Why This Is My Story

Fall ill

On the basketball court

Some students play, scrambling basketballs against each other. Sweat dripped from the temples of his eyes, even though the day was hot enough to play basketball. But it does not reduce their spirit to fight agility on the field. The spectator seat was also not empty, watching the game with cheers cheering the players.

" Hey, do it yourself here, the other one's sitting over there. Why in the corner once?" David approached Zia who was sitting alone in a corner near the basketball court.

" Huh, I'm surprised I'm just you" Zia said as she struck David on the shoulder. His gaze blankly looked towards the field.

"Ga there is a wind find, yes already to the class yuk " invite Zia who is afraid of being suspected.

" Bell hasn't, either, what's the rush. Well spicy for you" sangah David while offering food.

"Emm, yeah. Yes, thank you, the peek, know if the paper hehe" said Zia

"You've got a problem here again "ask David while chewing on his spicy pecker.

"What problem, nothing. Again join me, in class also want to try. " replied Zia brushed aside.

"Lied, I told you. Everything is covered" David forces Zia to confess . David knew very well if his best friend was now having problems, as if all that was clearly drawn from his sweet face.

"What the hell vid, I'm talking about. I'm dizzy anyway. Don't worry about me" Zia said as she glanced at David's cynicism.

"When I am a good listener, it's up to you to feel you can handle it yourself, anyway without you saying I already know the problem" said David arrogant.

Zia chewed on the lick quickly, her eyes sharply staring at David.

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For months in a relationship, spending time together. The love that sticks makes everything seem beautiful for a moment. Sweet words that are thrown into a reference to give everything, on the basis of not wanting to lose. Though many more holy love is clearly still scattered here.

This is not blind love but crazy love, where a person is willing to give what is most valuable in him just does not want to lose.

Zia who was now only lamenting her fate. He was always waiting for news but there was not a single message or call from Vino. Vino who was lost somewhere, left a deep mark for Zia.

The weather tonight is drizzling rain, as if to be a sign of the destruction of Zia's feelings. Tanggis Zia blew up tonight, she's stripping in the bathroom. Everything seems meaningless in his life. His chest felt tight, his mind became chaotic because of crying over the departure of Vino. He is currently unable to make peace with himself.

Undoubtedly persuading Vino, so that he can deceive a high school girl with his sweet word.

(Am I just a terminal, you transited for a while and went to your main destination. Was I just a stopover for you. You think I'm a toy, when you get tired of the old one and come to me. The wound you gave me wasn't small, I wasn't strong enough to deal with all this. You are present in my life to be happiness but why is it now a disaster. I can't fault this feeling at all. Honestly I'm comfortable, I'm happy but why do you get rich gini reply anyway. Do you not think how I am now, you can just go away. No word, no explanation disappeared without a trace, pain really sick vi, a real jerk you become a man)

Zia soaked herself with tears, her eyes swollen with tears, many in her arms did not escape the wetness of tears. Things that have happened cannot be turned back, all of it is just a memory. Zia who was already in the comfort zone, could not forget everything just like that.

He continued to dissolve in his sadness, because it turned out his honor was given to a man who did not want him at all. The man who had been introduced to his parents only brought wounds when Zia's great hope to be able to live with Vino, but the fate of rice had become stale. The once cheerful day full of laughter has now turned gloomy.

Zia was lying on the floor, her body hot high. Zia's circumstances made her parents worried, she was not at all willing to tell about the problem she was having. It was impossible for Zia to tell her parents, they must have been very disappointed. Now that her little girl has made a fatal mistake, Zia tries to cover it up to make it look all right. Zia was treated for a few days. As time went on, he finally stabilized. But he still refused to talk to anyone.

(Be firm in facing all, do not be upset all has been directed)

As much as possible he forgets his memories with Vino. He just thinks that all the stories are just his hallucinations and assumes nothing happens between them. It looks bleak but everything has to go on.