Wrap-up
7. The Sexuality Book
During the lecture, my mind was never affected by the lecturer in front of the class, but only influenced by the books I liked.
Give the books that shake the world to me, then I will be affected by it.
All the books that affect me will make my daily life cycle "reflections, reactions and actions."
It is true what Rosa said, that I am a very serious young man, wherever there is no day without reading and discussion.
Thus, i!
When Khatam read his book Das Capital Karl Marx, then immediately I became a "marxist" and often demonstrated in defense of the rights of the workers.
When I finished reading Misbach's Asghar Ali Engineer, Hassan Hanafi, I immediately became a santri activist who was fond of defending the mustad'affins in Jember.
When I finished reading feminist books, then I became a flirtatious man who likes to defend and often in the female demographic.
That is how my life every day flows from reflection, reaction and action.
Reflections I do from reading books, the reaction I get from the discussion, then the next I manifested into real action on the field, either through demonstrations or through writing in the mass media.
As a result, I became a man who was dry humor and very old-fashioned with the world of romance of two people.
Thus, each affected by the book, instantly the world wants me to change. Including now, I was so influenced by the book that Rosa bought.
As a result, my mind is now dancing, circling around to immediately perform the real action, "sexuality in spirituality" with Rosa.
While this book Rosa bought has doused my thirst for knowledge of "spirituality in**** and sexuality in the spiritual".
Encouraged by the explosive feelings caused by the book, I also agreed to marry the series with Rosa.
"Yes it's Ros, we're marrying siri!" my answer is in favor of Rosa marrying Siri.
"key ...I condition first, my dear Gio! I consulted first with the ustad." replied Rosa immediately closed her HP.
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Besides being pushed by the book, ever since my heart was sniper by the expression of love and tears Rosa has made “my masculine feelings” so weak.
Moreover, since I understand the position of women who are often victims of "structural patriarch", then I never had the heart to let women cry, like the cry of his love for me Rosa.
The moment I was frowned upon, cared for, missed, and loved by Rosa, however, made my heart melt.
Yes ...now I realized, at this time my heart has been weak and melted to Rosa.
And Rosa has made me realize that now I have two tendencies to love women. The first figure, a beautiful woman, independent, firm, and difficult to subdue. The second figure, a beautiful woman is weak, spoiled, and does not need to be subdued again like this Rosa.
I don't know ...
Maybe because all this time I could never have the woman I craved, and plus the influence of the book Rosa bought, so that arrived now I want to have a beautiful wife with a graceful hijab, soft, spoiled and shy.
