Why This Is My Story

Ray (1)

Night, 20:00 wib

Ray, who was upset because of Zia's behavior, still wants to make sure what happened to his best friend. He took his cell phone and called.

Dring...dring....

Dring...dring....

...7 Missed calls

Zia who was stripping in the corner of the room did not hear her phone ringing, staring at the sky full of sorrow.

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the flashback

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" But you can keep my feelings?"

" Can." as if full of firmness he replied with certainty

" Okay, I want to be your girlfriend" smiled sweetly .

The heavy rain that flushed the city this morning, was heart-soothing, the tree trees by the roadside looked so sparkling green. Fresh air is inhaled slowly, calming the mind. Everything will be fine, but no one knows what will happen in the next minute. Enjoying a warm cup of tea by the pool, Zia sat pensively thinking about the details of the incident. Though at that time he only considered her as a sister and often disagreed about the attitude of a man. As if all this nonsense, the decision I made seemed to be on a permanent stamp.

At almost dusk, Zia who was still sitting pensively by the pool was torn apart by the sound of the car horn of Aunt Irma. He went downstairs to the gate. Aunt Irma's face was upset as if to tell for a long time to open the gate.

Zia's decision to say yes to Ciko weighed heavily on her. He is still trapped in old wounds, assume all will hurt if lived again even with different people though. While Ciko is serious with the decision of wanting to live this relationship.

" we broke up, yeah, I can't. The relationship that initially made a burden on the head of the cave. Sorry cave labile " said Zia

Ciko, who is concerned about Zia's attitude, wonders if Kenpa could suddenly change his decision. Just a few hours ago Zia said she agreed to start this relationship now.

Zia just felt, meeting this was never just virtual. Old wounds are not perfectly stitched.

" we're just about to start, you can't keep going in the black zone. Forget yesterday that hurt you. We open a new sheet again, okay" continued Ciko

Zia fell silent, her eyes glazed over Ciko's response. His tears trickled, he was afraid of living again. Ciko's steadfast not to hurt her in any case.

" yeah, we've turned back " while wiping away her tears.

" it doesn't have to be bad, you bocil "

" we'll go back, if it ends back. Sorry cave can no longer "strictly.

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Not just a trip but looking for a safe place in the warm embrace

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" Hello, why Ray?" a loud voice sounded from the end of the phone

" why you, tell me Zi. Don't shut up, I don't understand your silent language, your voice is different. It doesn't have to be pendam, you ka...."

Ray's words are cut off by Zia, asking Ray not to be angry with her.

" I'm sorry, I'm just keeping Ciko feeling "

Ray explains that the virtual relationship is not easy, especially this has never met at all. No need to expect too much in an uncertain relationship, do not be shackled with a toxic relationship like this. Must be mentally strong in this model relationship. Their friendship has also been a long time, it is not unfair to end communication with a real person like us, not him who is uncertain of the truth. You've been crying too much because of this, aren't you bored?. Not to say to choose us or him, I just want the best for you as a friend.

So all does not need to be on your own, will hurt (said Ray worried).

" yes, we're better. Don't cry anymore " Ray said.