Wrap-up

5. My Critical Thoughts About A Pack of Condoms

In theory, something that exists does not just suddenly 'there', but always comes from 'there' before. Therefore, every 'there' must be a reason why he 'there'.

So did Rosa's good attitude for two weeks. It's not just that, without a reason.

There must be a reason, it is. Why suddenly he bought me a pack of *****, but I can't use it to anyone.

Then suddenly he asked me to use ****** that was to him.

So the reason is, he bought me ****** to fulfill his passion, right?

If that's the case, why didn't Rosa ask me every day to use that pack of *******, then, buy it over and over again.

Why, a few days later, did he just kiss my forehead?

Then, the next days he only visited my Kos with fruits, buy me pulses, buy medicine, like to watch over me, when I was sick I treated, he said, he often borrowed books from me.

O ...

After Rosa enjoys an ****** with me, it turns out that Rosa's behavior the next day is un-tempered with a pack of ******* that again.

So ... his good behavior, his attention, and his frequent reading of my books, have dropped the conclusion of a pack of ****** to satisfy passions.

It could be, the wisdom of a pack of ***** that makes Rosa want to emigrate to become a more qualified woman again.

If that's the case, its, okay. I'm ready to teach Rosa to be smart and tough, so that when she does, she can follow in her father's footsteps to become a councillor. But with a note without any usage***** that's again.

What if it turns out that a pack of ***** made her fall for me?

Oh, no ...!

She already has a boyfriend. Even though he was willing to break up with his girlfriend, I still did not want to be his girlfriend.

First ...!

Her boyfriend is also my friend. And everyone knows Rosa is not a virgin, often staying at her boyfriend's rented house. What would my friends say if Rosa became my lover? Surely everyone will sneer, "hey, it turns out that Gio the Idealist is trying to scavenge the rest of his friends?"

Second ...!

Although she is beautiful like an artist, but Rosa is not the type of woman I should have. This kind of woman is easy to be a traitor to her husband.

I know very well, how the Rosa at that time was usually just a walk, shopping, and just having fun. Being told to think a little about how women should be in gender relations, forgive me, he was just messing around while struggling to his girlfriend's shoulder.

Women are so weak. Do not want a little self-study, always his life hangs on men. What will my son be raised by such a mother?

In addition, everywhere when I was a speaker of gender equality discussions, I often made Rosa as a bad example for women who do not have emancipation and are very weak in gender equality.

Is it because of all that, then Rosa came to me by buying me a pack of ******?

Then, he secretly arranged a revenge agenda for me?

Hem ...

If you think about it, he might be devising a strategy that has been carefully prepared, starting from buying me a pack of *****, clamping a condom in his room, then in the next with a kiss of the forehead, then in the next, pay attention, to take care of me when I'm sick.

I think it makes sense to string traps for the sake of traps on me. And it did manage to make me super stupid by him.

However ...

Could it be that she is a capable female figure to devise her revenge strategy on me?

It seems, very unlikely, because, she is just a weak and stupid woman. He only relies on his beautiful face, but does not have any ability. Well, wong the script was made by someone else.

Nevermind ...

I don't have to serve him. It's not my level to fight each other in power. I won not profit, lost even a fortune! If he wants revenge on me, I'd better avoid it. It's safer for me!

How many times Rosa tried to contact me through HP, but no. I never thought. My mother told me she often came looking for me. While I myself rarely go back to boarding, because it is very busy organizing land case farmers in Jember Regency.

The "NGO Fordesak" proposal I led was approved by overseas donors. The nominal is 100 million. Funds from the donor will be used to organize thousands of land case farmers and dozens of defense kyai in Jember.

At that time in Jember district, thousands of land case farmers were disappointed with the figure of kyai. Because, in the dispute of people's land, many Kyai act as brokers of interests of the ruler and financier. Kyai only became a tool to alleviate peasant rebellions land case.

After I mapping, it turns out not all kyai become a broker. There are still many kyai who are in favor of the interests of land farmers.

The problem is, the Kyai are silent because not enough knowledge in the case of land in Jember.

Me and my active friends in Jember worked hard to grow the trust of the Farmers of the land case to the figure of Kyai Defender.

And for 2 months with all his might and mind connect the partisanship of Kyai Defender with the Patani land case.

The efforts we made to Kyai Pembela namely, providing information on the problems faced by farmers, then, to our farmers to ensure that the kyai figure is needed in the line of struggle.

Organizing which took 2 months, finally found its momentum, dozens of kyai defenders along with his madhlumin parish demonstrated in “Istigosah Restore Tanah Rakyat” in Jember Square.

“Brothers, I am present here in the middle of the fathers of all mothers, to declare that this struggle is inshaallah diridhoi Allah S.W.T. And the one who has seized the land, driven us away, and imprisoned us, is Fir`aun, which God willing will sink into the sea.” I said fiery with the accompaniment of a rumbling sound system, to the cheers of the demands of the marginal farmers.

After the grand meeting, I and the representatives of the farmers and the Defenders continued to negotiate with the Jember DPRD Office to solve the problem of land disputes in Jember.

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Furthermore, my daily activities continue the social and cultural research that I have routinely done in "NGO Fordesak".

About two months later, I didn't communicate at all with Rosa. I think he's back with his world. And I became unperturbed by it. Good then.

Coincidentally I was going to move the cost a bit far from the cost of Rosa. The reason for my move to be closer to Fordesak's office, and of course so that I can't be easily found by Rosa anymore.

As I was packing the books in the room, Rosa arrived.

*Assalamualaikum, Gio!" say hello to Rosa in a loud voice

"Greetings waalaikum!".reply me from my room.

Without being told to go in, Rosa has gone into the room.

" Where is Gio going?" ask Rosa.

Before answering, I took Rosa out of the room to sit in the living room. And Rosa followed and sat in that chair.

"Gio there are activities out of town?

" No!"

"So, where's Gio going?"

"Move the cost."

"Where to?"

"It's not far from here."

"Where is it?"

"Just a little far away, you know!"

Rosa began to fall silent ...

"Gio can be like me, anyway!"

" ... "

I saw Rosa's eyelids start to glaze over.

"What do I have to do with you, Ros?" I asked, feeling bad seeing Rosa's sad face.

Rosa looked down sad, and I still couldn't figure out why she was sad.

Suddenly ...

Rosa was as fast as lightning came at me and hugged me tightly. Whispering he whispered into my ear, "Gio, I'm really in love with you!"