WHEN THE HEART MUST SHARE

chapter 37

"Mother, this is a letter from the school." Al handed him an envelope containing a permit to go to the zoo.

"Can, yeah bund?"

"Can.. But don't be naughty, yeah. It was only this first time that Al left without Mother or father."

Suddenly Al's face turned cloudy.

Anisa understood, the child must have remembered her father who had so long disappeared from her life.

Anisa felt the same way.

Whatever Al's activities at his school, one of them must come along to accompany him.

"Let's just relax, if Al, wants to, I can go with him." Yahya suddenly appeared in the dining room.

"No need, dad. The other guardians of the disciples were also not present."

"But why is Al's face so moody?" Yahya is still trying to cheer up the boy.

"Al, remember Aby's father...!" lirih.

Anisa stopped her movement. He noticed Al's face that looked so sad.

He was holding his son's shoulder.

Trying to give an explanation, but his own heart was confused to ask for an explanation for what had happened.

 "We pray, wherever Aby's father is, that's okay. And quickly go home to Al." comfort Yahya.

There was a sense of anxiety in his heart, what Al and Anisa's response to him was until all was revealed.

Yahya rubbed the sweat that appeared on his forehead.

"Yes, I've been waiting in front, yeah!"

Yahya passed ahead.

But on the doorstep his hand was on someone's stranglehold.

"Auntie...?"

"Is there anything you're hiding from Auntie,? From them?" Yahya took a breath. He looked at his aunt's face as if interrogating her.

"Nothing, Bi" Yahya slammed Rosmah's hand slowly and moved forward.

"Everything's fucked up after Aunt's arrival... I had to break my promise not to touch Anisa before she was really ready. And I'm pretty sure he's not ready right now." he lamented inwardly.

Anisa is in the kitchen with Rosmah. They're cooking for dinner.

When I saw the fish that was being fried. Suddenly his stomach was sick. Anisa thinks maybe she's just catching a cold. He doesn't care about that situation.

but the more here to k the more nauseous it becomes.

He ran to the bathroom.

There he pulled out all his stomach.

Anisa's heart gasped when she remembered the monthly guests who had not come as well.

"Don't I...? could it be that night that got me pregnant?"

Anisa covered her face if she was pregnant, not that she didn't like it. But why was it like something was stuck in his heart?

Rosmah continued to watch Anisa's movements.

"Why Nis?"

"There's no Bi. Just a common cold." Anisa replied.

When he left for school, he stopped by the pharmacy to buy a test pack.

During the day, he felt his head slightly dizzy. "I have to make sure my situation, if I may ask, please not now, O Allah.." he said softly.had honestly not ready if you have to get pregnant now, now, especially when he has not been able to forget Aby completely.

After saying his greetings, he immediately went to the room.

Rosmah kept her eyes on him.

"Yeah, why your wife? Coming home from teaching she instantly locked herself in her room."

Yahya who had just returned home also from teaching at the boarding school also felt astonished.

"Feelings this morning are fine, Bi."

"Ask there!" rohma's orders.

Yahya passed to his room.

He saw Anisa sleeping with her body covered.

"Nisa, are you sick?" yahya asked while holding Anisa's forehead.

"No, sis.: I'm just catching a cold."

"But your body is hot.. Waita minute!"

Yahya passed into the kitchen, when back in his hand there was a rag and warm water.

"Let me compress!"

Deftly he compresses Anisa's forehead

Instead of going down, Anisa's body temperature is getting higher.

Yeah, until panic broke out.

Anisa delirious in her sleep.

"Yes..! Mas Aby, we'll have another child, are you happy? This is our dream, Mom...

Nay! You don't go away anymore! Pity me and Al, Mas .. Al, Al .." then fell asleep again.

He held Anisa's hand.

"I'm sorry, Nisa.. I shouldn't be in your midst." Yahya kissed his hand while crying.

"But where is Aby now? I'm gonna fix this, I'm gonna take you to Aby. I promise." Isak Yahya's.

Unknowingly, Rosmah was watching him from earlier.

"Auntie is hard to know the problem" he said surprised Yahya.

Yahya took Bi Rosma to the other room, then told her everything, with nothing covered.

"What Auntie heard is true, Bi. I'm confused how? please give me a way out, Bi." Yahya was stuck looking down.

"If according to Aunt, you're not wrong. Whoever is in your position will do the same. So, you don't have to blame yourself"

Yahya was silent, he sat back down waiting for Anisa to wake up.

After half an hour, he was compressed. The heat is starting to go down.

Yahya was so happy when Anisa opened her eyes.

"Sister...!" Anisa grimaced as she tried to get up. He felt his head was heavy.

"Lay down, if you need anything, let me get you!"

Anisa glanced at the basin and the used duster of the compress.

How good this man is... He was always on alert when he needed help. He feels very guilty if he makes the heart hurt.

Anisa held the hand of Yahya who was about to rise.

"Sister, thank you, yes!" say it with a sincere look.

Yahya nodded with a bitter smile.

"Son't be back." Yahya just kept coming out of that room with a broken heart.just now he found out that Anisa has not been able to forget Aby at all. What's been doing to him all this time? Her inner being was injured when she remembered how tormented Anisa's heart was forced to pretend to be happy.

That night, Yahya deliberately did the task in front of the tv until late at night.

He let Anisa rest in his room.

Anisa woke up early. He was astonished that Yahya was not beside him as usual.

Then he took the test pack he bought yesterday.

With a thumping heart he waited for the result.

He really hopes that the result is negative.

Anisa closed her eyes for a moment before seeing the results.

"Bismillah..."

His heart was beating fast.

The result is positive, there are two red lines clearly drawn.

Anisa took it to the bathroom floor.

Her tears were unstoppable again.

"Should I be happy with this pregnancy?"

He imagined the face of Aby who was so compassionate and judge him.

"Sorry, Mas.. It's not what I want, but it's also his will that we can't resist.

This child is innocent. I'll welcome her with joy."

Anisa came out of the bathroom and prepared breakfast as usual.

But he wondered when he saw Yahya sleeping in front of the television.

"Sister.. Wake up! Have you prayed dawn?"

Yahya wriggled lazily.

"You're awake apparently, sorry, I fell asleep here" he blushed.

Yahya looked at Anisa's slightly puffy eyes.

The breakfast went on as usual.

It's just that Anisa and Yahya are more silent.

Rosmah who realized it felt like she had to step in. He was looking for an opportunity to talk alone with Anisa.

"Sister, could you please anterin Al at school? I'm afraid he's missing."

"Of course, this father's whiz can't miss anything!" joke Yahya.

Al has departed among Yahya. Rosmah used it to talk to Anisa.

"Anisa, Aunt has heard from Yahya about everything you've been through. It's complicated. But if I may suggest. Focus on your life now, don't look back. You will never be able to advance if you are still in the ghost of the past, please.. Take care of Yahya's feelings, he loves you so sincerely. He accepted Al as his son. Then what did you give him? The sadness? Tears? That's not fair to him.'

Anisa just fell silent. But her tears represented her feelings.

"Auntie, right. I can only give him a wound.

I promise, I'll try to make her smile, Bi. I'm gonna make an effort. This time the line can!" Anisa holds Rosmah's hand.

"Give me a chance once more. Can, right?" said pleading.

The woman nodded.

Anisa left for school with one determination. She will change, she will also tell you about her pregnancy in her own way.

Mas Aby? Let it be a piece of the past that can only be remembered.