Wife Custody (Second Love)

Space in the Heart

(In this episode his POV is gonta-turned, hehehe. Please understand slowly yes, let's not be confused)

***

[Han, I miss the old us.]

[Han, please.. Can't we go back?]

[Han, you still love me, right?]

[Han, I'm sorry. Please, come back for the kids.]

I read the WA message that went into Mas Hanung's phone. Diana. Again he. This was the third time he had contacted my husband with such a sentence. Missing, wanting to refer, regretting, for the sake of the children.. Uh! If I could be careful, where I have been, Woy!

Mas Hanung showed it to me. Also when the previous messages he received. He was always gubris. Read only, but not answered.

"Reply, Mas. Than later he's reckless if you don't notice."

Mas Hanung shook his head. "Leave it. Long time to be bored."

Kling. There's an incoming message, again. Mas Hanung opened it and looked riled up after seeing the contents of the message.

"Don't let me see ya, I'll just delete it."

I'm astonished. Curious, what it is.

"We have to be careful with Diana. If there's anything, you tell me right away. Don't shut up or speculate yourself."

Kling. This time a message came in on my phone. I opened it, and my eyes were round for a moment.

Mas Hanung is kissing Diana!

Mas Hanung immediately took the phone from my hand and looked angry when he saw the photo.

I tried to catch my breath, but why does it feel so tight. It must have been an old photo of them, long gone, but why did my heart ache when I saw it?

Mas Hanung hugged me who started crying. He said nothing, just stroked my back slowly. I was crying harder.

"I'm sorry, honey. Sorry for getting you involved in Diana's scenario."

***

Hanung, apparently he was not affected by the provocation I did. Let's see, after my plan on this one, if he'll still flinch. Who told you to play with Diana.

***

Hello, I'm Dinda.

I think I just showed up this time to tell this story.

I'm astonished. My mom took me and Faraz to go to Dad's house. It's already midnight. Mama said it was an emergency.

Faraz and I got into the car that Mama was carrying. On the way, I tried to call Renata, but it wasn't picked up. So too with Dad. I sent them a message, though,

[You guys safe? Me, Faraz and Mama are heading there. Wait for us yes.]

Until finally one more turn, Mama drove the speed of the car and... The car we were riding hit something.

As I recall, Brother Faraz shouted loudly. Then there was a very loud bang and the world seemed to be turned upside down. I got so dizzy, and then it was dark. So dark.

Ah, not exciting. It was only nongol once, it was made dark like this.

Adios.

***

Mama, Dinda, where are you?

When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was the ceiling of the room was white, and there was the smell of drugs that caught my sense of smell. I must be in the hospital.

I looked to my right and left, there was no Mama and Dinda. Where're they?

Before long, my legs hurt, very painful. I tried to move it, I couldn't! My hands are also very sore. I tried to call the doctor, but my voice didn't come out. How'this?

I waved my left hand which I could raise rather high. I saw a nurse approaching me.

"Thank God you're conscious. Soon you will have to have surgery. Your leg is broken and the bone is broken, so you need to take action immediately."

I signaled him to come closer. I whispered, asking where Mama and Dinda are.

"Your sister is in surgery. We wish you the best."

Then, Mama?

"I'll stay a while. You push this button if you need help" he said, slipping a button into my left hand.

Mama, is Mama okay?

"Faraz huh? Is there a family to call?" The nurse approached me. I told him Dad's cell phone number, and then I felt really sleepy.

***

Huh!

"Hello. Good night... Yes, I am his wife... The faraz? Yes, that's my son... Oh Allah... We're going there. Please try your best for them, thank you."

I hurried to wake Mas Hanung. Diana, Faraz and Dinda were in the hospital in an accident. Said the officer who called earlier, Diana and Dinda's condition was quite severe. Dinda is still unconscious after surgery, and Diana is in a coma. Faraz suffered a broken bone in his leg and will be operated on as well.

Mas Hanung looked pensive, then he cried. I hugged his body, whispered that everything would be fine. I asked Mas Hanung to get ready for the hospital.

I woke Renata up, and I asked her to wait at home while looking after Darrel. "Later if anything, call Mami. If you can't make your own breakfast, delivery order."

