What do you mean?"
"Are you sure he's back because he still loves you? Or maybe there's something or other meaning he's coming back to you right now" Yudha said, staring fixedly at Bima with a meaningful smile
Bima fell silent, was he too stupid to not investigate. He immediately believed in the girl in his past. Her first love she had waited for decades.
"You know something?" Bima asked with her cold face.
Yudha chuckled "True my guess, it turns out you're not as good as people think. You can still be fooled by him"
Bima slightly kicked off Yudha's desk "Quick say Yudh!"
"Haha.. You're brave for your boss, huh?" yudha said with a mocking laugh at his assistant.
"Yudha Abimana Walton!" gertak Bima with a tone full of emphasis.
"Alright, alright. I'll explain everything to you. Don't be sorry after hearing all the facts" Yudha said, starting to put on a serious face
"She is married and is pregnant now"
One sentence that can make Bima sculpt to hear it. Is it true what Yudha said just now? I don't think Bima wants to believe it. However, it is also impossible for his best friend to lie to him.
Increasingly surprised Bima with Yudha's explanation. How could he not know about this. Even Bima has no intention to investigate about Bianca. All he expected was for the girl to come back to him and apologize. And when Bianca did, Bima really did not think negatively in the slightest. So that he can deflect like this. Back fooled by the same woman.
"Now do you remember, did Bianca ever say she loved you?" Yudha asked, staring fixedly at the assistant and his best friend.
Bima remembers all her past memories with Bianca. Since Bianca said her feelings, there has never been a word of love spoken. Even when Bianca wants to ask her out, she just says she likes it. Not love!
Likewise with Bima, even though he is sure if his feelings are love. However, he had also never said the word love itself directly to Bianca. Bima seemed hesitant to say the phrase 'I love you' to Bianca. From the beginning, their relationship was unhealthy.
Yudha smiled faintly at Bima's composure "Are my guesses right? You never said love. This relationship is the same as my relationship with my ex-wife. Only together with the bond of promise that has already been spoken. But the heart doesn't have each other"
Bima looked at Yudha with a flat gaze "What should I do?"
"Create your heart, do you remember your promise? He's betrayed you, and you can let go without a shadow of the promise you made"
Bima was silent, true what Yudha said. It was time for him to take off the promise that had already been said from his lips, first. The true promise was not from his heart.
"I'll wait for you and try to be loyal to you. Except..."
"You who betrayed me first, I will forget you and our love ends"
The promise that Bima said at that time, and now Bima can end everything because what Bianca did has disappointed her. Bianca has betrayed him.
"I'm going first"
Bima immediately got up from her seat and walked quickly out of Yudha's study. Both of his hands clenched tightly until the veins of his hands were so clear. Bima is really angry now.
Damnit.. You managed to lie to me Bi.
Bima walked through the living room and found Hasna chatting while laughing with Ryan. I don't know what they're talking about until Hasna can laugh like that.
Hasna turned her head towards Bima as she felt that someone was watching her. His laughter instantly came to a halt as the gaze of his eyes met with sharp eyes that were also staring at him.
Hasna nodded respectfully with a frightened facial expression "Master"
"Hmmm"
Bima's hands clenched firmly, she looked more and more at Hasna sharply. Why could he laugh so loosely with that fucking guy. And he always put on a scared face when he faced me. Am I that scared?
Not aware Bima, if he always just makes Hasna afraid. His sharp gaze as well as the cold face were so frightening to anyone who faced him. A tall body strapping with muscles that look burly. The handsome face that always wore a flat expression, even more scared Hasna but she still fell on the charm of a Bima.
Finally Bima continued his footsteps, out of the main house and directly into his car. Bima drove his car at high speed. His hand gripped the steering wheel very firmly. There was anger on his face.
Damnit.. You have lied to me Bi, I will never forgive you for this time. Even if you bow at my feet.
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