Wrap-up

13. PoV Rosa (Part 2)

Gender Sensitivity (Gender Sensitivity) is an attitude and behavior that is sensitive to the existence of different roles and treatment of men and women that actually harm women.

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It's a big mistake if Gio thinks I'm a weak woman. For he judged me only from the point of view of the philosophical book he read, not based on my social reality..

Gio .. I tell you, yes! This is my social reality:

I am the son of a rich man in the village, my father is the leader of the DPRD, I have been a local artist, my face is beautiful, my body is sexy, meek, spoiled, shy and smart to cook. Those are my powers, Gio bloon!

Being strong really should imitate the way men, who are strong muscles and smart brains. Of course, up to any time I won't be able to be a strong woman if I go through the "male public road".

Indonesian women like me mostly express feelings, it is. Gio's time did not know, that, behind the strong and successful man there is a great woman behind him.

For example, my father, I. If my mother wasn't behind him, it wouldn't be as successful as my father.

So .. I, yes, have to go my own way, dong!

I already have a "women's highway" on how to be strong, and I don't need to follow the "gender-sensitive" ways Gio teaches his friends.

Gio said, to be on par with men women must have gender-sensitive awareness.

While he said the author of my story is like the following "You are equivalent to a man kok still begging quota of 30 percent for women. Yes not fair, is ...!"

If I think, anyway. If you want to be equal to this kind of Gio men, yes, you have to be subdued first, and then talk about equality. Yes mastered first, just talking about justice.

If ... Gio saw me as a stupid woman only judged by me who did not like reading and discussion, yes, it was his fatal mistake. But, you need to know, I really like to watch movies that tell great women. And I have learned a lot from Queen Cleopatra, Roro Mendut, Goddess Shinta, Roro Jonggrang, Ken Dedes and others.

Hence ...

I know how to be a smart and great woman, because I learned the facts, not the theories of a book like Gio.

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Dear thousand dear ...

The anger that has been stirring at Gio that I can not vent in time quickly. He was always with his friends every day. And he is also being busy with research on the case of people's land in Jember. So, there was no time for me to have a 2-eye meeting with him.

Just ...

2 Years later I had a chance to approach him. To be exact, when I started semester VII. Ever since Gio moved out of a 50-meter room with my rented house, then, I've been meeting and communicating with him a lot.

Actually in the span of 2 years, my hatred for him is not like before. There was the hell, my anger, but I started to wonder at the figure of the Gio.

My judgment since meeting him often, Gio is indeed an idealistic young man but at the same time he is a hypocrite. And there are still a lot of men like Gio. Another in his mouth, another in his heart.

Gio may be known by his friends as the figure of the Idealist, because Gio's idealism has never been tested by the enjoyment of my sexuality.

How was it.when I tested Gio's idealism with a pack of ******?

Actually ... Gio became a fool many times.

When you remember me and Gio first went together to the Matahari Mall, often I made my own curled.

For example ... when crossing the road, I accidentally rolled my hand to his arm, I lyric his leg which began to step with trembling.

Seeing Gio's seemingly calm demeanor, but he did not pull my hand away, my heart giggled. I could only smile to myself looking at Gio who was misbehaving it.

Especially when I buy it a pack of ******.

“This...for you!” I said, then whispered the word "*****" to his ear.  While my right hand has already slipped a pack of ****** into his bag.

“Kok for me, Ros?” gio asked, what a typical hypocritical man said.

I'm pretty sure that Gio will keep that pack of ******, even if it won't be used. Nor could he throw it away.

My hand signal that was coiled into his arm, I bet Gio must have expected more from me with a pack of ****** that.

And ..really!

2 Weeks later, at 05 a.m., when I told him to bring his condom to my room, it turned out that a pack of ****** was still intact.

Then when I told him to sheathe his dagger, he followed it like a newly bought slave.

Yes .. pardon ..hari gini Gio still virgin? Where do I know he's a virgin .., there are!

Yeah, so!

So do not be pretentious, idealistic if not tested. Look at who is testing and who is testing. If the actor Reza Rahardian and the examiner are just me, it doesn't work! Or ... the testor Gio is just a working woman "maton", yes where tempted is the Gio?

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After the events of the use of a pack of ***** that, apparently Gio's critical awareness is still working. To the next day when I chat, he chose to distance himself from me. Whereas if other young people are immediately addicted, but Gio is not.

Hem ... My curiosity began to rise to level-2. Looks like this figure of Gio's level of political knowledge above my father's.

I need to take my game to the next level. Like ..., give him affection. attention, and others typical of women that men need.

For 2 weeks I fully paid attention and affection to him. Especially when he has a fever, that's my chance to take.

But ...Apparently I did not manage to drop his heart in such ways, instead he was getting away from me for 2 months.

How can I, every time I phone his HP never lifted. If I call repeatedly, turn it off. I sent a message many times and it was never answered. When he meets me on the street, he avoids me. Often I go to his boarding house, his Gio never existed.

" Mom Kos, is there a Gio, Mom?" I asked Miss Kosnya Gio for a few times.

"Nothing, Son Rosa! He rarely comes home. He said he was busy with activities in the village." replied Miss Kosnya Gio.

Consequently ...

My curiosity began to rise to level-3 and .. I started to miss Gio ...!

I often remember how her heart skipped a beat the first time she held me. Remembering when I kissed her forehead, when I took care of her, and her various behavior towards me, all of that, really made me want to meet Gio soon.

Honestly I admit, for 2 months my longing can never be extinguished on Gio.

Then ... I tried to find out what activities Gio was doing in the village to some of his closest friends. Turns out...Gio was organizing thousands of farmers who were deprived of their land.

One time I got a chance to see the grand meeting "istighosah return the people's land" in Jember Square which had been prepared carefully by Gio.

Duh ... how handsome Gio-ku decorated on the stage witnessed by the Kyai and thousands of farmers.

“Brothers and fathers of mothers, God willing, the one who has taken our land, driven us away, and imprisoned us, is a Pharaoh who will God willingly be drowned in the bottom of the sea.” scream Gio fiery with the accompaniment of a tempestuous sound system.

Finished he decorated, wanted to feel like I approached Gio, and said I miss him a lot. But I dare not approach him, because he was so authoritative in the crowd.

A few days later, I went to Gio's room again. Thankfully, the person I missed was in his room.

Apparently, Gio was preparing to move a boarding house to the Mangli sub-district which was far from my rented house.

Hearing her move, I felt sad. When I started to feel this heavy, why did he start to stay away from me? I'm starting to fear losing Gio.

And ... with feelings that I can't explain ..when I hugged tightly, crying I whispered into her ear, "I'm really in love together, Gio!"