
"Huh.."
Hanung jerks from his sleep. He woke up and approached Diana.
"You're awake? I'll call the doctor first."
Diana's hand restrained Hanung as the man was about to turn around. He shook weakly.
"I-i.. Wanna say something. L'm.. I'm sorry."
Hanung's forehead is wrinkled. Apologize for what?
"There are things you don't understand, Han. I'm sorry, but I did it all because of you. I've run out of sense to take your heart back."
"you mean? To hurt the kids?"
"It's the only way to get to you completely, Han."
"For God's sake, Diana. Why would you hurt children? Even sacrifice yourself!"
"I really want us back together."
"But not this way! Come on, Di. Not everything in this world goes the way you want! Now you see the consequences. Dinda amnesia due to a hard impact on her head. Faraz's leg was broken. You alone... Oh my... I can't understand your way of thinking, Di."
"I have no other way, Hanung. Sorry."
"No, Diana. I know you're better than this."
"Please give me a second chance, Han.."
Behind the curtain, Julie hears everything. He peeked inside, looking as Hanung clasped Diana's hand tightly. The man was crying. Either cry over the reality behind this event, or cry over it... Diana's?
The feeling came again. Jealousy back to the king. Julie fears Hanung is returning to Diana because of this. After all, after this both Diana, Faraz and Dinda, would indeed need Hanung's help.
Not impossible, Hanung's heart will melt and grant Diana's request, right?
Julie chose to go from there. He can't take it anymore. His mind ripped at the heart. What Julie?
***
[Mom doesn't exist, Ren. My mother does not exist.]
Renata. Meaning how is this?
[I mean Brother?]
[Mama died, Ren. My mom is gone.]
"Maaa.. Mamiy.." Renata knocked on her parents' bedroom door.
Before long, Julie opened the door and asked, "What's wrong?"
Renata shows Faraz's WA chat to her. Julie's eyes were half open, round.
"Rena asked Faraz, who was there. Mommy wake up Daddy first."
Julie wakes up Hanung who is asleep.
"Mas, Mas Hanung. Wake up, Mas."
When Hanung wakes up, Julie tells him that Diana is gone. Hanung. Long enough he pegged to say, "Innalillahi wainnailaihi rajiun."
***
Diana was buried. Faraz was seen often daydreaming afterwards. Dinda kept asking, how could her mother have died. Their grandfather, the father of Diana, looked flat. Hanung approached him, who was greeted coldly by the old man.
"If Diana dies and my granddaughter is hurt because of you, I won't forgive you, Hanung."
He shook. However, all of this is a bit of God's intervention. Diana died like this, and her children were involved in an accident. It is an intermediary medium between man and his destiny. Hanung took a deep breath, trying to understand everything calmly so that he could be sincere. Regarding the understanding of the former in-laws, let God take care of them.
Julie hugged Faraz and Dinda alternated tightly. Dinda has slowly accepted Julie as her stepmother - after she lost her memory.
"Although I don't remember who Aunt is, I feel like Aunt is a good person. I'm sincere if Auntie marries my father. I'd love to have a stepmother as good as Aunt."
Renata and Darrel took turns hugging her two brothers. Dinda looked at the two of them, then said, "Hi, my new sisters. Thank you for accepting me, "as if they're just getting acquainted. Renata and Darrel smiled as they nodded.
***
Hanung and Julie agree that Faraz and Dinda live in their house. Renata and Darrel certainly don't mind. They were happy to finally be able to continue with the sisters.
Renata patiently helps Dinda in many ways. Darrel also helps Faraz, especially when learning to walk using auxiliary tools.
Initially, Diana's father objected to this decision. But he realized that this was the best path for them.
"You take good care of my grandson, Hanung. I'll give you one more chance. Remember, if anything happens to them, I won't forgive you one bit!"
***
Five years passed, and,
Hanung and Julie sit together in the garden behind their house. We spent the weekend together, as usual. All four of their children were busy in the kitchen. They wanted to make special food for their parents.
Hanung grabbed Julie's fingers, then held her tightly.
"You're happy with our lives, Jul?"
Julie looked at her husband's eyes. He smiled and nodded in response.
"The kids are grown now. But Keanu's trust in me isn't done yet. Consider it my duty to look after you for Keanu. However, there's one thing you should keep in mind, Jul.."
Julie tilted her face.
"I love you, Julie."
Julie chuckles. "You've never said it in person, Mom. But from what you've been doing all this time, so far, I already know. I love you too, Mom."
Hanung smiled and hugged his wife feelingly. Her memory floated on her last chat with Diana back then, five years ago.
"What's the second chance, Di? Had you asked for it long before I married Julie, I would still consider it. All this time you had fun with Rado, or... With whoever it is... I suffered by myself. It's lucky Keanu and Julie helped heal my wounds. Now you're asking for a second chance? Sorry, Diana. I can't."
Diana clucked. "Is it because Julie is richer and more perfect? You don't want to leave him? For me? For your kids?"
Hanung sighed heavily. This conversation is getting harder. "It's not like that's the way. There's another way."
Julie is rich, her life is simple and easy. Clever, beautiful, patient, and very painstaking. But Hanung's feelings for her are not because of what Julie has, but rather on Julie herself. He felt the tremors of the heart that had once dimmed. Her passion for life rekindled and flared up while with Julie.
Every touch and attention Julie gave her, was thrilling as well as calming her soul. He loved and enjoyed the sensation. After many years of marriage and living with Julie, he still feels it to this day, even more. He is addicted to Julie's love, unable to live apart from her.
"Sorry, Diana. My heart belongs to Julie. We can live together without getting back together. There is a God who always looks after us and guarantees your safety. I can only do my best as before. Please, understand."
Diana cried until she sobbed. Hanung waited for her until Diana calmed down, then left her. Diana was silent when Hanung left. He stared at the man's back until it was invisible in his sight.
What Hanung never thought, that was his last meeting with Diana.
"Mas, those kids are done. Yuk!" julie said, awakening Hanung from her daydream and returning to reality in plain sight.
Hanung nodded with a smile and followed his wife to join their children who were setting the dining table.
They eat together while chatting. Hanung looked at Julie and all their children. He is so grateful for his life now. Although he initially held the trust of Keanu, his best friend, receiving children and a wife for care, he now loved them wholeheartedly. Just as he loved his children.
Hanung feels whole with Julie. Here's family. Until death do them part.