Wrap-up

Wrap-up
18. I'm Not Powerful Against Rosa



"Why is Rosa, Mas? How not to slowly close the door." asked Fitria after Rosa passed to her rented house.


Before answering her speech, my lips smiled at the thought of Rosa running into her rented house.


He ... He ... It turns out I can also make Rosa jealous. But is it true that she's jealous of seeing me both with a fitria?


"In asked, why even smile this Mas Gio?" ask Fitria again.


"Ah, there's nothing! Let's continue the discussion, Fit!" myrag.


"Rosa was that, why was it not answered, anyway mas ..?" Fitria was still curious.


"Let him do so ... Don't think about it. Jealous of you, maybe!" my answer.


Oops ... I'm glad I opened my secret to Fitria.


"Loh, he has been dating Ilham ..!, hayo ... Rosa cheated on Mas Gio, huh?" Fitria was very keen to sniff it.


"Ah, where was I dating Rosa. It can't be, Fit!" I said blurring his focus.


"Who knows ...?" ask him with a probing eye.


"Oh, I don't think you know Rosa. Where do you want me to be with him, Fit?"


"But that was .. not very polite, Mas!"


"There's a problem with Inspiration, perhaps?"


"Yes, if there's a problem with Ilhan don't take it out to the sampean donk!" fitria defended me. He is still long-term with Rosa's disrespect.


Fitria also knew Rosa, as she was once an extra organization with Inspiration and Rosa.


"Kok you don't seem to accept it, so Fit?" I started to explore her feelings.


"Ah .yes, it is not, it is Mas." Tymphal Fitria and soon he controlled his embarrassment by turning himself to read the book in his hand.


"If you were my girlfriend now ... What would you do to Rosa, Fit?"


I'm trying to pin down his feelings, because the news I got from Candra he likes me at once as my test case on his feelings.


"Yes, I directly samperin him to his contract. I'm hit... What does he want, then? Hahaha .. kok even mengelantur Mas Gio's talk, this." Fitria said while laughing.


He began to realize that I was guessing his heart.


"Well, if I wanted to, would you like to be my girlfriend?"


" Yes to donk ..! Haha ...Mas Gio's "ngemeng epe"... Alah.sudah Mas do not need to discuss such a thing. Let's continue the discussion, Mas!"


We laughed together, then continued the discussion of theories that will be used as a reference to the script of Fitria.


Phytria is an organizational female. Before becoming a campus female activist, she often trained me to think critically and decorate in front of the masses.


Her appearance is a little tomboy, but her beauty is not inferior to Rosa.


In between it ...


Ting ... The message went to my HP.


I read the message from the name Yanto. Rosa's name that I deliberately disguised so as not to know my friends.


"This ...!!" The sound of his message was very short and felt full of emphasis.


I didn't reply. My heart is carefree reading it. My lips are smiling knots.


I wonder what he looks like when he's jealous, huh? I want to go to her rented house.


"Cock a smile again, Mom. See, Mas?" ask Fitria again when I read Rosa's message.


"This is a message from the farmer Yanto Rambipuji" I replied, showing Fitria the message. "Eh, Fit .. sori yes, not ngusir, but I still have immediate business with Yanto. Sori, huh?


" Okay, Mom, then I'll go back to my boarding house. I'm here again tomorrow, okay?"


"Yes ... But send a message first if you come here!"


"Yes, Assalamualaikum."


"Waalaikum salam."


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After Fitria left, my soul seemed to win the battle against Rosa. Suppose his jealousy leads to a breakup, no problem for me. I can still escape to Fitria.


After finishing the bath, my proud clothes chosen by Rosa in the Sun I wear. Then with my beloved Vespa I drove to his close contract Rosa.


My bike Vespaku I parked in the usual place. With my feeling of victory, I stepped up valiantly.


The door of Rosa's rented house was wide open. When approaching the door the atmosphere inside was so quiet. There was only Nisa sitting alone in the living room. His face looks pretty looking at my arrival.


" ... Salam waalaikum .. "answer ogah-ogahan.


"Why are you ...? How come you're so, Nis?" ask me while smiling.


"You're that, like you're innocent just coming here!" nisa said with her annoyed attitude.


"Well, what's wrong with me, Nisa?" I pretend I don't understand.


"Tuh .. look at Rosa in the room! Go there and apologize!" he cried out to me so that I could see the situation of Rosa in her room.


Soon I approached Rosa's room. The door to his room opened slowly. "Mkriek ... "


Yes ... geez!


Rosa was praying with tear-filled eyelids. He looks very sholehah with the face he wears.


On top of the alphabet there is the Qur'an and my photo is displayed on the HP screen. He doesn't care about my presence. He remained sitting solemnly, but his tears grew louder.


Seeing it so my heart became a gamang. Don't know what to do with him.


My feelings are also worried, between feeling guilty to him and still being suspicious, maybe this is just his play.


Honestly, my suspicions have not gone away, because the theatrical love of his triangle does not make me easy to believe.


But .. I couldn't bear to see it that way. I think Rosa's jealousy is just plain angry. Just feeling the usual heartache..


Either ... I felt unbearable and felt very guilty for making him cry and complain of his grief to God.


"Why are you, Ros, crying like that?" I said in a soft tone. And I came closer to sit beside him.


" ... " Rose did not answer. He just wiped his tears with the back of his hand.


"I'm sorry ... If there's a mistake with Rosa .." I said slowly while touching her arm.


"I'm okay ...! You are not wrong ..." After saying softly, Rosa's cries became more and more.


"Yes ... Then why are you?"


"Yes, I was wrong. Let me just look at this picture of you .." the tone was slow, and then he took his HP that had my picture.


"Are you jealous of Fitria?"


"No, why am I jealous. What right do I have to be jealous. There ... You go to him ...!" rosa said with a feeling of anger held back.


A second later Rosa's cry exploded with a very loud voice.


"Ros ... ! Slow down sound. Many will know!"


"Wild ...! Let everyone know ...!! Let me ruin you guys ...!!!" rosa shouted with a roaring cry.


Rosa's screams made Nisa instantly enter the room to quiet her cries.


As Rosa's cries began to subside. Nisa came out and left us.


Long time we kept quiet ...


"That phitria is just a friend, really. Ros!"


"An ordinary friend ...! What's up at the door of his room? Intentionally yes ...?  Let me kill myself, will I?" Smile at you, if I die?"


"Because Ros, he's just an ordinary friend. Inside we are just a discussion. It's a noise outside, Ros!"


"My heart hurts so much ..!"  Her tears are spilling again.


"Yes ... Aye ... I'm mistaken. Sorry ... Sorry ..' I'm sorry.


"When I told my father I had a candidate. I told you about you too. My father wants to see you too. But .. You've ruined my hope."


Deg ...My heart was broken.


I'm so happy to hear it. A news I was very expecting. He will be a respectable son-in-law and I will be Rosa's official husband


Also, I have to have a scholar's certificate so that later I can become a council and can change pro-people policies through the legislature.


"Yes I'm so sorry about you, Ros!"


" ... " Rose didn't say a word.


"Then how can I make amends so you can forgive me, Ros!"


Somewhat long ago Rosa answered him. Then his head held high and looked at me like a hawk's eye.


"There are conditions, so that my heart ache can be healed! But you don't want to do it?" ask him with a high-risk meaning.


"Yes ... I wanna. As long as I'm forgiven. For your sake, whatever I want to do, Ros!"