Renata nodded while wiping her tears. This news apparently surprised not only me and Mas Hanung, but also Renata. Our children's relationship is very close. Surely Renata was sad to hear his brothers were hit by a disaster like this.

This time I drove the car. Mas Hanung was endlessly crying along the way. I know how it feels, he must be very worried right now. If the same thing happened to my son, I would not lose the fear.

At a turn near our house, I saw a car in terrible condition on the side of the road. Could it be the car that brought the three of them? If so, their situation would be critical. I must hurry!

***

Julie patted my shoulder. He said we arrived at the hospital. I opened the seat belt and opened the car door in a hurry. I ran to the emergency room, asked where my children were, and I was directed to a room.

ICU.

Diana's coma. Dinda was unconscious. Head operated. They said his head hit hard. My heart feels slashed. Doused salt water. O Allah, why should those whom You do misfortune like this?

Julie came up to me and invited me into the other room. Faraz seemed to be asleep there. Sometimes he moans, in pain like that. Julie said her leg was broken and the surgery would be done in the morning, waiting for her bone surgeon to arrive here.

I wonder how this could happen. But where should I start to find out? In my head, it was as if everything filled my mind. Full, complicated, I don't know what to do.

Luckily, Julie took care of all the business. Everyone, including Diana. There was no grudge I saw in his eyes. Especially as he said, "We have to help Diana. After all, she's the mother of your children, Mas."

Really, Julie is such a good-natured woman. Just yesterday Diana hurt her, now my wife is helping her sincerely.

Oh my God, please, save my children.. Also, Diana.

***

"Mama.."

Oh, thank God, Dinda's up. I pressed the button next to him. The officer came and checked on Dinda.

"Alhamdulillah, Dinda is conscious. Let's observe it until it's stable, ma'am. If so, it can be moved to the ward."

I nodded and thanked him. Then I held Dinda's hand.

"Dinda, it's Mommy."

"Mommy?"

"Yes, Son. It's Mami. Mommy Julie."

I saw Dinda's forehead wrinkled. "Mami Julie, who is it?"

Oh, my God, Dinda.. Dinda doesn't recognize me?

"Aunty, where's Mama? Why does my head hurt? Which father? Ayaaaaah!"

My tears are flowing. Dinda doesn't recognize me. He's looking for his parents. What am I supposed to do?

I took a deep breath, trying to calm my heart and mind. Although it feels sad, my sanity must be maintained.

"Minda. Dear. Dinda was in an accident, Mama and Faraz too. Mama's still in a coma, Faraz's in surgery. Dinda has been operated on. Later if it's light, Dinda can move to the inpatient room."

I saw Dinda cry. I wait until it calms down. I hold his hand. Thankfully, he did not reject my presence. At a minimum he knows that he is not alone here, even though he does not remember and recognize me.

"Father was waiting for Faraz near the operating room. When you're done, I'll be here."

"Thank you, Auntie. L'm.. I want to meet Mama. Can it?"

I'm speechless. Diana was on the next bed. But...

"Tante ask the officer first."

I met the officer. I told you about Dinda's condition and request. The officer contacted someone.

"I have consulted Dr. Herman, he asked for observation first, if it is stable then can be given to see his mother. About the condition of Dinda's memory, you better see Herman tomorrow."

I'm nodding. I understand that. Although I didn't learn it in detail in my area of expertise, but I understand that with Dinda's current condition, we can't be hasty and rash. Everything must be taken into account and be careful.

I left Dinda with the officer, then followed Mas Hanung into the operating room.

Mas Hanung was bowed for a long time after I told him about Dinda's condition. I hugged him, dividing his strength so he wouldn't get too down. Yes, although I am also sad, but I have to be strong. It has to be even stronger than before. At least I did not make the atmosphere more complicated by falling sad for too long.

"How's Diana?"

Honestly, there is pain that sneaks into the heart. Mas Hanung still cares about Diana, his ex-wife. Does that mean, Mas Hanung still has a heart for Diana? But right, we've...

I shook my head, which Mas Hanung probably interpreted as no change to Diana. But that ring to me... Why am I jealous in this situation?

Mas Hanung looked down again. I also hugged him back. This time I just kept quiet, without saying anything. On the one hand I hope Diana's condition can improve, on the other hand I... I'm afraid Diana hurt me again.

Would it be wrong for me to feel that way?