Why This Is My Story

Let it

...21:30 Wib, Diary...

My life was perfect because of your presence. Comfort arises but when everything is going on why you change, even though every word you always listen to. I don't blame you for my downturn on our relationship, I realized at the time I didn't appreciate your feelings. Which in the end you went away and disappeared from my life. I don't understand myself either, like a boomerang to me. After I ignored you, now I'm looking for you.

My sense of disbelief may lie when I gave everything but you left, feeling completely ruined my life right now. But you and I know it's not compulsion. It's not normal for me to just blame you for this.

Why is my stupid attitude until now not lost anyway?

Choosing you was the dumbest thing I ever did, leaving someone happy with me in his simple way.

Is this KARMA?

Zia poured out her heart in her beloved diary, as if tainted with sadness. He was so sorry to have left the man who loved him so much to choose Vino. Which turned out to be inversely proportional to his expectations, can not be denied at this time his feelings are very broken. She cried again because she remembered everything.

Thank you for planting nails in my heart, I believe after this everything will be fine just like before I knew you. I'm going to try to get back to my comfort zone, I'm going to try and be normal later. May you be happy with your choice well, whoever it is I always support, well even though it is a real pain that imposes.

If I could turn back the time, I just wanted to say sorry. Sorry for my mistakes, sorry for my stupidity where I haven't been able to do the right thing in my life. I only attach importance to my will without thinking about the circumstances of the people closest to me. Sorry for me, mah pah.

Many things Zia thought, but she realized it was time to sail back. The struggle is still long, there are still many obstacles that he must pass. He could not mourn a man who did not love him at all. For a month he drove off, enough for Zia to start over.

Going far away is the best way to forget you, it is not all that will be lost. At least I stepped forward and fixed everything with logic instead of feeling. I'll do it until I get a happy place where people rarely look for it.

Struggle will not hurt if you have a grip

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His condition has now improved, slowly he began to forget Vino. He also tried to change the activity to his happy thing. David who is always present to cheer Zia, did not hesitate also David always came to Zia's house to accompany her.

"Thank you, always keep me down" Zia said, hugging David.

David just kept quiet, then returned Zia's embrace as he said

"yes together, don't hurt anymore. I became anxious, do not want anyway if dear I was sickly. I'm there for you baby"

"Yes, ready my boss" Zia replied with a smile.

" Well, my darling time is soft. Don't be, just be strong okay. Must be more concerned with self-health huh." patted Zia's back.