Yashinta (My brother-in-law My love)

Guilt

After dinner, each of them disbanded. The abandoned Yashinta and Gibran choose to return to their respective rooms. Initially Gibran invited the girl to the beach to enjoy the night breeze and the sprinkling of stars in the sky, but Yashinta refused.

It is unfortunate, even though Gibran wants to enjoy time alone with the girl.

"You want to go straight to sleep?" asked Gibran when he had delivered Yashinta at the door of his room. Yashinta nodded and smiled.

"When I want to go for a walk." he regretted, making Yashinta smile unpleasant.

"Tomorrow, aye, well." then Yashinta persuaded, this time with a sweet smile that in the end made Gibran nod, saying, reached out and rubbed the top of the girl's head before then letting Yashinta in and closing the room door.

Before the door closed, Gibran held back. Yashinta just raised an eyebrow with a gesture of asking. "Good sleep, Masha."

"Great Dreams."

"Who's beautiful emang? Mas Gibran's ex?" Gibran frowned, but Yashinta laughed. "Loof, yeah?" he asked, Gibran who then understood laughing.

"Then dream of me."

"Hm." Gibran frowned waiting for the girl's answer until he finally smiled as soon as he saw Yashinta nod his head. Then Gibran had to be completely willing to watch Yashinta close the door and leave it.

For a long time Gibran stood staring at the door of Yashinta's room. He seemed to still want to linger with the girl to spend time, but it seems Yashinta has to rest his body.

****

It was customary for Yashinta to say good-bye to Kafka at bedtime. The girl was already holding a cell phone and preparing to contact Kafka, at a glance forgetting that she and the young man were no longer two people who were dating. They no longer have a relationship.

Yashinta nailed in her lying position, then put the phone next to her pillow and closed her eyes.

"Good night Yashinta, good night, Mas Gibran."

The remark was renamed as he realized, if his heart no longer belonged to Kafka at this time.

****

The atmosphere of the school was the same as usual for Kafka. The difference is only a little, he did not see the trunk of Yashinta's nose which is usually often disturbing even though Kafka is often indifferent to the presence of the girl.

Kafka who was leaning against the wall beside the teacher room door held his body up as the teacher room door opened and displayed a girl in Firgo High School's proud uniform coming out from there.

"Udah?" ask Kafka. Saras nodded his head. Kafka nodded back, then both of them stepped foot to pass from there.

Silence enveloped their footsteps. After the incident in the apartment the other day, the relationship was over. But not changing Kafka's attitude to Saras especially when the girl needs him, Kafka can not ignore it.

"Where?" kafka asked after a long time the two walked in silence.

"Mrs Dania was quite disappointed." Saras said briefly. Recalling the expression that her homeroom teacher showed when she said she was going to change schools.

Kafka nodded his head, understood. After all, Saras was among the top three in the class. Their Class Guardians must be regretting the girl's move. Though the school is only one semester away, one more step for Saras to come out as a graduate of Firgo High School if the girl has the option to stay.

Honestly Saras also did not want to move, did not want to get out of SMA Firgo and leave Jakarta, leaving his homeland. But life brings a lot of change. And on that change, he had no reason to stay where he wanted to be.

"Loe's position as Vice Chairman of OSIS?" ask Kafka again. Saras looked over, smiling at Kafka. A man desperately struggles to get his love for nothing. Saras has disappointed Kafka a lot.

Shortly after, silence resumed, Saras looked at Kafka, making the man frown at being stared at for so long.

"Gue owes a lot of debt to you, Ka. I was also wrong a lot." he said, Kafka just watched the girl without interest in responding, because what Saras said would not make the wound in his heart heal just like that.

"Sorry, Ka."

****

Saras returns to class, rejecting Kafka's invitation to enjoy a break in the canteen after an awward situation between them. He passed by Ranti who seemed to be walking towards the canteen. When the eyes of the two meet, Saras will only pass through the girl.

But not so with his instincts that suddenly remember Yashinta so Saras chose to stop right in front of Ranti.

Ranti who saw the girl stopped said nothing but just stared at Saras. Waiting for the girl to say the intent of blocking her path.

Ranti has heard the news about Saras's planned move from Firgo High School. Saras was already saying goodbye to the members of OSIS and the news spread quickly throughout Firgo.

Later, the name Saras is often a conversation after the case about the father sticking to the surface, the rumor is that the girl is third between Yashinta and Kafka. The one who became the burden of why Yashinta and Kafka broke up.

"Yas–Yashinta isn't coming in, huh?" Saras asked Ranti, seemingly trying to vent.

"Yes." Yeah." Ranti gave a brief. Making Saras go back silent and look worried. Ranti came back just watching. "Just want to nanyain Yashinta doang?" ranti asked impatiently because Saras just kept quiet and took his precious rest time. Ranti was starving and wanted to go to the cafeteria to eat.

"If I'm going to the cafeteria." continued Ranti who then stepped away, but Saras held the girl's hand. Automatic makes Ranti again stop with a face that looks cobbled.

Seeing Saras face made her remember how much pain Yashinta felt when the girl actually played back with Kafka– after all the kindness Yashinta did to her.

"Tell me thanks to Yashinta." said Saras. Ranti raised her eyebrows, looked at Saras and looked disdainful.

"Not wrong, you? Why don't you go straight to Yashinta?" tanyanya, cynical. Saras was silent, Ranti knew it was impossible for Saras to do after what happened.

"Shouldn't you also apologize to Yashinta?" ranti continued, slowly making Saras raise his gaze, looking at Ranti right in the eyes.

"Loe realized, anyway, if you've already hurt Yashinta?" Ranti suddenly felt emotional and wanted to talk a lot.

"Gue I admit Yashinta broke up with Kafka. Lagian Kafka is also just a jerk who hurts Yashinta. But I can't bear to worry about her moody and hurt, Saras." at length, it looks great considering how Yashinta was hurt by the actions of the two men.

"Gue knows." Saras said briefly in a resigned tone, he realized his mistake. He also remembers the good Kafka did.

"Judek. Kaloe Loe knows you should come to your senses, meet Yashinta and apologize to her. Don't you want to go, maen go that way."

"So much alive!" hiss Ranti, looked at Saras for a while then passed leaving the girl.

Saras who was left behind only took a deep breath. At first glance, Yashinta's smile adorned his head. The cheerful girl he hurt after what he had done.

It seemed, even to just meet Yashinta, Saras felt unworthy.

TB