Why This Is My Story
Happened again, then again appeared
Irma rubbed the back of her bangs trying to calm her down, shortening her as tightly as possible. Not feeling his eyes glaze over tears. Zia grew hysterical feeling Irma's tears falling on her shoulders.
Irma's worry to him was undeniable, seeing Zia strip off she joined in crying without a plan.
"Why, let's tell the same aunt, not in this pendam" said Irma worried
" Hiks.hikss.wanted to break up with her but still dear"
" Kan Aunty told you not to date, your parents also forbid. Decide, why maintain a toxic relationship like this. Until crying roared like this" replied Irma annoyed.
The circle of tears continues to collect in the corner of the retina, not ending in line with the lack of it.
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Why is it so hard to leave
A new person cannot replace it
Why does it have to be like this?
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" Yes coach, I have a great hobby with basketball" said Zia enthusiastically
" Good, very good for the progress of our team" replied coach Arya praising.
Many things are discussed between the two, togetherness in training spurs a sense of non-stop.
1 Month to know each other
Trying not to blame the circumstances and decisions that have been taken. convince myself that it is the most appropriate choice in my life.
"I choose you"
A circle of tears was blocked in the corner of his retina, in front of him I cried. Trying not to be distracted but not held back.
"NO, I CHOOSE YOU. hiksss"
All repeated again, the past that wants to be ended unexpectedly instead back together.
Arya held her tightly, while rubbing her long hair. Calm the already uncontrollable situation of Zia. Arya does not know how to, the condition of undergoing a relationship with her puja woman. But his heart is still with his past.
*I still love him, I love him.why I'm so stupid gini anyway, because my trivial problems are evil with him.why must happen again and again huaaaaa
'Scoffle in heart*
A precarious state that made me not know what to say let alone, as if stuck with my own verbal play. Making decisions that I think are right, is a burden that I can't bear any responsibility for. Just yesterday I said "I won't think of you anymore" but now it's just the opposite. Unceasingly the mind and heart are centered only on him. It turned out that it was all just nonsense based on my own stability. Why is this so.
The shadow is still on my mind. I should what?
What will I tell him after this?
Many times I have toyed with many hearts, gave hope and left for no reason. What kind of person am I? Just poison in the lives of others.
"Yes, don't cry anymore. Smile dong" said Arya.
His hand held my cheek with a smile, looking at me deeply. Arya comforts me in her way. Take me for a walk in the wind and stop by my favorite cafe. For a moment I forgot his face, but the regret leaving him was still not complete.
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It was that easy to take back
*I'm quiet, I'm talking, I'm quiet, I'm talking
How I convey, I should have heard it instead of closing my ears and passing it by. Now what should I do? All will not be well after this truth. I really didn't expect this to happen to me.
I'm afraid he'll leave me, I'm worried. But if you think back to what I was afraid of losing you. You alone no longer care. All are always wrong*.
