Why This Is My Story

Why This Is My Story
Don't blame me



πŸ’πŸ‚πŸ‚


Arriving at the house Zia immediately entered the room and lay down, without taking off her shoes or put her bag. So long he was confused that he finally fell asleep in his bed.


At 19:30 wib


Aunt Irma who had just returned from work, immediately got ready for dinner, after cooking, she went upstairs to call Zia in her room.


tok.tokm...


"Zi let's eat, Auntie's cooking. There is your favorite food loh "Say Irma invites Zia


There was no reply from Zia's room, the door of her room was also locked from the inside. He worried Zia why-why. But Aunt remembered that she had a spare key. When opening the door of her room, Zia was already asleep with a mobile phone clasped in her hand.


Finally Aunt Irma brought the food to Zia's room, because Zia would have been awake in the middle of the night, she put the food on the table next to the bed.


...****************...


🌸🌸🌸


At 22:00 wib,


Jambi....


*Everything like nothing happened, watching alone, eating together to go on the road with other men until late at night, hours he could spend with others. I don't know what he was thinking, "did before he left, he didn't think about my feelings or how?" . I always remember him before doing anything, especially I am a man who can be tempted. It's hard to hold back but I force it. I have withstood it for him, but why the reply is so. Not in line with expectations. "Is he bored or what?But if this is the way, all can be talked about well and head cold. It's so tight.


The originally good circumstances changed drastically because of his ego, saying "I'm the same way" What do you mean, I was considered to exist or not actually.


Long width already Ciko scolded Zia who had already crossed the line. Ciko did not accept Zia's treatment. He had as much as possible to keep Zia's feelings there but Zia did not do the opposite.


" Why, then, do you blame me. Do you have any intention of finding me? " ask Zia who is angry because of being cornered by one side.


" No, nothing, right? Tired of me, my friends to say I'm dating a GHOST. Ghost try lu shadowin cave courtship same ghost. Logically not tuh, the cave is also fed up" his timpal full of annoyance.


Zia does not want to lose with Ciko who always cornered her because that is all. There was a big fight between the two of them on the phone. He who was upset immediately turned off the phone and went to sleep, without caring for Ciko again.


...****************...


He knew it was all wrong, but the condition of this long distance relationship made Zia feel lonely living her days. The time he did with another man was only to fill his void. Not bored or how, he sometimes also envied seeing other couples walking together while he had to stay lamenting all that because it was far from Ciko.


...****************...


At 04:00 wib, woke up from his sleep


I was annoyed by the distance, which always separates us, so I could only talk to you on WhatsApp 🎢🎢🎢


Zia sings in the bathroom with the shower as a mic, as if lamenting her relationship with Ciko who is not clear where her destination is.


And from that day on, Ciko didn't talk much with Zia. But Zia always shows her struggle to gain Ciko's trust back. He also realizes his outrageous mistake with his girlfriend.


But.....