Wrap-up

11. Fisting off my Jealousy

I've never cried because of a woman, let alone a bitch like Rosa.

During that time, I could only cry when I heard the sad story of a farmer whose land was plundered by financiers.

I see, the clockwork is so slow. He still shows at 02 in the morning. Rosa's HP remains inactive. I really can't get through time by shutting myself in my room and hoping to change the day.

Then, I took my abyss with my beloved vespa to the town square of Jember.

There I contemplated a lot of the figure of Rosa that I hated but at the same time I still miss.

I still hope that I will meet Rosa tomorrow and collect her promise to break up with Ilham.

Tired, I unknowingly sat asleep leaning against my vespaku. Until dawn broke, then I woke up to the frenzied sound of vehicles that began to crowded through the highway of Jember city square.

I also quickly went back to my boarding house.

After the shower, I saw that Rosa's HP was active. I read the reply chat.

"I'm alone in the Contract. You come here now."

Without having to wait for long, I rushed to Rosa's rented house.

Once there, I saw Rosa sitting alone in the living room waiting for me.

As fast as lightning, I hugged her so tightly. Without I could take it any longer, my tears were spilled. "Rose ... I'm really in love with you, Ros! Please ... You quickly break up with Inspiration. I want to be your official girlfriend, Ros!" I said while hugging him.

Rosa did not react. He just silently pecked by letting my body hug tightly His eyes straight ahead.

Like a wise mother facing her little child thrashing for toys, Rosa waited for my cries to subside.

Long enough he was silent. Then he patted my back. "Enough, enough! Guys are crying!" he said while releasing my embrace.

"I'm afraid I'll see you cry like this. Acrylic is crying!" said again.

"Males can't cry, Ros?" my reply.

"Yes, but I'm not sympathetic to see you crying in front of me! It looks like my dad, you are!"

"Why your father, Ros?"

"It's okay, males I discussed him. Why are you crying all of a sudden?"

"I can't sleep all night, Ros! Think of you as inspiring."

"Well, yeah. Your negative thoughts continue to be the same as me!"

"Why start the afternoon your HP is turned off Ros?"

"I'm missing in my dad's call. That's why I'm turning it off from noon."

"Why didn't you text me first, Ros?"

"No chance. Keep me out to Situbondo Sama Ilham. Return to magrib. Tired, I keep sleeping in his rented Inspiration."

"Capek because it's the same thing Inspiration, right?"

"Well, you always say that!Don't like me. You never believed in me!"

"Keep a pack of ****** on your desk for whom, hayo ...?"

Hearing my question about a pack of ****** on her bedroom desk, Rosa immediately stood up, then she passed into her room. Soon he brought a pack of ****** which I suspected.

"A pack of ****** this is, right?" rosa asked with annoyance.

"Yes .." I nodded.

Then I took it and I counted the contents still remain the same with yesterday. "Yes, it's still in number." I said.

"Eat him, you don't have any ugly thoughts continue to be with me, Gio! Just so you know, yeah. That inspiration doesn't know that I saved this!"

I responded with a shy smile.

Seeing me smile, Rosa sat next to me again. A moment later Rosa squeezed my hand. "Gio, I told you that I love you."

"Rosa, why don't you call me Mas Gio, anyway?" timpalku protested in his call Gio only.

"Lazy I call you Mas. Your attitude is like a child.! Not very grown up..."

"I fell in love with this woman first, Ros. That's also ...."

" that's what?" cut up Rosa.

"Yes, you're with me!" reply with disappointed tone.

"What do you want?"

"Yes, you said you wanted to kill Inspiration, right?" my bill to Rosa.

"Yes, but it can't be now, Gio!"

"Why ...?"

"He's a really nice guy. The longer Inspiration loves me the more! I don't have the heart to leave him either. I'm afraid she's without me, she's back in her black world. ..."

Rosa lowered her head and let go of my hand.

"He's got a black world what, Ros?" ask me curious

"Ilham used to be my girlfriend, drug addict. After being my girlfriend, she was healed. I can't imagine if I stay in Ilham, he will return to be a wearer." he replied in a sad tone.

" Yes the hell ... But I want you to break up with him, Ros! It hurts to be your boyfriend!"

"Say you love me, Gio?"

"Yes ..."

"Say your love is not to restrain my life?"

"Yes ..but.."

" Say, too, your dear is not to impose your will? And ... Your love will set me free for what I am?"

"Yes, yes ..it is you, Ros! But ..."

"But what?"

"I'm jealous, Ros!"

"Can you be jealous?"

"Come ..."

'Since when are you jealous?"

"Yesterday when I saw you in the room together with Inspiration."

"Why does that make you jealous, Gio? You are smart. You have a lot of books, Gio. Find out, what is jealousy?"

"Ah .malas I Ros find out. All I know is, I want to have you concretely!" myrt.

Suddenly Rosa's lips landed without me expecting it. It just so happened that heavy rain was falling roaring above the precarious. And I was lulled by it while waiting for the rain to subside.